Here is Kay's Character Profile :
* Name: Kay MacDonald * Gender: Female * Age: 30-something Terran Years (20-something Darkovan Years), but looks younger * Marital Status: Single (self-confirmed bachelor) * Citizenship: naturalized Terran Empire citizen * Occupation: Junior Civil Servant (Records Clerk) * Residence:A single-person room in the junior-ranking area of the Residential Complex at the Terran Base in Thendara, on Cottman IV
* Laran Gift: I've never been formally tested for laran, and remain rather uncomfortable with the idea of displaying my "freak talent" in front of people. It's bad enough that ANYONE (even some of my few friends here) has seen ANY sign of it -- even the ones who acted like it was something entirely-normal. --> Note: Despite her empathy with people and animals, Kay has a strong mental barrier against telepathy, but doesn't know about it. Her unconscious mind formed it in desperate self-defense, to protect her sanity when she unknowingly went through threshold sickness back on Terra and was conviinced that "only crazy people hear voices in their heads". If any person tries to send to her, she won't notice anything more than perhaps a feeling of pressure or ringing in her ears, sometimes accompanied by a flash of an image or a vaugue impression of the emotional overtones of the message. This problem does NOT manifest when she's communicating with her closest animal companions, who mostly express themselves non-verbally (but occasionally will form a word or two scattered here and there).
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* Personality:
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* Unarmed Combat Training:
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* Horseback Riding:
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* Languages: Terran Standard: fluent in reading, writing and speaking (isn't the Terran education system wonderful ?)
* Appearance:
Here's a picture of me in my favourite party dress (the only one I brought with me from Terra, even though it's too fancy for everyday wear):
* Family:
* History: I grew up on Terra as the only child of two civil servants. When I was a young child, my father's mother was occassionally blessed/cursed with flashes of something she called the Second Sight. She once told me that her Goddess had shown her that I would someday develop a gift of my own (unfortunately, she didn't live long enough to see it happen). I first started to realize the truth of this when I was in my mid-teens. I was a "late-bloomer" and had been starting to wonder if I would EVER start turning from a girl into a woman. But I never expected that the change would make me feel so ill. Alot of things changed after a week in which I'd caught a really bad fever. It got so bad that I ended up out of my mind with delirium much of that time. And by the time I started to feel better, I noticed that my perception of much of the the world had changed significantly. Since my grandmother had already passed on by then, I foolishly tried to speak of these things to my mother, but it gave her nightmares about things that father said weren't real (but I didn't believe him). I felt guilty about being awoken by her screams, so I stopped talking about "weird". It gave me such a fright that I didn't mention my new perceptions (or my periods of "weird nightmares") again until I later started university and found a Wiccan circle. They didn't think I was too weird, and taught me about the proper sort of morals and ethics that keep us who are "a bit fey" from becoming monsters. I also learned how to ground myself so I can mostly block out outside influences from disturbing me. After university, I followed in my parents' footsteps by joining the Service and later chose to be transferred to Cottman IV (Darkover). Living with my parents on Terra lost its allure after the death of my paternal grandparents. My parents were strongly against my original choice of the Caer Donn base (my father grew up there himself and my parents once lived there), so I tried to lessen their discomfort by chosing the one in Thendara instead. But they're still angry that I would choose the world that they left behind. I don't understand why my parents are so bitterly and completely estranged from all other living members of our family that they will not so much as speak the names of any of these people. Why should it be such a bad thing that I would be curious about whether I have any living relatives on Cottman IV ? Even if they turned out to be unpleasant people, then at least I would have seen for myself. The only details I know, is that there was a family quarrel and that my father's mother ran from her family in the hills of Darkover in order to marry my Terran grandfather who worked at the Base in Caer Donn. Apparently, this caused a large split, which grew worse not long after I was born (somewhere in the flat lands east of Thendara among my mother's family). My mother Ysa NEVER spoke of her earlier life on Darkover, except to say that she wanted to put it all behind her, and that we went off-planet so she could be "finally safe from all those gene-warped freaks and crazies". I still don't understand what she means by that, and have often wondered. I asked my father once, and he told me that when he originally fell in love with her in Thendara, the only thing she was willing to tell him was "Call me Ysa. It's close enough that I'll remember to answer to it". She failed to appear at their usual meeting spot one day. He didn't see her again until a few years later, a day before transferring back to Terra to join his parents. I was a wee lass in her arms and it was obvious to him that she was desperately running away from something. She wouldn't give him any information other than "You can call her Kay, for the same reason that you call me Ysa. She's your daughter and we have nowhere else to go". My parents swore freemate vows to each other that evening, before we all left for Terra. One of my other few clues to her past, is scraps of memories from when I was in my early teens and was terribly sick and feverish for an entire week. When I told my first fever dream to my mother, she got very upset and begged me NEVER to mention anything that I wasn't certain other people had seen/heard. Later that night, I was startled awake by her having a nightmare. She kept screaming about people dying horribly, and shining blue gems shooting blue flames, and about being trapped in chains in a desert. Father said it was nothing and I should forget all about it -- but I never could. It seemed to be almost too much of a coincidence that my Ma and I would have had the same nightmare at the same time. After I got better, I found that I didn't quite fit in among my peers so well anymore. My mother was always saying "Safety is in NOT standing out from the herd --all else is likely to get you killed or make you crazy". For her sake, I would usually pretend to be just like everyone else, even though I felt like it was mostly a big lie. Certain people "felt wrong" or "felt right", so I'd act accordingly. I also started to spend almost as much time with animals as with people. Most strange animals would befriend me -- even ones whose owners described them as "anti-social". If I spend enough time with an animal, I'd bond with him/her. I couldn't explain how I did it, or why -- it just happenned.
