I had the most boring day today, my dear blog...i just sat at home and played the pokies on the computer...hmm how weird aye? lol....and then last night sam and kat stayed over...we "Tryed" to make cookies...but they kinda didnt work, note: tryed is in inverted commas....we didnt have a recipe....Mrs Rearden would be proud, lol..haha...shows how much we have really learned from food tech..and they turned out to be a disaster....literally tasted like rubber...i felt so yuck after eating just the mnms off them lol...so yeh..i kinda woke up and got dressed and went for a run on the treadmill...and ate....and sat...and ate...and sat..and i was trying to lose weight, but i guess eating and sitting wouldnt really help it...i just cant get motivated about it...:(:(....aww well...so anyways...i guess im in an alright mood....not too bad but not too good...the person who usually makes me smile is online at the moment..but isnt really talking and im suspecting them to be a little bit drunk...answer me this, why do teenagers go out and get totally drunk all the time when they are underage? i mean surely a few times is ok, but seriously what are they going to do when they turn 18?....they wouldnt get any fun out of going to the pub and having a few drinks...i know some people who are barely even 16 who are so over drinking coz they have been drunk almost every weekend, that they are starting to take drugs...what losers..why would you want to stuff up your life when you are so young and have such a chance at life ahead of you? why dont they think of people in the 3rd world countries who dont even have clean water let alone having the chance to go to uni and have a chance at having a successful and forfilling life....why do people want to waste it all away on drugs?....you never know...taking just one pill might be the last one.....what losers.....it makes me angry just thinking about it...i hate drugs...............nah i really hate the world....its so stupid...lol..and pointless..i know after what i just sed makes this sound stupid but life is pointless...you are born...you live...you gain weight...lose some...gain some...you eat, go to the toilet...sleep and then die...oh how fun.....

im kinda tired..but i couldnt be bothered moving . i have had such  a lazy day...i got my last game of soccer for the season on tomorrow...then i wont have anything else to write about...yeh i kinda noticed all i write about in here is about soccer....and music...and my bad moods...and my trip to america...which is getting closer...it will be here before i even know it...how scary..im looking forward to it but im not....i guess im kinda weird about it all....i do want to go its just.. as it gets closer..i get more weird about it...its the only thing that is keeping me happy at the moment, and yet i still get a weird gut feeling just thinking about it...i guess im just a bit nervous about it...mixed feelings for the trip and for certain people going......strange.....k well im gunna go to bed...its getter late kimmy xox