‘RT’
is for the ‘Real Thing’ or just ‘Red Thread’?
Chapter
2- Namida: They get you nowhere.
Before
entering the house, I breathed in and wiped away all the tears that had
slipped down my face with the back of my sleeves.I
straightened the white sleeves for a bit to find that they were damp.
Very
damp.
I
smiled a little.It wasn’t the first
time I had cried for Shampoo and only about Shampoo.And
I knew it wouldn’t be the last time I did it either.
“Tadaimasu.”I
closed the door behind me to find Shampoo going up the stairs since she
had just finished her bath.
“Good
night, Shampoo,” I called out.
She
didn’t even look my way.So, I just
went to my room and closed the door quietly.
As
I took off my clothes and changed into my pajamas, I thought, “It’s okay.”
But,
I hugged my clothes and brightly laughed to myself.“I’m
happy I’m even here.Living under
the same roof, seeing you everyday...knowing that you’re just there is
okay.
I
pointed my head in the direction of her room.“It’s
okay with me.”
I
then looked at myself in the bathroom mirror as I brushed my teeth.Gosh,
I think I cried more than I thought.My
eyes weren’t shot, but they were a bit swollen.I
shrugged.“Oh well.”
“But
when was the first time I cried for Shampoo?” I whispered quietly to myself
as I walked up the stairs.
I
stepped into my room and turned off the lights.“Of
course I should know.I mean, it
has to deal with Shampoo.”
I
remember everything about my life that has to do with Shampoo.Even
her own life...
Looking
up the ceiling, my eyes adjusted to the darkness around me.After
a hard day of work and spending a day a few feet away from my love, I would
finally rest and think as I looked up to the ceiling.
When
was the first time I met Shampoo?I
remember now.It was when I was three...
[Flashback]
“Can
you please get water from the stream below, Mousse?” my mother asked as
she stood in the kitchen for breakfast.“I
thought we had enough, but seems that there isn’t.”
“Okay,”
I answered with a smile as I stood in front of her.
“Oh
Mousse.”She came over to straighten
out my clothes.“You have to look
nice.You are my son.”
“Yes,
Mommy.”
She
pushed me along.I went to the back
of the house to get the two pails and the pole we had always used for getting
water.It wasn’t so hard.This
was part of the training.
As
I walked down the grassy hill, I heard the stream around me.I
knew I was almost there, so I speeded up a bit.But
before I got there, I stopped.
There
was a little girl with purple hair.It
was that girl named Shampoo.Almost
everyone knew her family and her.They
were very good fighters and she was of no exception.
But
this was the first time I had seen a girl before.
So
I looked at her curiously as I quietly peeped behind a tree.“She’s
pwetty.”
She
suddenly looked into my direction and I hid behind the tree.When
I looked again, she was getting more water from the stream.
My
cheeks were getting warmer and warmer.The
sun would shine over everything soon, so I rushed down to the river even
though that girl was there.
She
glanced at me, but then she looked away.
I
put my two pails into the water and kept on stealing glances at her.She
was so fascinating to me because I rarely had time to play with other children
in the village.I was the only child
of my household, after all.And a
hard worker, at that.
“H-hi,”
I stuttered.
She
smiled at me and nodded her head as she took up her buckets and other things
to carry back to her home.
“Bye,”
she softly said and rushed up the hill away from me.
When
she left, I finally fell down on the ground as some of the water splashed
on my clothes and on my face.“Whoa...”
Then,
I got up quickly and hurried back home.
[end
of flashback]
That
was the first time I had met Shampoo.She
was the first girl I had ever met in my whole life...
It
definitely was an unusual experience for me.
“I
know the first time...”But then,
I turned to lay on my side.“I cried
for you, Shampoo...and it wasn’t even your fault.”
I
whispered, “It was about a few months from the first time I met you.”
[another
flashback]
On
a sunny day, a few days before I was turning four-years-old, Shampoo and
I went to this field not to far off from our houses.There
were a few trees there and we happened to be next to one.
Shampoo
wore that cute smile she always had.“Are
you sure you want to practice, Mousse?”
“Yeah,
since we have to practice anyway, why not do it together?” I answered back.I
would finally have a playmate!
“Okay,
but I no so sure.”She then stood
up straight and folded her hands in front of her.“I
heard we no play together because you boy and I girl. I no know why.”
