ate
I hate more than I love. I hate liars and false personalities. I hate Hot-Topic and the majority of people who shop there. I hate alcohol, cigarettes, and any kind of drug. I hate bad parents and people who are mean to animals. I hate talking on the phone and people in general. I hate racists and anti-gay protestors. Screw me over once, and you've screwed yourself forever when it comes to my loyalty. I hate intolerable people and idiots who think they are better than everyone. I hate posers and vain people, dreadlocks and filth. I have a shit list with 72 people on it. I hate backstabbers and whores, religious fanatics, hypocrites, and people who do not know how to use spell check. I do not respect people who do not respect themselves.
I am a person, an indefinable entity, not something that can be fully summarized and placed in this box - I am a myriad of emotions and I have a simple rule: Life is to damned short be around people you hate, and its too damned long to spend it pretending to be someone your not in order to make the people who don't matter happy.
I do not handle immature drama or petty bullshit very well and would prefer it if you kept it to yourself. I could care less who said what or what someone thinks about me. If you are looking to get a reaction... go elsewhere. I will not waste my time on you.
Inside
Self loathing, emotionally unstable, brutally honest, slacker. I am an over-thinking, over-achiever with a false vision of a happy future. I cry too much over stupid stuff, but I am so emotionally detached from everything that I do not cry when I'm suppose to. Proudly Pagan. I believe I am on the right track with my life but probably on the wrong train. Head-strong procrastinator. Happy.
Outside
Clean freak. 5'9, naturally blonde, grey eyes, and way too skinny. Big forehead and nose with arms that are too long for my body. Self-conscious. I do not post pictures for vanity, I post pictures for artistic expression. 5 inch heels, PVC, fishnet, corsets, tongue ring, spikes and too many tattoos. Two Showers a day.
Love
My dearest Ryan and a few random friends. I hate everyone but a few selected individuals who I adore and will make sure get taken care of. If I purposely don't talk to you, then I don't want to be around you, therefore you are unloved. No one will have to wonder if I like them or not... I make it very apparent. I do neglect a few friends from time to time, but that's out of necessity of life, not hate. If it seems as if I am avoiding you, I'm busy; if I tell you to fuck off ... you'll get the point. I love the rain, the dark, music with a fast beat and white cheddar popcorn. I love Irish drinking songs but refuse to drink; I love the parkway at night and spending time there. I love my nephews immensely.
