01. You Mama You
by Jude Christodal

When I was young and pushed around
And beaten up and beaten down
Who'd I run to mama tell me who

And as I grew to be a man
And all the world held such elan
I did what I thought I just had to do

It was you mama you, it was you all along
It was you I ran away from I was wrong
And if I could I'd change my life
I swear to God I'd cut it out with a knife
And with a glue stick I'd reapply it in a song

And laid back Kerouac never no a heart attack
Drinking and thinking about the place he ran back to
The moloch is an old man the moloch is a love-lack
Bending for a quick snack remembering his friend Jack
And mama sometimes I remember you

It was you mama you, it was you all along
It was you I ran away from I was wrong
And if I could I'd change my life
I swear to God I'd cut it out with a knife
And with a glue stick I'd reapply it in a song

Man loves woman
Mother loves child
Sometimes I call my lady mama
So I can feel at home for a while
So I can feel at home for a while

Looking around at all the Mellencamp towns
The excuses and the nooses where the coffee grounds
I found places and traces of a storybook world
And I went out there for a ride
On the misty coast but the holy host
Is under Mickey D's American flag and it's unfurled

It was you mama you, it was you all along
It was you I ran away from I was wrong
And if I could I'd change my life
I swear to God I'd cut it out with a knife
And with a glue stick I'd reapply it in a song

Man loves woman sometimes
Mother loves child
Sometimes I call my lady Mama
So I can feel at home for a while
So I can feel at home for a while

02. Charlie Says
     by Jude Christodal

Tortilla chips
Are on my lips
And no one's pressed
Against my hips
Bad beat poet late at night

The city gets bright I can't see
The neon lights don't work on me
I am no watcher in the fight

Charlie says nobody's got the strange and hidden power and
No one is really beautiful
They're all just mediocre men of the hour

If sex was love I'd be so set
I'd know the most that we could get
I never had the tits and ass
To go and take a master class

Charlie says nobody's got the strange and hidden power and
No one is really beautiful
They're all just mediocre men of the hour
Mediocre models of the hour
Mediocre men
Mediocre men

You take me places and you make cool faces when our sex erases the lonely past and
You found me when I was first and ten against eleven men who could kick my ass
But anyway, it's probably gonna pass

I do not know but it's been said
The hero Hogan was found dead
With something wrapped around his head
The price he paid was more than bread

Charlie says nobody's got the strange and hidden power and
No one is really beautiful
No one is really beautiful
No one is really beautiful
They're all just mediocre men of the hour
They're all just mediocre jokers of the hour

If what you're looking for is an action star
I'm a superstar stud with a formula car
And cleft in my chin and a facial scar, movin' hard
If a squeaky wheel gets the grease
I'm a road hog Harley on my hands and my knees
I'm begging for your love please

No one is really beautiful
No one is really beautiful
No one is really beautiful
No one is really beautiful
No one is really beautiful
They're all just mediocre men of the hour
Mediocre men of the hour
Mediocre models of the hour

03. I'm Sorry Now
     by Jude Christodal

Welcome to my world, won't you please find a seat
There is no need to worry...I'm the only one to meet
I just wanted to express myself to you
Undiluted and with nobody else to confuse

See I was Marvin Gaye and Bond, James Bond
I was taking all day so I could turn you on
And I hated when you'd look away when I was inside and slowly gettin' to it
It didn't help a lot when you would turn around and I was on the top
and you would say baby you can do it

I'm sorry now and it's too late
I'm sorry now do you have to hate me
I'm sorry now so sorry
I wish you wished I wished you love

I hate spaghetti and I also hate divorce
You probably already know that by then of course
I like the earthquakes I like it when the world shakes
I like the cracks it takes out of the walls
When two people, lovers, are acting like dolls in the arms of each other that's my alarm

I'm sorry now
I'm sorry now (it's too late)
I'm sorry now, so sorry
I wish you wished I wished you love
I wish you wished I wished you love
I wish you wished I wished you love
I wish you wished I wished you love

Life is so unkind
You can fall behind
You know that I'm inclined to ease your mind anytime

Welcome baby, I wondered when your countenance would change
From sunshine and vanilla to the raven tones of rage
And my back never looked so broad to you
As now when turned upon the fool who spurned me boo hoo hoo

I'm sorry now
I'm sorry now (it's too late)
I'm sorry now (have to hate)
I'm sorry now, so sorry
I wished you wished I wished you love...

