Guys...I am not sure where to start. But you all know I have a great big
mouth..so I'll try.
1-Ted and Emmett. I'm loving them together. I've seen the first 6 episodes.
so I have a little more info. But just from the first episode , I knew I was
liking where it was going.
2-Lindsey's an idiot. She sounds so surprised about the break-up. Never mind
that she was just talking about Brian fucking trick #4000 and something. In
the immortal words of Bugs Bunny..."What A Maroon".
Michael as usual...is an idiot. Okay this is ALL I want to know...WHAT did
Michael expect Brian to do at the party? Now I will say this. Anyone...and I
mean anyone who either loves the Brian character...or hates the Brian
character knows ONE thing for sure. That Brian always likes to appear..
unaffected emotionally by anything. Did Michael think that Brian was gonna
walk over and say "Yeah..let's ask him to leave...he's bothering me." I mean
..did he not HEAR Brian the first time when he said "Be Quiet"? Why was he
SSSSOOOOO insistent on making a scene in regards to Justin. And this shit
just kills me...since when did Michael speak for everyone else? It's amazing
that Justin is told by him to do them all a "Favor" and disappear. I don't
remember hearing anyone else say this. I cannot believe what a little busy
body he is. Ohh and the "Did you think he'd change FOR YOU?"...I don't know.
.something in the back of my mind hears a subconcious saying "When He didn't
for ME." ...But Brian turns out in the end to be the BETTER man . At least
that's my take. I do NOT believe him going to Michael proves that he was
MORE wrong (like some people believe). I thin it shows him to be the better
person. The fact that neither apologized to each other says alot. But I
still say that Michael should have. I think the punch was just.
I only have one more thing to say on Michael. He has NO redeeming value now
for me. I will NEVER forgive what he said to Brian . The fact that he said
that Justin should have been left lying there tells me everything I need to
know about him as a human being. I mean Justin was a victim of a crime that
any of them ,as gay men could have been a victim of. I can't fucking stand
my ex, but I 'll be damned if I let someone say to me that I should let him
be the victim of a crime.
Which brings me to stupid ass Debbie. What the HELL is wrong with "Pflag the
Clown"? I mean she has known Brian since he was 14...from what we know..
Brian has a bit of a temper, Yet we have never heard of him ever hitting
anyone. Now trust me...I know a mother's reaction comes first.. But how come
no one questions why it happened. And please...please please...don't hand
me with some pansy, candy assed excuse of "It's never right to hit " crap.
Why does NO ONE question what PROVOKED Brian? I mean ...really, the idea
that someone would tell me that I should have been apart of someone whom I
care about losing their life is just WRONG. Debbie should know that . Brian
is practically her child. She has said it over and over about how she "knows
him so well". Yet when she's around the "gang" she's just as quick to dog
him out. The bitch is getting on my nerves. I wonder how she would have felt
if she KNEW what her son had said.
Which brings me to my boys. Brian and Justin. Ohh what to say what to say.
Well basically we have seen a major role reversal here. I think Justin in
his reactions to Brian , especailly as he walks away from him in the
bathroom. His reaction to Brian's "I hope you get what you want" is
basically with a "whatever" sort of look. Justin is appearing cynical and
unaffected towards Brian . He's tired and worn down and doesn't wat to
figure out things anymore. One thing about Justin that I respect...he tries
to live with all the decisions he makes. He is making the best of his choice
He's trying to go on.
While Brian is now the one feeling the pain and disappointment. He used to
be unaffected by it all. The scene when he comes home to the empty loft is
sad. The footsteps that echo loudly to reflect the emptiness figuatively,
physically and metaphorically tells the whole story. The way he looks in the
bathroom, as if he's expecting Justin to pop out of nowhere, like he always
did before.
And the scene with the hustler....(ohh god I'm gonna cry)..that is just too
heartbreaking and gut wrenching for words.If anyone would like to tell me
that Brian isn't missing Justin or in love with Justin after watching THIS..
then I don't know about you.
Okay...sooooo