The Mole's Confessional throughout the show and his final chat!
MOLE'S CONFESSIONAL - The Mole Confesses!

Pre Show - It's very odd, being the one not fitting in, Anderson & I
decided I should only talk to a few players to lay low. I am making plans to
sabotage the first challenge and make it seem innocent. I do like the aura of the game
it's very inticing.

Day 1- Todays challenge was laughable. Everoyne said it was easy, but everyone except for Lisa
and Christina failed. I also talked with Lisa and Jennifer. Anderson decided that people might
start to catch on to If I didn't get into the game, so I made an excuse that I forgot everyone's e-mails. I made a coaliton with Jennifer. And I suspect Lisa made one with her too. They might
be on to me, as Jim and Steve were on to Kathryn in season one. I think this game will be a great
experience, but I don't want anyone to hate me. This is my job. I love these people. I tried
making a coalition with Michael, becaue I thought he was on to me for sure, but it got nowhere.
I made a coalition with Jennifer & Lisa, to use as my shield.

Day 2- The challenge today, Anderson set up, and it was to take suspicion off of me. The
challenge was to define things- Agent, Liar, Execution, Xylophone-- they spelled out ALEX, to
throw suspicion off me. Barely anyone noticed, but I pointed it out to alot of people so they
don't supect me anymore. Jennifer, Lisa and I have made a sort of odd coalition. I hate the
fact that they aren't on to me, but it's my job. Alex is trying too hard to be the mole, he is
pointing out clues that lead to him-- A mole wouldn't do that. I am trying to take Alex out of
the game because he initially suspected me. I'm using my 3-way coalition with Jennifer and Lisato cast suspicion on Jennifer so Alex would answer quesitons on the quiz according to her and
be executed. Then I could blame Jennifer or Lisa for that, to get away with it.
It's odd, but Lisa and Jennifer don't ever try and cast suspicion on me. Well,
I just hope Alex goes, because he is on to me, I'm trying hard to turn him in the opposite
direction by making Lisa and Jennifer look suspicious, but that isn't working. I told Lisa and
Jennifer to sabotage a little and make it seem like they are the Mole to boot Alex since he was
on to me. I am also trying to get rid of Michael, I still think he may be on to me, Again, I'm
using my coalition to shield me.

Day 3- Alex and I made a coalition. I'm playing him right out. He has a zest for the game and overlooks everything. He might be on to me, so I will try my hardest to get him executed. I doubt
he suspects me anymore, but you can never be too sure. My coalition with Jennifer and Lisa is my
shield. I rely on them, they are both sweet but they will be executed because they aren't on to me, especially Jennifer. Lisa, might be on to me, but she is definately a good actress because
she's playing a role where she's the hopeless romantic, as you can see she has an obsession
me. *laughs* But, I strongly think Lisa might be on to me, but I don't want to try and turn her
suspicions, because that will seem to obvious. The quiz tonight, will be amusing. I will know
the results and try to befriend people that are on to me. I don't have to worry about the quiz.
It's hard being the traitor enough as it is.

Day 4- I helped Anderson with today's challenge. I made it hard, with the codes. Anderson
put up the pictures so it takes suspicion off of me. I talked with everyone now, so I doubt alot
of people supspect me. I had insight on the quizzes, and nobody did that great. I'm not judging,
I would have gotten worse if I wasn't the mole. I feel a bad for Kelly. She was a sweet girl,
but it's my job. I know Jennifer's not onto me anymore. Her quiz was almost all about Christina.
I'm not talking to Christina alot, but as far as her quiz takes her, She isn't suspecting me.
Lisa got 5/10 on the quiz. I'm worried she's onto me. I'm going to pose innocent, again.
I plan on sabotaging today's challenge by wasting time. It's worth 50,000$ and if my group fails,
I can equally share the blame. I am laying low right now, so I can let the other players arouse
suspicion. Let's see what happens after they finish their challenge. :)

Day 5- Today's challenge is very odd. I sabotaged it purposely. Also, Anderson and I planned
it so that I don't get the neutrilizer because if a player chooses to neutrilize me, then I
wouldnt have the oppourtinity to participate and raise money and I could use the neutrilizer
as a cover story. Alex lost all suspicion in me. He is going 100% for Jennifer, as I convinced
him to do. Joe seems a little to bit quiet. He is also spreading his answers out so he is getting
onto me. He will be the hardest to throw off... I am trying extremely hard, and soon, I will form
a coalition with him and have him executed. My plans never fail, I am the mole!

