All my life I have feared one thing.

My fear was ending up alone,

And after all that worrying,

I realize what I should have known.

I never had a thing to lose,

For I have only had no one.

I never had the choice to choose,

All that I have becomes undone.

I have lost all of my control.

My life has lost all its meaning.

I may not find what makes me whole,

And then what�s the point in living.

I have found that my biggest fear,