| If I Died Right Now... |
| So many things I haven't done in my life Did I do enough? Did I accomplish anything I wanted? Was anything I did worth it at all? I ask myself these questions time after time There's no answering word to settle my mind If it all ended without one last good-bye What would they all think of me? If I died right now Who would gather around Did I leave a lasting legacy? Or am I just another face in the void? Would Father show his face As they lower me into my grave Would Mother be in tears over her child Would Father hide his face Disgusted by his disgrace Would Mother raise her hands to the sky If I died right now And was buried deep underground Would you still call me your little boy? Or would you see me for the man that I've become Thanks to you... Sister, I've always been there for you But if I was gone, what would you do? I'd hate to think if I wasn't there When you needed me the most To help you through If I died right now I wonder who would cry for me? Would there be anyone at all To tell me that they loved me Does anyone love me? Would I hear the trumpets sound Would I hear the cheers of my peers As they send me off with bitter tears Toasting me for eternity Remembering what I've done And all I know is If I died right now I could go and be proud That I touched so many lives And left my mark on each one If I died right now If I bought one last round I'll watch over you No matter where you go 'Cause I love you all so dearly But one question on my mind Still bothers me all the time Does anyone out there.... Love me? |