“Really?I
haven’t heard of that rule.”I sat
down and rummaged through the few things I could secretly hide in my clothes.I
pulled out my glasses and a scroll that I had written on.“Let’s
see.”
Shampoo
sat next to me and took the scroll.“You
write bad, Mousse.”
I
fell to the side.“Please just look
for the rule.”
“Okay.”She
nodded and read through the writings.“The
next set of rules you are going to write are under title ‘Marriage’? You
too?”
“Yeah,
me too.I learn that tomorrow.But
do you know what that is, Shampoo?”I
looked over at her curiously.“Well,
do you?”
“No.No
know yet.I learn tomorrow too.”She
got up.“Great-grandmother will teach
me.”
I
got up.“Oh, so your great-greatgrandma
teaches you your lessons, huh?”
“Yes.Your
mommy teaches you your lessons?”
“Yes.”
She
laughed.“Let’s practice now?”
“Wanna
have a pretend match?”
Shampoo
tilted her head and smiled even more cutely.“Why
not?Is fun!I
always do that with mommy and great-grandmother.”
“Okay,
here I come!”
We
were both across each other with different fighting stances.And
then, the match began...
...And
by accident, by a single mistake of running instead of ducking or jumping
up, she kicked me...I was on the ground.
“Mousse!”She
came over to me and dusted my face of the dirt.“Are
you all right?”
I
got up and smiled.“I’m fine.”
“I
think we stop for today.”
“Yeah,”
I replied dizzily as I got up.
“You
sure you all right?”She looked at
me with much concern.
“Yeah,
I’m all right.”I dusted myself.
“I’ll
see you later, Mousse!”She ran off.
I
went off in the other direction.“Bye,
Shampoo!”
Little
did I know the price I would pay for that single mistake...
When
I came back home, my mother looked at me and smiled.“Welcome
back, Mousse.”
“Hi,
Mommy.”
“How
was it playing with Shampoo?”
“We
had a pretend match and-“
My
mother started to frown.She turned
to me and sat down across me.
“What
do you mean, ‘pretend match’?”
“She
and I had a pretend fighting match to practice fighting.”
Her
eyes looked at me in surprise.“And
what happened?”
“I
lost.But then we we’re going to
play again tomorrow.”
She
held my shoulders.“Mousse, do you
like this girl, Shampoo?”
“Yeah!Lots
Mommy.”
She
frowned.
“What
happened, Mommy?” I asked innocently.
“You
might be young to understand.”But
then, she patted my head.“But, you’ll
find out sooner or later.And it
might as well come from me.”
I
looked at her confused.Hey, I was
only three.
“You
cannot marry Shampoo when you grow up, Mousse.”
“What
does ‘marry’ mean, Mommy?”
“It’s
living with someone you love for the rest of your life.The
girl will become a mommy and the boy will become a daddy.”
I
nodded.I was a pretty sharp kid.“Ohh...Like
you and daddy.”
“Yes,
Honey.”She nodded.Then,
she did the strangest thing.She
knelt down and hugged me.
“Do
you mean I’ll never live with Shampoo?Ever?”
She
shook her head.“No, Mousse.Not
really...”
I
stood there like a statue but there was a ringing inside my ears.“But
I can still like her right, Mommy?”
“I
don’t know, Honey.That’s something
you’ll have to decide yourself.Someday.”
I
pulled away from her and ran down to the stream below.
“I-I
don’t understand...aren’t we friends?”Tears
were streaming down my face as I hugged my knees.“I
can still like her right? ”
[end
of flashback]
As
I stayed awake in bed, though it happened many years ago, it could still
make me cry...like right now.
I
tried
so hard through the years and even proposed.I
even challenged her countless times, but I always failed.
And
the more and more I failed, the more and more I wanted to try harder.It
was then I realized that I actually loved this woman who gave me cold stares
ever since she had beaten me...
I
didn’t know what love was at three, but I grew to know what I felt as time
wore on.And all the more, I would
cry, but my tears would amount to nothing.
I’d
learn to keep them deep inside.
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Author’s note: This one shot (well, it was planned to be) fanfic will be not too long, but I want to build to the moment. It is because Mousse’s feelings are key to the character of Shampoo.And yet, Shampoo complements Mousse also by the way he comes out.
What
all my blabbering means that I want to develop what would have been a very
basic and short plot. ^_^
But
it seems that I do better on chapter stories than one-shoters.Well,
of course, IMO.
Ja
for now. ^_~Comments?Send
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