Mer definitely had it right when she said it. I'm dating now. Which I think is a big deal. I was engaged for a year and we broke it off in Sept.  So, it's been almost two months. I haven't decided if that's long enough or not. At this point, I'm dating these two guys. The one guy is ALOT like my ex. Minus the college education. The other guy is the exact opposite. I feel ready to date the guy like my ex, but not the other one... So far, it's ALMOST like he's too good to be true. I dunno. We'll have to wait and see. I mean, he opens doors for me, he helps me put my jacket on (I've never had a guy do this before), he carries things for me. He seems like  a really nice guy. He just makes me so nervous. I sit there and babble. I've never been much of a talker, but with him, I can't seem to keep my mouth shut. This guy, I dunno... I almost feel not ready because there's a very good possibility that our dating could turn into something really really really really really serious. It's hard to put into words. I'm seeing him tomorrow for lunch, so we'll see how things go.