| I Will Not Forget You These years--but it has only been one-- only been eight months and I don't remember how many days how many nights did I sleep with you in my dreams, to wake without you in my arms It is hard. You are not here you will never be here but I am, and I have forgotten how to be here. How to hear the ticking of a clock you gave me when it was snowing on my birthday-- No, I think it was Christmas. Did it snow on my birthday that year? I only remember you wearing that ridiculous hat that hat you always--but never mind, because the clock still ticks. I remember to keep it wound like you always always told me to but I can't hear it. There is something wrong with me, and I can't remember what it is. |