Admitting when your wrong is hard. but try this. admitting your biggest secret in life to someone. i think i would rather admit that im wrong. its so much more easier. and people will eventually stop nagging you about it..but not this..this goes deeper...deeper than anything you have admited before..its something that you keep bottled up for so long..and sometimes you just want to scream it out and let the whole world know, but u cant...and then when you finally tell someone...its like really hard to say it...and then one day it will just come out..and no one really takes any notice, i suspect they dont believe me because i was in a really happy and hyper mood and not thinking straight....but i dont care..im hoping they dont believe me...i would rather it that way...it would make everything a hell of a lot easier...and not so confusing.......but my problem is not trust....i trust my best friends with my life. they mean so much to me..with out them i wouldnt have much to keep me happy, ( apart from my trip) but it just seems so hard to admit anything to them..well some things.....i just want to know why...its all really confusing ......well im off my dear blog...tata xox kimmy