| Where Have I Gone? |
| *This song was written about 4 years ago when I was feeling exceptionally depressed. I thought it was pretty good, but it never quite lived up to my full expectations. I revised it a little before putting on the site. I think it's better this way. Tossing and turning at night I am learning of the anger That won't leave my side Brazen and broken, all the words Have been spoken in fear Of what's happening inside I feel myself slipping away The heat of the sun melting me The chill of the night, so dark, so cold Waiting for the hate to unfold What has happened to me? Where is the boy I used to know? Where have I gone? Faded into the unknown Grinding gears for All of these years I can't stay on track any longer Twisted and torn Why was I born I can't be any stronger I feel myself drifting away A sweet summer breeze become a hurricane Fresh flowers grown rotten, fetid in death Preparing to take one last breath What has happened to me? Where is my mark upon the stone? Where have I gone? I feel so alone... alone Help me find myself again Lend me some of of your strength So I can keep flying Help me find life again Some kind of real emotion So I won't keep dying Tumbling, falling My apathy's calling for me To give it up Loving and hating the anger Is raping my mind-- I've had enough What has happened to me? Where is the boy I used to know? Where have I gone? Into the darkness What has happened to me? Where is my mark upon the stone? Where have I gone? I feel so alone... alone |