Day 6- Today's challenge I tried persistantly to fail it. I know Lisa is not onto me, anymore.
I just have that feeling. It's going to be hard to see her go. On today's surprise challenge, I
constantly kept giving ridiculous theories about what the pattern is and I tried to throw Lisa
off. She's a smart gal! She hit the nail on the head the first time, so I tried to stall. I said
"Maybe we should recheck the answers because it could fail the team". She figured it out this time. As much as I love her, I know she's not onto me, and she's stuck in her ways. She told me 50 times, that she think's is Kristi, and she went 100% with Kristi on the quiz. See you Lisa!

Day 7- Hahaha... today was obvious sabotage. I planned this whole game actually. I got the first
4 answers right to make it seem like I tried and the fifth one I made a 'simple' mistake. A
simple mistake worth 10000 dollars. I'm surprised so many failed. Better for me though! My job
is to work against the team, the mole wants the team dynamic to break down. I really can't
understand some people's answers. there's just some people (Joe and Alex) that shield me because
they fail constantly. I really am getting drifted from Jennifer. We had a sort of argument.
I do feel fault for it, she's a very nice person. I know she's not onto me anymore. I feel bad,
I just want to reveal myself. As for tommorrow, we'll see what happens...

Day 8- I was very happy today actually, because Jennifer is the only player that really
opened up to me, I;m happy she earned an exemption. Don't get me wrong, I love everyone, but
she really just sparks with me. It's hard, lying to her face. I don't think anyone noticed,
but after they had practice in the hidden URL challenge, they should see this. Today's challenge
I helped design. Each question lead to a clue for a player. Question one for example is for
Kristi, because it goes ABKABRABIABSABTABI Every 3rd letter spells Kristi. The fourth question,
is the alphabetical code again. It spells LOGAN IS THE MOLE. Anderson put it fourth because
the question, who Is The Mole is 4 words, 4th question is the mole's clue.

Day 9- Gabe didn't really talk to me. He was very quiet and loud. He didn;t seem to have
a strategy, but things happen. Atleast he doesn't suspect me anymore. <laughs>
I got even closer with Jennifer, she's SUCH a great person! I feel so bad for lying to her.

Day 10- Today's challenge was pretty tuff. I had Jennifer work all of it. I pretended to be
''working'' on some of it, to waste time. I gave some hint's like "I think Mogura is asian".
I let her do it all. I know she's not onto me, she's awesome, but it's my job. I don't want
our friendship to end with her, she's a fun person. As for Christina neutrilizing me, <laughs>
What was she thinking?? I didn't get any exemptions and I am friendly toawrds her. What's with
her choice, I don't know.

Day 11- Christina and Kelly shook up me and Jennifer. I pl;an to get back at them! I feel it's
my duty to protect Jennifer, but at the same time, It's my job to get rid of her. I don't see
why Kristi didn't neutilize Christina, that's what I would have done. Either way, Anderson
makes it usually so I don't get a neutrilizer or exemption to let the other players cast
suspicion on each other. I failed on purpose. I pretended to be late on checking my E-mail.
I owe Kristi and Christina, payback! <grins evily> They neutrilized me and my Coalition partner.

Day 12- Jennifer, Rest in Peace. I'll miss you!!!!!! I really am lonely that now you're gone.
I have a serious friendship with you, and I hope it'll last. I really didn't mean for everything
to play out like this, I'm sorry for lying to you. I know we'll get past this, and have a smile
on our faces.I remember Day 1 with you, and I'll never forget this experience. I'll get Kristi
and Christina back! I promise, don't you believe me??
I made a fake coalition with Kristi already to get her executed. Revenge is best served cold.

