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                Brother of Mine      2003

     When I used to cry as I prayed to die,
You remained by my side and made me strong.
      I looked to the power way up above,
     Because you are the angel of all love.
   When I felt you near, I never hid my fear,
You've always been crossed over, I felt like a                wilted clover.
But you kept me strong, comforting me all along.
        Now my faith is kept in God above,
        Because of you, my angel of love.

Cancer Raging 2002

Do I have the strength to fight you,
If you come invade my life.
You already stole him, to young to have a wife.
How could I fight you, the pawn of Satan.
You are raging, evil cancer raging.
But would I stand tall, even lose my hair,
Have everything removed, womanly parts everywhere.
Despite of all that, you won't care.
You'll find another victim, that you make so clear
Courage and no fear can render you disappeared.
You won't be raging, no more cancer raging.

                "Then and Now"          1-2002

    The smoke swirls, as I remember when,
     Each time I imagine you crying back then.
     But it is all a dream, I left you there,
    To carry more pain than you could bear.
     I lost my way, I became cruel.
     When all I really needed was you.
     I couldn't comfort you, or stand by your side,
     Hold your hands when loved ones died.
     Now that we are back together,
     I will be yours always, forever.
     And we will share our tears and fears,
     As the sun shines on our happy years.
     I will give you the best gifts of life,
     And I will comfort you with my love as your wife.