Or what animal was your favorite pet
I do know that I loved you and you loved me
The call saying you were gone hurt worse than the sting of a bee
I miss sitting near you and hearing your stories
I wish I could know more about your glories
Everyday I think of you and I pray
That I'll be with you again one day
I know that when I see you
You'll have your arms wide open like you always do
Every minute that goes by
I try to understand why you had to die
The only thing I can think of
Is God wanted you to know his eternal love
I know you are above watching over us
Be that if it must
But I'll never forget my Uncle Ted
Not even when I am dead
I love and miss you
Ted Regan - December 24, 2003
It was a wonderful time if I may
Only I didn't know I would have to pay
Now we've gone our seperate way
The pain hurts so bad inside I cry
I can understand why
I said I was sorry that isn't a lie
You won't talk to me and I just want to die
You said my apology was accepted
But I only feel dejected
The anger inside has been projected
Everyone run for cover and get protected
I can't say I'm sorry enough
God why do things have to be so tough
I've had enough of the crazy stuff
Now none of this was a bluff
And in the rooms
All you hear is yelling
No more laughing or happiness
So closed up inside
No expression on the face
From all the pain
Has arose a frozen child
What happened to carefree
What happened to no worries
Those days are gone
Now that she's "grown"
She tries so hard
To express herself
Not knowing the words
Not knowing how
She bottles it up
And slowly it eats
Away at her
Slowly she's fading
If only she could
Say the words she
Wants but she
Holds her tongue in fear
May get if she
Says what's on
Her mind fear she'll be hit
She saw his anger once
She was so helpless
She was so terrified
She ran outside to hide
Only to be followed
And tortured more
The hate in his eyes
The fear he put inside her
If only he knew how
She felt inside maybe
He'd understand her
Unfortunately he never will
She's too scared
Scared she'll be thrown
The look in his eyes
The sound of his voice
She remembers very clear
Just like it keeps going
Will the memory ever fade
