I ask myself, how your life is going
And what you're probably doing now
You know, of course,
that your thoughts no longer are of me,
And what we used to do back in the day.
We stumble throughout our lives
for half an eternity.
Both of us were no longer shy,
drunk from being in love.
I always wanted to be someone for you,
but I most certainly never was
even if I tried my hardest.
Unfortunately I never acommplished this.
I wanted to visit you in your world,
but I always flew past it
I chased your dreams,
but I never reached them.
I attempted the ones nearby
each night in our bed
But while I held your hand
your heart was miles and miles away.
I always wanted to be someone for you,
but I most certainly never was.
The constant "Peek-a-boo"
made us blind.
I was never what you were looking for,
even when I cried "over here!"
But you grabbed after another person,
because you were alone
In our best moments,
we were in paradise.
But something got us
Always much too fast back,
much too fast back.
I always wanted to be someone for you
but I most certainly never was
As you called after me,
because you were alone.
After all, I became the same way
to go once again
with all the errors, too
because I do not repent anything