* Romantic relationships:
* Friends: After Gwenn and Dolo Leynier swore hill-kinship to each other, I met Dolo and her oath-sister Melissa Ridenow. The two of them later became MY oath-sisters. Dolo and I are opposites in many ways. She over-awes me because she's so amazingly brave and bold and daring and outgoing and glamorous and always seems to get what she wants. But I often feel like a small-town fade-into-the-woodwork mouse in comparison. She's also very friendly and generous and extremely accomplished at convincing me to occasionally do something wild for a change. But sometimes I wonder what she ever sees in ME ? Melissa is so much easier for me to relate to, since she's more similar to me in personality. All my life, I've wanted a sister exactly like Melissa -- someone who was similar enough to really understand me and who wouldn't consider me "weird" for talking to animals and reading people. More than anyone else I've ever met, she seems to understand my "freak talent" and why I often feel so conflicted about it. She's another person who's gotten me out of trouble that my talent got me into, and can always be counted on to be discrete about it. I like Melissa's cousin Katie too. I'm quite certain that she DEFINITELY thinks I'm kinda weird. But she loves animals and knows alot about fixing what's wrong with them. She is the very embodiment of common sense, and doesn't seem to be afraid of ANYTHING. Sometimes I think that she would laugh out loud at some of my fears if she wasn't so polite. Out in the city, I've also met an interesting pair of older gentlemen. Mestru Ceroill Merrick and Master Tomas Painter, a couple of local shopkeepers. They both have quiet, calming presences that make me feel comfortable around them. I especially like that Ceroill is fond of both books and birds as I am. And he doesn't think that I'm disturbingly weird -- in spite of the way in which we met. Sometimes HE talks to animals too. It's nice to have an older friend who sees me as I am, and doesn't smother me with over-protectiveness. Except for my friend Louis Couvillon (a gynecologist/obstetrician at the medical clinic who also serves as a general practioner when needed), I barely know any of my co-workers at the base. So few of them seem to have anything in common with me, that it's difficult to relate to them and their ideas of fun. I also have a new student intern named Anwyn McCarron. She's a fellow Service Brat and a fine lass. Ever since we first met, I've had the urge to 'mother' her (especially once I recognized that she was also part-fey). It amazes me how quickly she can switch back and forth between the bold self-confidence of when her curiousity is leading her around, and the prim-and=proper little mouse that she becomes whe she's feeling uncomfortable with her surroundings. Maybe it's because she's a teenager. I used to get lonely at night in my quarters with no animal companions to keep me company. Back on Skye (that's an island on Terra), I had dogs, cats, horses, goats and sheep for company. Here, I was all alone -- until Oberon, Amadaine and Mairead. It can get somewhat crowded with having one human, two birds of prey and a kitten all living in the same small room. But sometimes Oberon lives at the bookstore "Leaves" in town when things get too crowded for his tastes (he's got a nest up in the attic there) and sometimes Mairead is off keeping Anwyn company. I also managed to make another friend through one of my misadventures Danette Lanart-Aldaran is like another big sister to me, and my research suggests that she might be my distant cousin. She's gotten me out of trouble several times already, but I'm still kinda in awe of her free-mate Connor (who radiates alot more *power* than ANYONE I've ever met).
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Note: The image of Kay was FREE Clip Art from www.CastleTrash.com