Day 13- Wow, with Jenn gone it feels lonely. I made a coalition with Kristi, and at first, I
was going to dupe her, and get her executed, but my intentions have changed. She's a very smart
woman. She is still somewhat onto me. I think Joe will be the hardest to get rid of at this point
in the game and him recieving exemptions, makes it even harder. Anderson and I planned to get
the Trusted person Spot
but Joe asked first and I didn't want to make it suspicous by figthing over it. I knew what Items
I'd have to find before hand. I knew the 24 karat gold ring was going to be the hardest item, so
I allowed Kristi to waste all kinds of time on that. She couldn't find it, and I came late for
the challenge. All sabotage passed as honest mistakes. I have a bag of tricks for tomorrow!

Day 14- YES! The team dynamic is breaking down. Objective completed:) I honestly didn't try at
the challenge today. I let Alex do all of the work. I knew that there was no possible way to
solve that riddle, so I allowed Alex to waste all kinds of time doing it. After about 15
mintues into the challenge said there's no answer, it's impossible, and I pushed him to do it and
fail us. I loved watching the drama. Joe took my sabotage! I like Joe, he's a funny guy. Anderson
lets me read the confessional's before hand. Joe and Alex, I dont hate you guys. I'm the mole, dont
I look believeable? I don't hate Joe, or Alex either. I tried several
times to befriend both of them, but they aren't budging. I have a feeling Joe might have a
coalition with Alex. I am trying to get Alex out of the game. He's very into the game, and I
don't want to be revealed, not just yet anyway. Alex is very funny too, I don't want anyone to go
but it's my job. I remember Lisa's friendship is what kept me going, and Jennifer's friendship
made me forget about the game. I have a coaliton with Kristi now, but it's to avenge Jennifer,
or it was... I like Kristi, she's a nice person. she lifts my spirit, she's fun to be around.
As for today, It was a surprise. All the player's mind's are jumbled and trust's broken. It is
perfect timing, tomorrow's the quiz. They're all shooken up from today. I'd like to see who goes
tomorrow.

Day 15- Alex was a funny guy. I knew he was going to go sooner or later, but he was so nice,
sometimes. I got along well with him early on, then I just drifted away. He had a zest for the
game, which was nice to see. I think Alex would have won If he got the exemption that round.

Day 16- Today's challenge is going to be tough. Ofcourse I know the answeres beforehand. I am
going to complete the challenge today. I will start working to get money for the team now, I like
these people. I want them to win money. I have a feeling that Joe and Kristi are onto me.
Right now, all 3 of the players are deserving to win the pot. Kristi right up told me, "I think
you're the mole". She's very mysterious.

Day 17- I honestly didn't expect the team to win this challenge. I helped out, and I would have
done it for them, but they did it so fast, and they go it right too! Wow! As for the quiz,
There was a hidden clue, I don't think anyone caught onto it. The clue was my poem piece.
It said: my words have meaning; my actions have reason Yet these cannot be known and I cannot
be known.  Hence I CANNOT BE KNOWN. I can't wait for the reunion, the game ends so sooooooon!!

Day 18- The quiz today worries me ( for once ). I have a huge feeling Kristi and Joe are onto me
and they aren't going to turn their suspicions. I have both of them ready to find me out.
Kristi got 6/10  on the quiz and Joe 5/10. I just have this feeling, you know, like I'm not safe
and it's odd. I'll see if I can change their suspicions tomorrow.

Day 19- I really tried at today's challenge. I didn't have any inside information today, I think
Anderson wanted to see genuine sabotage. I tried to win money, because Kristi's really starting
to suspect me, and no matter what, I am not able to turn her suspicions. I'm pointing out every
little thing Joe does, and she's SLOWLY ( if at all ) on her way to conviction.

Day 20- The day before everything ends!!!!!!!!!! Wow! I honestly must say, It's been a fun ride,
and a great experience.

