I watch the world beneath me
come rushing up to meet
Snapping the synapse
Shattering everything I ever
came to believe
I fall forever in a timeless
instant
Never again to see the face
that warmed my heart
Lost my foothold and the walls
just fell apart
It’s all collapsing around me,
just to know that I’ve failed again
Now the happiness is an illusion
I hide behind to be left alone
Not bothered by those who pretended
to care
If I can’t bring happiness to
your tearful eyes
Then the darkness has set in
and I’m already dead inside
After forever has come and
gone
Losing my memory of which
I’m fond
As I fade away, once again
unknown
Invisible to the ones I
thought I loved
Invisible to the ones who
may one day care
Dead to a world that never
really knew I was even there
Solidify the silence through
this hollow shell
Expiration of the heart in a
lonely hell
Lying awake but invisible to
the world
Subject to the lies from failed
dreams unfurled
All the empty promises
I’ve heard throughout my life
Now leave me hollow
Now leave me dead inside
Solidify the emptiness deeper
within
Collision of emotions seems
without end
Trying to breathe in the smothering
darkness
Subject to the fear of being
so alone
All the empty promises
I’ve heard throughout my life
Now leave me broken
Now leave me dead inside
A grey mist blurs everything
Shivering in the cold waste
of lost memories
Nothing left to believe in
Nothing but a frozen void of
discarded dreams
But
with every thought of you I feel the colors rush in to fill the darkness
I’ll
never walk away if you need me
Just
remember that I’m always there for you