Dear Sam,
I have returned from Cedar Point. I thought it was cool! I went on the Raptor, Mantis, Corkscrew, Gemini, Thunder Canyon and a bunch of others! I hung out with Tia, Anthony, Steph, Annie, Ryan C., Greg, Ryan (the wildberry poptart) Josh, Samantha and Molly. It was alot of fun.
Right after I got off of the Mantis I lost my friends locker key. It costed five bucks to replace it. Ryan C. told Steph that he dropped her key into the water (which is what happened) and he would pay for part of it. I felt so guilty that I told Steph that it was me. She didn't care as long as she got five bucks.
Samantha and I had a long talk about her cruch on [(insert name here)] and I told her that I still care about Blaze.
One of my entries from Bob (my other journal) states: I miss my ex, Blaze a lot!! I miss the way his face twitches when he's nervous, the way he smiles, the way he'd stroke my hand, the way his watch beeps, the way he smells (he smells like my concealer, really he does!) oh Bob, I miss everything about him. You know the expression: you never know what you have until you lost it? Well now I know what they mean.
Sam, I hate myself for being so stupid. I really do. I am going to go insane if I don't try to tell Blaze that I still care about him.
-Karie J.