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| This is me. This is a picture taken my freshman year of college, I was posing for a Vampire character I was playing at the time. Regretfully she had her head removed, but it was the most touching death scene I have ever partaken in. I am a person who believes in many many things. Religions for example. I am Christian (Baptised and Confirmed), Draconic, Native American, Celtic, Druidic, Greek, Roman, Egyption, and more will come. No religion is wrong, just different. If things were Black and White life would be easier, but it isnt. "You must seek truth even in the darkest depths of the earth." - Peral of Wisdom. You should not ignore what has come before you. Hence people you should realize Lillith was in the Bible as was reincarnation... King James took them both out. He did not want a poor pig farmer to know that he truely was equal with a king. AKA this means the egos must go! I admit to having an overactive imagination as well. Go figure! I write constanly (poems and stories), read sometimes, daydream always, and live in hopes that this life is but a nightmere and my dreams are what is real. recent occurances make me wish this even more. |
| Now lets get into some of my boring past. I went to a boring elementary was the outcast. (Gee BIG surprise) Sure getting made fun of at home and school hurt, but thats what i get for being the middle child. Had I had a gun, things would not have been different. Entering into Middle School I learned being the outcast was more helpful for others in my situation, but emotionally scaring for me. What is my pain when I can help others though? I took the brunt of the suffering, but sometimes it would slip past me and hit others. I hate to see others in pain that cuts me deeper than any words someone can throw at me. High school I was ignored. I had a very rough first relationship, (which I did NOT cheat on him in college!) I broke up with him for his slanderous words. I find it hard to do anything of what he had said when i am still a virgin. (I'm stubborn. I said wedding day and meant it!) It was during my time in high school I had large quantities of thoughts based of self mutalation and ditest for my own being. Thankfully I recieved much help from friends. I am through that and am actually begining to really like how I look and who I am. Emotional scars run deep... VERY deep. My major support group were the role-players i had made friends with. My hate and agression could be taken out in the fantasy world without actually harming anyone. Best thing is the game can be humorous, horrific, romantic, or whatever. Role-Play is NOT just cyber for one-line people, anyone who says otherwise is without a doubt just another HNG (horny net geek, for those who don't know). College I have stayed with the role-playing, and by doing so along with my writing I have seem my literary works become more vivid as I read them. It is here I started seeing my current boyfriend. Ok, I got married and its actually pretty cool. Only one problem though. Bills, and money. Jobs suck to the point of not allowing one to eat. Damn economy needs to pick up before I waste away. (to thinhk i wrote that BEFORE 9/11 happened...) |
| Likes: Diversity, Games, Cooking, Iron Chef, Building, Rock Music, 80s Music, Good Food, Wine, Peace, People, Kind Words, Compliments, Understanding, Knowledge, Wisdom Dislikes: Type-o's, Rap, Bombs, War, Nukes, Power, Hate, People Blinded by Their Own Hate, Racism, Spiders, Drugs, Needles, asshole bosses that dont allow for breaks, and bosses that cut your hours when you are injured, bosses that blame you for their own mistakes, bills |
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