I am the kind of vampire who needs pain, is this wrong or am I just
playing my self into some thing I wont be able to get my self into?
First of all pain is a natural thing to want, second of all it really
depends on how much you really think your willing to give to this
way of pain. I don't think that you should do any thing you know your
going to regret in the future. I have done some stupid things in my life
time and wish that I could take them all back. All of that just so I
could have the pain that I needed in my body. So I could feel as if I
could be that normal little girl nextdoor you know the one you probably
live right next too...well i used to be that little girl until I found
my true nature in life... if you feel as if you need a little pick me up
and thats how you get it go right on ahead...just there could be more then
what you think going on with the pain issue...you could be experianceing
pshchological issues as a first and want it to go away in your pain but
let me tell you it dosen't work that way...people find out and you get
in serious trouble and then can't help your self the way you want to be
helped. I have had issues that I have over come with no ones help, but I
am telling you now that there will always be some one that will interfear
with what you have planed okay... I know what its like okay so be careful
with what you do and make sure it wont hurt any one else around you as well
as your self okay....
Everlasting Love,
Countess coudrey
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