Kim Juisi
Who am I?
Children are known to be called dreamer. Dream that wants to pursue for their future and able to help their love ones. They are strong in facing the problems
that block their dreams. But I'm different from them.
I'm a simple a girl who study hard for able to maintain my scholarship in my college term, and to help my parent and brothers. I grew up in knowing that I'm lack of talents and skills especially in English and Math subject.Maybe this is a reason why I don't know myself,
which were the fields I'm suited for. Growing up in school to house (vise versa) policy made me a shy person, sometimes I approach the person seems to be like my personality and
perspective in life. I never experience hanging around with my friends in malls, house and parks. In old days, I stamped on my mind that " I love being alone." Suddenly,
because I've experience being stubborn and betray by my friends. I never call my some classmates as my friends, if were not close and unfortunately, we talk only for
the benefits of the study. And that experience taught me to be more careful for what will you say to your friends. My korean idol makes my life meaningful. As I listen to their song ,
I'm happy but I don't know how to explain just like other korean lovers. I love korean couple it makes me giggle.
My family seems in fine situation, were in a good health and God blessing and make us more become stronger. My brothers have their own jobs and my father manage his own newspaper outlet. My two brothers
have their own family now. The most important lesson that I learned is that when we decide to have our own family, we need to be prepared financially, mentally, physically
and spiritually, to take away from misunderstanding and insecurities.
I experience to have my first admiring crush typically in real world. Real world that means non-
fictional stories. We're classmate back in time in high school days. I admire him because of his intelligence in Math and English subject and he said, he admire my small face seems were both have mutual understanding we became friends. Friend is process of knowing one another and this not the right time to be part of each other neither my
parent and brothers not allowed to have this kind of relationship. We graduate, we decided to find course that suited for us with different universities. Definitely, he chose Engineering and I'm in the fields of business. I thought it's fine to have focus only to our study but suddenly, it turns to misunderstanding that leads to long distance
communication. It seems different personality and perspective were not suitable to become couple at all. One factor also is that he embarrassed and disappointed
by my course Entrepreneur, but suddenly it took me for questioning with my course, what is wrong about it?It may lead for me t pursue in my fields and take revenge to him, revenge
that means success. I will prove that this small ugly lack of talents will become successful one day. I realize dreams fade with are own experience in life.
How about you, who are you?
