Live On
Alone in this room, waiting for the sun to shine
The bullet is marked with my name
The taste of steel upon my lips so cold
As a spin of the barrel starts this game

This life has passed me by so quickly
Or was it I who left it behind
Driving in the fast lane, never stopping to see what I had missed

The power hungry control my life
A blue collar working man with no past, no future and no hope

I did as I was told by the voices in my head
I raised the blade and dropped it fast, staining my hands crimson
I was afraid, but now all I feel in numbness

The cold, dead eyes staring up at me
From the shattered glass upon the ground
Where they mine or were they his... I'm not sure
Exocise the demons, break the burning heat
Cold sweats late at night, I can't take the memories

Driven by this urge, it must be this way
If I end my life this night, will it all be forgiven?

Please forgive me, wash away my sins
With the blood of a thousand men
Please forgive the chaos that I caused
I'd take it all back if I could

To be or not to be, that is not the question
It's to pull or not to pull the trigger
I hear the devil calling and I feel compelled to answer
The blackness keeps pulling me deeper

Staring at the ceiling, the darkness creeping in
The faint sounds flowing on the wind
Why did this have to happen?
A tooth for a tooth, an eye for an eye, a life for a life I've stolen

All grown up, but still a child in so many ways
Can I? Will I? I must! <BANG>

I'm sorry, my love, to leave you here
But the blood on my hands is proof of the deed I did
I couldn't control myself-- the way he threatened you
I couldn't let him hurt you again
But now I regret that the hounds of society are after me
To bring me in

Don't cry, I will be all right
Though I can't wash the bloodstains away
At least... at least I'll be at peace
Knowing you'll Live On
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