| The Girl Inside, The One I Hide |
| Do you really think you see The girl who lives inside of me? She's deep within hiding all my sin. Oh my love, Don't you see? The girl you know Is not the girl who's me. You can't see her, You don't know she's there. The queen of pain, The queen of sin. Watch out for her vile toungue, It's sword will tear you through and through. Beware her sharp claws, For the painfull scars they leave. My love, my life, Can't you see all my strife? I hide it from you so you don't see, The pain causeing creature inside of me. Do you want to know her? Do you want to see All the pain go to you from me? You'll never know my violent side. I hide her well, Do you know why? I know the pain I could cause inside. Felt it, Heard it, Smelled it, Was it. That violent creature That now I hide. Never think I'm the passive one, Never think I'm a non-violent one. I've killed myself a thousand times, Even if it was, only in my mind. She hurts, she kills She'll break your will. The pain she'll cause No ending, no pause. Go away... Don't come near... My love, please stay away... You don't need my fear. I don't want to hurt you, I don't want you to see, This painfilled, hurting creature That lives inside of me. Each day I have to fight through Hurting another or staying true. I pray I'm on the right road, I never know where the day will flow. Will she come out? Will others see? The way their hurtfull words Have affected me? You say I'm non-violent, I couldn't hurt a thing, Oh how little you know me, You don't know who will win. My love, my life, You don't see, I keep you safe, I keep you away from me. Closer you'll want to always be, But I keep you farther than you've ever been. You don't know, I don't tell. Make a wish, into the well. One of these days she might come out, And then I'll have more problems I could live without. Don't be afraid of me now that you know. I'm scared that telling you this will make you so. I need you now, Even though I keep you away. Please, please, please, I beg you to stay. Don't leave me alone with this creature inside, Don't leave me alone with all I have to hide. Please help me... help me get through, I don't need things, what I really need is you. Now I wonder if you see The girl who lives inside of me? She's deep within, inside my heart, And I know we'll never be apart. |