Title: Revenge Author: Lovesfox E-mail: Lovesfox@rogers.com (Feed me, please) Web site: http://www.geocities.com/kim_djd/index.html Rating: NC-17 (violence, consensual M/S sex and strong language Category: Implied UST then MSR, Angst, Story/X-File Classification: XRA Spoilers: Not really, but up to mid-S7 Archive: As long as my name and everything stays attached Summary: An old case of Mulder's resurfaces seeking revenge Disclaimer: Alas, not mine. They belong to Chris Carter and 1013 Productions Dedication: To true friendship, through thick and thin. Thanks, T. Warning: This story contains some scenes of violence, a rape attempt, implied character death, references to incest, and graphic sex. Revenge Part 26 of 29 by Lovesfox Zeus Warehousing Washington, D.C. Saturday 2:10 am Mulder just knew somehow that he was not going to like Elliot's next words. His Spooky sense was giving off weird signals, and he wished he were able to communicate telepathically with Scully, to tell her to get the hell out of Dodge. The talking they often did with their eyes was not going to be enough this time. "Now, Dana, we're going to show Mulder that I am not impotent. Come here," Elliot said in that arrogantly smarmy voice that grated on Mulder's nerves. It was one of the few times he wished he hadn't been right. The implied meaning behind them sent new waves of revulsion through Mulder, and had his mind screaming in horror. He was unable to control the physical reaction of his body. He could feel the heat of his rage reddening his face, and his teeth were grinding painfully together in an effort to keep the scream inside, every muscle tight with tension. When he had stepped back at Elliot's command, Mulder had also moved slightly to put his body at an angle that allowed him to see both Elliot and Scully. He now watched Scully pale at Elliot's demand, her skin as white as paper, and Elliot smile in gleeful pleasure. That smile did it. There was no way this sick fuck was getting his hands on Scully. He would take the chance that he could be hit by another bullet, just to stop her from getting in Elliot's clutches. He refused to think what might happen to her after, if he was indeed shot. His voice was raspy and rough as he said, "Scully, get behind me." Elliot had obviously learned fairly quickly that when one of them was threatened, the other one reacted very strongly. He pointed the gun at him again and jeeringly told Scully he would shoot him if she didn't come over to him. Mulder could see the distress in Scully's eyes as she looked from Elliot and the gun to him. He knew she was going to go to Elliot, knew that she absolutely believed Elliot would try and shoot him again, and that she would try and stop the man by doing whatever he asked, for his sake. I'm not worth it, Scully, he wanted to tell her. I am not worth the sacrifice this sicko wants you to make. He tried imploring her with his eyes to make a run for it. But she didn't. Either she was not reading the message or was ignoring it for the same reason he would have ignored the same message from her. When Elliot barked out 'now Dana' she flinched, and by the tenseness of her body Mulder could tell she was about to move forward. "Scully, don't listen to him," he said frantically. Mulder watched in dismay as she closed her eyes, took a deep breath as if girding herself for what she was about to do, and then opened her eyes again and started forward. Her body language screamed her fear, but she kept on, avoiding his gaze. He opened his mouth to beg her to stop, and was distracted by Elliot's evil laughter. He looked at the sick bastard and it was immediately apparent that he seemed to be very distracted. As much as the thought disgusted and horrified Mulder, it looked like Elliot was actually in a state of arousal, a somewhat blissful expression on his face, and his mouth hanging slightly open. He had also lowered the gun, most likely unknowingly. Mulder knew this was his chance, maybe his only one. He yelled out, "No! Scully, get down!" and lunged forward in Elliot's direction, intending to push Scully aside and down to the ground, hopefully out of the way of any shots that Elliot might fire. Except his voice alerted Elliot to the fact that he was making a move, and the man reacted by lifting the gun once more and firing. At the same time Scully somehow dodged his arm and plowed into him, as if she were trying to knock him down to safety. Her upper body struck him full in the chest, her arms coming up to clutch at him, and he had a second to think that she had intended for her momentum to carry them both down to the ground and away, before he felt both bullets strike her, felt her body jerk with their force of impact. She gave a surprised grunt at the first one, and only a puff of breath for the second one. A puff of breath that might have been his name. Her arms then flopped lifelessly down, over his, which had instinctively gone up to grab her around the waist. He screamed her name, long and loud. And then they were falling together. Mulder managed to both halt their downward fall, staggering slightly, and twist his own body so that he cradled her in his arms. But his precious burden was limp and awkward, so he first dropped to his knees, and then let his legs slide out so that he sat on his butt, Scully's upper body draped over his legs. "Scully?" he whispered shakily, looking at her pale, slack face. A lock of her hair had fallen across her eyes, and he gently pulled one arm out from underneath her to push it aside. His fingers were wet with bright red blood, her blood, and he stared at them in horror. "Oh, Jesus, Scully, please open your eyes, baby. You're okay, please open