04. Rick James
     by Jude Christodal

This is just the basic, this is not the best
Everybody knows that the trouble starts when you talk all about the rest
First, you went to college and then you got yourself degrees
Then, you got some pretty girls to get down on their knees
You took yourself some pictures and you showed 'em to your friends
Now, you're going straight to Hell and that's where your story ends

Well one of those girls was a friend of mine
One of those ones you took
One of those girls  didn't want to see her face on the cover of a dirty book
One of those girls took her life last night just in case you had not heard
And everybody knows that the pretty ones go down doing it for the work and

Don't be fooled
Don't be flattered
It's not like you ever mattered
When the world around is falling down and every ship's been shattered
Don't be fooled
Don't flattered
It's not like you ever mattered
Not to me
Rick James was the original super freak

Man, you're not so perfect 
Man, you're not a pearl
You're nothing more, man, than a little piece of sand
That grew up inside of a girl
I don't go for the novocain
'Cause I don't like the pin
And I don't fall for the Jesus freaks when they seem like they want to win

Don't be fooled
Don't be flattered
It's not like you ever mattered
When the world around is falling down and every ship's been shattered
Don't be fooled
Don't flattered
It's not like you ever mattered
Not to me
Rick James was the original super freak

I'm not looking for an answer anymore
I'm not looking for a visionary
Help me Mother Mary
I've done my time
I'm closer everyday to a life of crime

The God above us and everywhere  He watches all the people die
Killing them as others waste all their time in asking why
But, time is all we're given and the happiness we seek
It may be the peace within the meek or maybe the statement of the freak

Don't be fooled
Don't be flattered
It's not like you ever mattered
When the world around is falling down and every ship's been shattered
Don't be fooled
Don't flattered
It's not like you ever mattered
Not to me
Rick James was the original super freak (repeat)

05. Battered Broken
     By Jude Christodal

Everything had to be exactly as you had planned it
Everything had to be exactly as you designed
The sadness inside you was lost on exactly no one
And there's nothing heroic or stoic in being a mime

Hey little girl is there room inside your world
For a groom without a pearl or a diamond on his mind
Did you think that for a second on the brink
That you could let me take a drink and bet that would not climb inside over my primly pride
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

See you walking down the hall kinda tall it isn't all like Bacall and
I'm gonna pucker up and blow you right out of the seams of your suits and the
dreams will be roots for the teams in cahoots
My demons loving you
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

There is only so much I can give without return
Maybe a song
Maybe a few
Maybe not
Maybe finally fuck it and just take a shot
And I battered broken, barely hoping remade token
I would crawl back to you and say thanks I needed that
It's been a while
I would crawl back to you and say thanks I needed that
It's been a while
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Smoother skinned than most she was and beautiful and just because
I thought I'd be a doomsday gift I placed the rift
Callous first and cavalier and dropping verses she could hear the sad refrain of inner pain
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

There is only so much I will give
Without return
And maybe a song
Maybe a few
Maybe not
Maybe finally fuck it and just take a shot
And I battered broken, barely hoping remade token
I would crawl back to you and say thanks I needed that
It's been a while
I would crawl back to you and say thanks I needed that
It's been a while
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

I'm gonna grope I'm gonna grasp
'Cause I must
It's my rope and my asp and my doom for my lusting of you
Throw me a thin spider line, I'll be fine, as I climb the mine to my divine

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
There is only so much I can give without return
Maybe a song
Maybe a few
Maybe not
Maybe finally fuck it and just take a shot
And I battered broken, barely hoping remade token
I would crawl back to you and say thanks I needed that
It's been a while
I would crawl back to you and say thanks I needed that
It's been a while

06. I Do
  by Jude Christodal

I got a letter today
An invitation
And the writing looked like you
Hello how are you and by the way
Please RSVP I do

I thought of writing sad words of how it used to be
But I didn't want to bring you down
I guess the bells will ring pretty well there without me
Don't worry 'bout me baby I'll wear the thorny crown
I will play the clown

If you think that I don't love you, you're just wrong
And that don't matter now anyway
I couldn't bear to see you up there
with a white dress on
Here's my vow to you
I'll stay away

I remember when in a lover's whisper you said
No other man would ever share your bed
Well we both know that's not been so
And I wish I'd never let you go now
You found a better man instead

I wish you health and wealth and a white house on a hill and I
I hope you raise a family
Little boy and a little girl, a little more joy in this little old world
Well, that'd be enough for me

If you think that I don't love you, you're just wrong
And that don't matter now anyway
I couldn't bear to see you up there
with a white dress on
Here's my vow to you
I'll stay away

