8-30-83 ** 2-7-04
In Loving Memory of my best friend, Trey Allen Bell....
My friend Jordan called me at about 1:30 a.m. on Saturday of Feb. 7'th, 2004, to tell me that Trey had gotten in a bad accident.... I was so scared that we were going to lose him...(2 others were in the car with him...Brad was in best condition.. Rusty was airlifted, but he is fine now) Well, about 2:07, she called me again and told me that Trey was gone... I lost it....  Trey was the best guy friend that I have ever had... I never trusted a guy as much as I did Trey... I will never ever forget our late night talks about all of our secrets and how he would always tell me that I am his favorite girl-friend.... We had many good times to ourselves... and if we weren't alone, we were partying hard! I miss him more than anyone could ever know... His funeral was the hardest thing... Jordan&I were asked by Tara, Trey's sis, to write a speech, and as soon as I started reading it, I lost it... I was shaking and just looking at Trey, balling.... I had to have Jordan read the whole thing...  My heart is still crushed....  Trey was expecting his only child, Alaina Grace only 2 weeks after he passed.... Alaina is well and so cute. :o)   Trey was made into ashes and he now sits at home... I still go over there all the time to visit... His family was my family.  They still are....going over there is hard, but I like to keep in touch with mom and dad.... and Britt(trey's sis) Kyle (trey's brother)... Tara, I don't see her as much as I do everyone else.  Losing someone so very close to you is the hardest thing ever!!  Trey will ALWAYS be in my heart and I will never ever forget about him!!!!
I know that Trey is still here with me and taking care of me as much as he can. :o)
I miss you Trey!!!!!! TONS!!!!!!!!!!  Luv you!
This picture was taken at my 19'th birthday party... the last time I actually hung out with Trey... I will never ever forget that night.... the best birthday ever!
This poem is exactly how things were and how I feel.....
Whenever I needed someone to talk to
You were always there.
My eyes filled with tears, my heart filled with pain, and You were always there.
There was no time when I had doubt to come to you because you were always there.
I could see in your eyes you wanted to help, and that you really cared.

Whenever I was down and blue,
You were always there.
No matter my problems, or what was wrong,
You were always there.
Whenever I felt like nothing mattered,
You were always there.

Now your gone, and I don't know what to do,
I close my eyes and think of you, and how you were always there.
It's hard to look at the pictures, and get memories of you
Can you hear me now
At night I pray, and I speak to you
I guess you were right when you told me no matter how far you were
You would always be there.
I know one day I'll see you again, but until then I have to say good-bye.

Even though it hurts to hear your name, and speak of you
One thing I will always say is....
You were always there.
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