your eyes and tell me you're okay." He hurriedly wiped his hand on his tee shirt and then brought his trembling hand to her face, carefully smoothing her hair behind her ear. Her eyes were closed, the pale blue tracery of veins clearly visible on her lids, and her lips were as bloodless as her face. He didn't know what to do first. He alternated between stroking her hair and her face, continually calling her name, pleading for her to wake up. He was only vaguely aware of Elliot in the background, screaming at him to get up. He knew he should be trying to find the entry points of the bullets and apply pressure to them, but he couldn't make himself let go of her. "Scully, baby, please, come on, I don't know what to do here. This is your job remember? Come on, open those eyes for me." He cajoled, he whined, he begged. Anything to get her to open her eyes, to let him see that beautiful blue again. And behind him, Elliot continued to rage. "GET UP, MULDER! FORGET ABOUT THE BITCH. SHE'S PROBABLY DEAD." Then a pause as he loudly gulped in air, only to choke it out in maniacal, wheezing laughter. "DEAD JUST LIKE ELIZABETH." He paused again, still laughing, and then continued, "THIS IS ABOUT YOU AND ME NOW. ELIZABETH IS DEAD, AAND DANAIS DEAD, WHICH IS HOW IT SHOULD BE." Mulder ignored him, and finally realized he had not even checked Scully's pulse. His hand shook even more as he brought it to her neck and tried to search for it with his suddenly nerveless fingers. There was nothing. Terrified he brought his hand down to her breast, to her heart, and was surprised to feel something else beneath his fingers besides her clothing and soft flesh. It took him a moment to recognize what he had felt. It was a Kevlar vest. Scully had worn a vest. Despite his terror, Mulder smiled inside. She had worn a vest, something he had not even considered in his rush to get to the warehouse, to confront Elliot. She was hurt, yes, the blood was evidence of that, but it probably wasn't as bad as he had thought, or so he desperately hoped. He flicked his eyes from her chest to her face, and saw a most welcome sight. Scully's eyes were fluttering, trying to open. He bent over her even more, and brought his face close to hers. "Scully," he whispered. "Can you hear me?" Her eyes opened fully, and he smiled in relief, even though the blue orbs were hazy and pain-filled. He watched her struggle to focus on him, and continued to croon softly so Elliot could not hear. "That's it, baby. Keep your eyes open, look at me." And she did. Her mouth opened too, and she sucked in a noisy breath, which made her wince. She seemed to be trying to speak. "Shhhh, Scully, it's okay, you don't have to talk," Mulder whispered. He could almost swear she glared at him. Her hands had been lying limply in her lap from when he had brought them to the floor, and he felt her straining to lift one of them. She opened her mouth again, and the faintest of sounds emerged. It had sounded like, "Mulder...gun." Mulder lifted his hand from her chest and stroked her hair once more. "I know, baby, he had a gun. He shot you, but you're going to be just fine. You just relax." Okay, that was definitely a glare. He knew she was a lousy patient, but what did she want him to do? Her arm finally lifted, and she grabbed at his hand, trying to pull it down with hers. He said again, "Scully, relax. It's okay." Her hand tightened, and with a loud groan she yanked his arm down and forced his hand to her side. "What Scully? What's wrong?" he asked, and tried to pull his arm away. Behind them Elliot was still raging, yelling obscenities and questioning Mulder's parentage. Mulder ignored him, expecting at any moment to feel the barrel of the gun pressing into the back of his head, or to feel a bullet hit him just as the noise registered. Scully moaned, "Gun," again, and with obvious tremendous effort, brought up her other arm and used it to push his hand further behind her, while at the same time shifting her weight slightly so that she could lean towards him, lifting her back a little from the floor. His fingers brushed cool metal, and he realized then what Scully had been trying to tell him. She had a back-up gun shoved in the waistband of her pants. His eyes widened as he stared into hers, and hers briefly flashed her thoughts. You idiot, they said. I have a gun. Take it and shoot the motherfucking bastard dead. He improvised on that last one, using words he ascribed to Elliot. What Scully was really saying was more along the lines of 'neutralize the threat' or some other such Bureau-trained ideology. She was right, of course, but his blood was pumping, and his rage was overflowing, along with the need to avenge what the madman had done to Scully. He couldn't stop the fierce grin from spreading on his face, and saw her wobbly answering smile. "I love you," he whispered. Her reply was soundless, but he could read it easily in her eyes and on her lips. Love you too. Then she surprised him yet again by winking before her eyes slid shut once more. "MULDER! GET AWAY FROM HER NOW BEFORE I KILL YOU WHERE YOU STAND," Elliot screamed. "GET UP! GET UP! GET UP!" I'll get up all right, Mulder thought. He pulled the gun out from Scully's pants, adjusted his grip, finding the trigger and with one last look at Scully, rose and spun to face Elliot. He did not think, he just aimed and fired. Over and over, until the clip was empty and all that could be heard was the click of the chamber. Mulder watched unblinking and unfeeling, his gun arm still extended, as Elliot's body jolted with each bullet, moving backwards with the impacts, jerking like a marionette in some macabre dance until he fell to the ground without a