Time rolls on
And dreams they die
And I've thrown out the pictures I had of you and I
And if you're ever wondering if love can be true
Well, think of me and remember darling like I, like I do

Ole friendships fade away, love falls apart
And you've not spent a single day outside my heart
And there's just one more dream that I have left for you
I hope you're smiling when he turns around and says I do
I do

07. Prophet
     by Jude Christodal

I guess I make my way OK, I guess I do
I guess I get by, just like you
I'm keeping to myself though, if you don't mind
I don't want to leave any fingerprints

Moving down the boulevard, the walk of fame
The Japanese they're up against it trying to match their hand sizes with the household names
And I just try to bob and weave and keep from bumping into furry fairy prostitutes
And make it to the corner gonna lose myself inside outside news and

I remember when I first had come to town
And you suggested I kneel and kiss the ground
You were such a prophet then to me
And you, you're nothing to me

Nobody wants to help when you start with a please
To supplicate is not the way you've got to put the other man down on his knees
But that's not why I arrived, no that was not the reason
Don't mind if I retire from a town without one just like a season...

I remember when I first had come to town
And you suggested I kneel and kiss the ground
You were such a prophet then to me
And you, you're nothing to me

Waltzing slowly in counter time
To your piercing cameras before me
Moving closer I've
Come to know that there's nothing in there to show me

Pretty good show she said
I kinda like your style
Well, maybe we could go to bed and I could help you run the three-minute mile
But first you gotta take the drinks you gotta learn to fake the smiles"
She was a piece of past her prime real estate a late, great, tit turnstile...

I remember when I first had come to town
And you suggested I kneel and kiss the ground
You were such a prophet then to me
And you, you're nothing to me
I remember when (repeat)

08. Out Of L.A.
     by Jude Christodal

This town's gotta shake down to its roots
I don't know if that's the sands or the tropical fruits
I don't believe all the things I see
But I'm still betting on you and me

Hey, hey baby, we've gotta get out of L.A.
Hey, hey baby, we've gotta get out of L.A.

I met a girl who looked like a movie star
She was going for a ride and I don't mean in a car
Had a brain about the size of a frozen pea
And on a scale of one to ten she was twenty-three

Hey, hey baby, we've gotta get out of LA
Hey, hey baby, we've gotta get out of LA

A big fat man's gonna make me a king
He got a see-through tan and a pinky diamond ring (yeah)
Slicked-back hair, shirt to his thigh
Import silk slave labour dyed

Hey, hey baby, we've gotta get out of L.A.
Hey, hey baby, we've gotta get out of L.A.
Hey, hey baby, we've gotta go get out of L.A.
Hey, hey baby, we've gotta get out of L.A.

The boy whores sell their souls on the boulevard
And that's a shirt-free store where they don't take a credit card
From the hills to the chills its a quick fall down
It's a great big city, it's a real small town

Hey, hey baby, we've gotta get out of L,A.
Hey, hey baby, we've gotta get out of L.A.
Hey, hey baby, we've gotta go get out of L.A.
Hey, hey baby, we've gotta go ...

09. I Know
   by Jude Christodal

You've got such a pretty smile
It's a shame the things you hide behind it
Let 'em go
Give it up for a while
Let 'em free and we will both go find it

I know there's nowhere you can hide it
I know the feeling of alone
I know that you do not feel invited
But, come back, come back in from the cold

Step away then from the edge
Your best friend is life is not your mirror
Back away, come
Back away, come
Back away, come
Back away, come
Back away, come
Back away, come
I am here and I will be forever

I know that there's nowhere you can hide it
I know the feeling of alone
Trust me and don't keep that on the inside
Soon you'll be locked out on your own

You're not alone
You're not alone
And don't say you've never been told
I'll be with you 'til we grow old
'Til I'm in the ground and I'm cold
I'm not sitting up here on some throne
Like a dog you can always come home
Dig up a bone
Look around town baby downtown ...

