A lady ain’t what she wears…?

By B. McIntosh

Am I less of a lady if I don't wear pantyhose
My mama said a lady ain't what she wears but what she knows …

India Arie

According to India Arie’s song, which I actually quite like, “ a lady ain’t what she wears but what she knows…”   Usually I would agree with the song but sometimes a lady is judged by what she wears and not what she knows.  This was brought home to me quite forcefully when I was about 15 or 16 years old.

I was going to meet a friend and I was dressed quite nicely, or so I thought, in a new outfit, a short jeans skirt and leotard type top.  However, before I was halfway to my destination I began getting whistles and very personal comments from men I passed.  I had never received so much attention and I was NOT flattered.  In fact I felt quite intimidated and self-conscious.   I couldn’t figure out why I was attracting so much attention.

        Before I reached my friend I met someone I knew who was a few years older than me.  She looked at me and said, “Bernie, I’ve never seen you dressed like this before.”  She didn’t say anything else concerning my clothes but that tipped me off to the fact that something was wrong big time.

 By the time I reached my friend’s house all of the joy I had felt when I put on my new outfit was gone.  Instead I felt self-conscious, and dare I say it… I felt less than a lady.  Needless to say, I didn’t walk home from my friend’s house.  In fact, I pretended to be cold and borrowed a big sweater.  When I was ready to go home I got a ride.  I couldn’t take the comments and attention a second time around.

            After I got home I looked at myself in a full-length mirror. I wanted to see myself through the eyes of those who saw me in the outfit.  You know what?  In retrospect the skirt was shorter and tighter than I normally wore and the top was just a tad skimpy.  Well that was the last time I wore that outfit and to this day I try to be careful of what I wear out in public because everyone who sees me will not get an opportunity to find out what I ‘know” so what they see is what they will judge me by.  I’m sure I sometimes miss the fashion mark but then again who doesn’t…? However, I try not to wear clothes that would make me seem less than the lady I know I am.