I'm sitting
here
listening to "I Cross My Heart" by George Strait. I realize that I want
to fall in love. I thought that I was in love once...but love really
shouldn't
hurt so much. I hope that one day I will be able to find someone to
love
me for who I am. I don't want my baby to stand in the way of love and I
am pretty sure that any MAN that falls in love with me will love my son
too. He is so incredible. I think that everyone should fall in love at
least
once in their life to know just how truley special they are. I know I
know
what love is and I know that I am able to fall in love. I just wish
that
one could pick the person that they fall in love with. I know that
sounds
kinda weird but its true. You cannot choose who you love...your heart
does
that for you.
Maybe I am just more in love with the idea of being in love than I have
ever really been in love. I just seem to fall for the wrong guys. It
seems to me that I fall for the unattainable guys. The kind of guys
that are already taken or aren't ready for a woman with a child. I am
not searching for a father for my son...he already has a father. I just
want someone to cuddle with and love and all that happy/sappy stuff.
If you know anyone looking for a cuddle buddie...you know where to find
me!