Day 21- I am looking forward to today! I am so excited! I am very happy and sad at the same time!
Mole's Final Chat
Today is July 29th 2002. Logan Stryker, the 24 year old bartender from Mesa, Arizona is the mole!

Anderson- Well hello Logan. You are the mole. It was a great experience and a great adventure,
tell us about it!

Logan- It was so fun, yet so hard. I can finally confess my biggest sin ever, I AM THE MOLE!
It feels so great to say it out loud.

Anderson- What was the hardest part about being the mole?

Logan- The hardest part about being the mole, was the constant lying, to myself, to the other
players and even in my confessionals. To the players out there, please forgive me if I have lied
to you or decieved you. Trust me, it was harder on me.

Anderson- What were the easiest parts about being the mole?

Logan- There are easy parts?

Anderson- What was the best part about being the mole?

Logan- The experience. It was great! My goal was to be accepted. To be the mole is a greater
goal I achieved. I loved the fact that I got to stay throughout the entire game. It was really
great. I cannot put it into words. I love all the players, but my big thing is that one day, all
of these people will hate me. That's just my big thing.

Anderson- What was the worst part about being the mole?

Logan- The constant lying. I wasn't me. I wasn't my true self, or a large chunk of me couldn't
be revealed.

Anderson- With what players did you have the best bonds with?

Logan- I had an absolutely great bond with everyone. I don't hate anyone, and If I got mad at
you, that was the mole doing his job. At the very start, I had coalitions with Lisa and Jennifer.
I loved Lisa's humour and pizzazz. She was a funny, funny person! Jennifer aswell, is a great
person. I missed her near after she was executed.She enjoyed the game so much. I feel so bad
when executions take place, because it's my fault a player has to leave.

Anderson- You did a great job! What was you're biggest fear about being the mole?

Logan- I was terrified that someone would catch onto me early in the game, and that I would make
a mistake and reveal something. I constantly kept to myself. I didn't want to open up alot,
because then I would have to lie and lie, and I didn't want to be caught in the middle of a lie
and have my identity revealed.

Anderson- Did any of the players catch onto you?

Logan- At the beggining of Episode 6, Joe and Kristi began to catch onto me, and I knew from
that point on, I have to try my hardest to thorw them off.

Anderson- Who did you have the hardest time with trying to execute them?

Logan- Well, Kristi was onto me the day before the final quiz like crazy. Joe had second
thoughts about me, but he always split up his quiz which brought him to be the victor.
I think I did really well to throw Kristi off, It was tuff!

Anderson- It seems so difficult! Congratulations on a job well done!

Logan- Thanks. Without you, It wouldn't be possible.

Anderson- What other aspects of the game were hard for you besides the lying?

Logan- The hardest part about being the mole, is when I know that someone's not onto me, and
when I know that they're going to lose. I had to keep it with me throughout the entire game.

Anderson- Was there any point in the game where you said ''Ok I'm not sabotaging today".

Logan- There were plenty of days like that. I tried on the team challenges. I usually purposely
failed the individual challenges. I like these people, I want them to win money.

Anderson- If you could take back anything you did, what would it be?

Logan- Lying to everyone.

Anderson- What was you're favourite challenge?

Logan- I liked all of the team challenges.

Anderson- Was there any point in the game where you felt like revealing you're identity?

Logan- Sometimes. I just wanted to lift the burden off myself, and the other players. I remember
talking to Jennifer, the day of her execution. I felt so bad, because she was the closest person
I trusted and she was gone, because of me. An I knew she was going to go, but I couldn't say
anything or even a passionate goodbye because that would have revealed me.

Anderson- If you could redo this experience, what would you do differently?

Logan- I wouldn't do anything differently. I think I did a great job. Especially since everyone
suspected me from the start, it took lots of work to throw the people off.

Anderson- Thank you so much for being a great mole. You and you're 9 castmates did a great job,
is there anything you want to say to them?

Logan- I love you guys and I am truly sorry if I have lied to you or decieved you in any way.
I will never forget any of you, thanks for supporting me.
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