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A Haunting Thought

For so many years
I've thought the same
Are you really gone?
Or were you taken?

My heart can't believe
That you're really gone
Though my mind says
Yes, you are

This thought has haunted me
For over twenty years now
My daughter, where is she?
Is she alive or with the Lord?

The inability to see her
Forbids my heart to accept
I see her sometimes in my mind
So alive and beautiful

Is this a sign?
Is she really here on Earth?
Where shall I look
Or am I dreaming...

My father used to dream
Seeing her so very real
Coming towards him
With arms open wide

I can't help but wonder
Was she there when he passed?
Is she with him now?
So many questions, no answers

I went to see her today
Only to feel the emptiness
The sorrow is overwhelming
The pain so real

Is there a time I'll find out for sure
Just what happened
Where she is
And how she is

I long to hold her in my arms
Keep her warm on the cold days
Brush her golden hair
And see her smile

They say all things happen
For a good reason
I just simply can't think
Of any reason, good or bad

I pray she has peace
And much happiness
Til we meet again
Either on Earth or in Heaven

Written and copyrighted by:

Kathy L Pugh

10~27~01

This I dedicate to my daughter, April, who was stillborn on December 24, 1980 at 11:00 p.m.
I never really seem to have accepted her death and can only pray that I will see her in the day of my death.  I only wish to love her as I have my other daughters.
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