Chasing Destiny
10-16-2004
I hold my head up high,
Awaiting your judgments to fall upon my soul.
So that I can finally sink my head in humility,
For all the wrong, for all that I�ve done right.
The humble brokenness I wished upon my life,
The stars I wished to soar among,
The longing I have for the everlasting peace.
My head has sunk as I have become undignified,
But for you I give my life.
For you have already given me your life, and you wear my scars with dignity.
I pray for forgiveness and everlasting love, agape God, unconditional. Forevermore.
The stars shine, and heaven waits.
Can I lift my head and be humble? Or did my sins go unforgivin?
Your word says I will be forgiven in this I trust. I this I move onward,
Chasing my destiny, in You.
Embrace
9-25-2004
When the hours pass,
and I on my own.
I sit here and wonder,
when we will talk on the phone.
I often find myself,
listening to a rhythmic beat.
But why can't I listen,
to your heart race.
I don't know,
how to make it go away.
Some day, I hope to be in your arms,
to be fully wide awake.
Sometimes, I feel,
like I've fallen down,
down to a path of deeper love.
Hey you stranger over there. I fell in love with you.
I won't deny it,
I won't lie about it,
I won't cry over it,
anymore. Now that I have found you, open your arms, and let me embrace you.
Even though this dream will never come true!