10. She Gets The Feeling
     by Jude Christodal

Take a look around, baby
Tell me what you see
'Cause what you see is what you found
What you found is what you need
Life is hard
There's a feeling on the boulevard
Everybody's got to play a final card a way to go
do the deed throw the punches like Apollo Creed
'Cause there's a bunch of ways to make it bleed I know

Well the words of the prophets are no longer written on the subway walls
One of them lost his hair
The other publishes poetry here and there and that is all
But, the things you said to me I cannot forget although I try
To ignore the space beside me where we used to love and you would lie

She gets the feeling
She gets the feeling
Up through the ceiling is the only view
As I was walking out the door she said
You don't want to go around the world with me

Anyway

The San Francisco blues it was a piece of news to me
It was a little blue book and a night time nook of one's Zen philosophy late at night
A man desires a woman white or tan, but the fires are flamed by
names and traces and the places and the faces and it's all the same in
the morning game when

She gets the feeling
She gets the feeling
Up through the ceiling is the only view
As I was walking out the door she said
Why don't want to come around the world with me

Everyday I climb the mountain
Everyday I drive a car
Every night I turn the lights off
It goes too far
Woh, woh, woh, woh...

She gets the feeling
She gets the feeling
Up through the ceiling is the only view
She says baby I just can't believe
You don't want to go around the world with me

She gets the feeling (repeat)

11. George
    by Jude Christodal

George died in the fifth grade
No one ever knew why
He was out selling lemonade
On the Fourth of July, and he died

Sister Claire said that he was
An angel on earth
She stood there and she told us
She had clearly rehearsed every verse
Of the lies that tie you down

And I've forgotten my first love
I haven't seen her since when
But there's a bum on the corner
He thinks that I'm his best friend, we pretend
He says the rapture is any day
That's when God's coming down
Although perhaps He should stay away
They'll run him right out of town, like a clown
With the lies that tie you down

There are times when a man feels
That it's him against the world
There are times when a man steals
From the love of his girl
There are days when a beast dies
Long before the gun
And there are days when a crow flies
Straight into the sun, to be done
With the lies that tie you down
The lies that tie you down
The lies that tie you down
Nineteen ninety
Nineteen ninety
nineteen ninety nine
it's almost time

12. Brad And Suzy
     by Jude Christodal and Stephen Stills

Brad and Suzy lived in a movie
They were cardboard cutout superheroes and
Paragons on barstools
She was a professional teller machine user
He was your basic beautiful loser
They had no worries
All they ever had was cool
And I wish that I was Brad or Suzy, I really do
I wish that I was stuck on someone
I wish that I was half of a two
And I wish that we were like that baby
I wish sometimes you'd love and hate me too

Pa-pa-pow
Pa-pa-pow

The Sigma Chis imbibed, decried
And tried to pry him from his
Little Delta Tri-Omega Chi Fi Mu Hoddi Toddi A-D-Pi and Theta
But she wouldn't let them
Idiot

'Cause her heart was as big as the world
And she was his first loving girl
And he swore he'd stand by her forever
And late at night, drunk on wine (OR drunk and high)
They'd fall in bed and intertwine
And they'd make love then like nobody never
And I wish that I was Brad or Suzy , I really do
I wish that I was stuck with someone
I wish that I was half of a two
And I wish that we were like that baby
I wish sometimes you'd love and hate me too
Pa-pa-pow
Pa-pa-pow
I wish that I was Brad or Suzy
I wish that I was in a movie
I wish that I was Brad or Suzy
I wish that I was in a movie

Brad and Suzy finally took off for the Florida Keys
The better to exercise their collections of clothing by J. Crew
Convertible rabbit a cooler and some coozies
And six years of college course credit they'll probably never use

But I wish that I was Brad and Suzy, I really do
I wish that I was stuck on someone
I wish that I was half of a two
And I wish that we were like that baby
I wish sometimes you'd love and hate me too

Pa-pa-pa-pow
Pa-pa-pa-pow
I wish that I was Brad or Suzy
I wish that I was in a movie
(repeat)

13. The Asshole Song
     by Jude Christodal

Your eyes are all wet now
You know that I'm lying
I swear I was only protecting your heart

But there are some reasons
And also some pictures
Which if you saw they would rip you apart
And I won't watch you cry
Goodbye...
I'm an asshole

I'm almost a tall guy
And fairly good looking
So people they trust me but sometimes they're wrong
I have often wondered
Which one was the taller
My old Alexander or Kubla Khan
And would they watch you cry
Goodbye, I'm an asshole

I was a pig
And never no good
Now you can see through the streams in your eyes
every nickel is wood

Your lines are all fading
Your model's all last year
I am still a young man and I need a new car

Your friends will all hate me
But I know I'm smarter
I'm in love with a fan and she thinks I'm a star
And she will never
So I won't ever
I won't watch you cry
Goodbye
I won't watch you cry
Goodbye, I'm an asshole
H a r p e r  A v e.
Lyrics: No One Is Really Beautiful
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