| This Lonely Road |
| *Note: I wrote this song about the girl that I speak of in my updates. I wrote it about 2 - 2 1/2 years ago. This reflected my feelings back then. Funny how not much has changed. Actually, it was the day she hugged me from behind in what I considered to be an intimate manner, but a few hours later was sitting down to lunch with her fiance (then boyfriend, I think). I don't know if I can live with this inside any longer The pain has grown too much for me to bear Since the day you stole my heart away And I'm not strong enough to show you how I feel Though we both come from two very different worlds (Both echoes of the images in our minds) Everyday, when I look into your eyes I can see my reflection dancing there But I know what I want can never be You're just too far away, too far away from me As I reach out to grasp what still unknown I just continue down this lonely road, alone Everytime I hug you close to me, I feel so alive You give me strength and give me the will to survive But then I see you with him and I just want to scream I guess being just friends is part of our destiny I guess I shouldn't hold on to what can never be But what I feel, I know is real They say it's wrong, I don't care... it's just too much As I continue to reach out for what's still unknown I must journey down this lonely road, alone I just wish I'd reach the end of this lonely road You and I will always be alone No matter who we surround ourselves with It won't be enough to satisfy our needs I'm still not strong enough to show you how I feel The depression's closing in I can't let it get to me... I must win Everday, when I look into your eyes I see the ocean calling out for me To take the dive and embrace you eternally Buried in these waves I know That I'll never let you go Time is moving by so slowly You are the one and only light in my life Everyday, when I look into your eyes I then realize that you're all I need, but for now... I continue to carve my name upon the stone As I walk down this lonely road I'll still reach out from what's unknown As I continue down this lonely road, alone I can't wait until I reach the end of this lonely road Will you be there.. at the end of this lonely road? |