A million words fly by my head but none of my own.
what do I say when I have nothing where do I go without something , something to hold on to, something to call my my own, anything to call home. What is home I haven't known in so long I wonder if I would know it when I see it. I guess sometimes its within your arms but sometimes the weathers seem dark. When can I fly away from this dungon of heart ache, the words that burn my ear, the looks that make me feel numb. There is a life out there for me. somewhere that people meet, dance, sing, hope, dream, and maybe just maybe where people can safely put one foot in front of the other without being trip or pushed down. Here it seems like everytime we think we have are footing we get knocked down to the ground like we are nothing. Then we start to believe there lies know full well what they are, they make us think we can't do any better than this, I wont believe I'm not better than this. I gotta be better than this. because working fast food for minimum pay isn't what I want. I want to wash my hands of this life, start over get a new one from wally world. I here there 50% off too bad I dont have a penny to my name. So until I find my way out of this whole I will wave at the people above. As the point and laugh in there happy world. Do you like it when I crawl, on my hands and knees? Do you like it when I beg baby please? So hold me and tell my that you care my only dab of happyness in this condimed life. But, you have so many things to care about to busy for me. Its okay I dont care who needed your touch anyway. If I die it would only be another world in this foresaken world of nothing but lies. I would die for you baby, when is someone going to die for me. Would you die for me , would I die for you like you want me too. would you die for me? I would die for you. can you die just a litttle for me cry just a little for me oh well you die just a little for me. now. Goodbye is they only words we hear in the end.
Crawling threw this mud so deep I am sinking under
I can feel its hand wrap its drity little fingers around my ankle
pulling me further and further under the muck
how can you forgive me
when I can't forgive myself
I used to think this was fun
I am so deep in this how will I ever get out
Crawling threw this mud so deep I am sinking under
I can feel its hand wrap its dirty little fingers around my ankle
pulling me further and furhter under the muck
I have said I am sorry and I still feel so guilty
How can you forgive me
when I can't forgive myself
I used to think this was fun
now the shit is to deep
I think i'm drowning again
gasp for air and all I get is mud from the swamp
From the swamp I created
I finally awoke just to be silenced again
you asked me to cry for you
I fight to keep them in the tears
I won't give into you
So fustrated with the look you give
when I tell you i'm dead
I breath air but the life has long gone
When will you return my bestfriend
So far away I can't hear you scream my name
I know I dont belong here can you point me to the right direction
make it what you will
so I can sleep tonight
can you please take me away
you made it so you could break it
theres no freedom without you
empty eyes starring bakc at me
I can't believe it had to end this way
So many lies so many times
if only I could stand inside your shadow
I would see it
truth