sound, limbs still twitching. It seemed to take forever, but finally Elliot stopped moving. Mulder's ears were ringing from the gunfire, and he stood stunned for a moment before dropping his arm with a harsh sigh. The little 32 fell from his hand to hit the floor with a small clatter. The sound roused him from his stupor, and he ran over to the body. Elliot's hand was still clasping Scully's gun, and with a quick flick of his boot Mulder kicked it away into the darkness. He then looked at the madman who had tried to extract a horrible and twisted revenge for the unfortunate death of his sister. Elliot's eyes were open and staring unseeing at the ceiling, and a small trickle of blood ran from one corner of his mouth. Mulder used the toe of his boot to prod at Elliot's leg, but there was no movement. The bastard was dead. Behind him Scully moaned, and he whirled around and ran back to her, falling to his knees to gently gather her in his arms again. Her eyes were open and he met them, seeing awareness and comprehension there. "Is...he...dead?" she wheezed, and then coughed a little, closing her eyes tightly as she did. When she opened them again, Mulder nodded and then said, "Scully, I need to see where you were shot. I'm going to have to turn you a bit, okay?" He had noticed a relatively large pool of blood spreading under her shoulder, and it scared him. The Kevlar vest covered the chest and most of the back, and he didn't think the bullet could have penetrated the armor, but the blood was coming from somewhere. He just had to find out where. She took a shaky breath and blinked rapidly, croaking out, "Yes." He reached out to grab her shoulder, intending to roll her towards him so he could check her back, and she moaned loudly. He could feel blood beneath his hand, and realized he had found what was probably an exit wound. "Sorry, baby, I gotta do this," he gritted out through clenched teeth. He did not want to cause her any more pain, and hated the fact that he had. He felt quickly on the underside of her shoulder, almost her arm actually, and found another entry or exit wound. TThat was probably one bullet, but where had the other one hit? He patted gently all along her back, and found a ragged hole in her leather jacket right between her shoulder blades. He did not feel the wetness of blood, so he inserted his finger carefully and touched the metal end of the other bullet, lodged in her vest. There would be a hell of a bruise there in a couple days, and it had probably knocked the wind out of her, but she was not critically injured as he had been thinking. He let out a harsh sigh of almost relief. They weren't out of the woods yet. He still had to get her out to his car and to a hospital, and she seemed to be bleeding quite heavily. He lowered her back down to the ground, deciding he would use his tee shirt to try and staunch the flow. He flicked his eyes to her face and saw that she was awake, if not exactly alert, and brought his hand to her cheek, rubbing it softly. "You're going to be okay, Scully. I'm going to get you out of here right now." Her eyes smiled at him, and then drifted shut again. There was an odd sound coming from outside the warehouse, and his head shot up and around to look at the door he and Scully had come through. It was empty, but all of a sudden a voice yelled out, "Mulder?" It was Skinner. The cavalry had arrived. *** 2:20 am Scully lay shivering on the cold floor, and the feelings made her recall another time where she had lain waiting for Mulder to come back to her, in the hallway of his apartment building after she had been stung by a bee. Only that time she had been barely conscious and had ended up missing for several days, with Mulder later finding her in the Antarctic in the bowels of a spaceship. Or so he had told her, she seemed to be a little vague on the details. This time she was merely wounded and listening to the sounds of one man possibly killing another. Although she was hesitant to ascribe the word 'man' to Elliot Andercott. Psychopath was more apt. Deranged lunatic worked as well. She was afraid she was going into shock, and she wanted to remain conscious until Mulder had finished checking on Elliot, although it was a supreme struggle. Her eyes were heavy, she felt dizzy and weak from the blood loss, and she was having trouble catching her breath. She knew she had gotten the wind knocked out of her from the bullet to her upper back, and was pretty certain the other bullet was a through and through to her shoulder, right beside where the Kevlar ended. Whatever the damage tally was, she was hurting. She was also still reeling from the fact that Mulder had fired the entire clip at Elliot, despite what she had seen in his eyes as he looked at her after he had realized she had a back-up gun. Still, she had been unable to stop herself from flinching with each bang as the bullets left the gun, yet at the same time she had viciously and vindictively thought, 'Take that, you bastard!' as she imagined the bullets striking his body. Scully mused that she should be more disturbed by the event than she actually was, and wondered if the blood loss was affecting her thought patterns. She couldn't remember hearing any other gunshots than those fired by Mulder, but then again, she hadn't been completely alert at the time either, and it seemed like Mulder had been gone a very long time. Oh God, had Elliot actually gotten off a round and shot Mulder? Terror-stricken, she tried, in vain, to lift her head. All she managed to do was to send waves of pain coursing through her body. She moaned, and seconds later heard Mulder scrambling back to her side. She nearly sobbed to have her fear alleviated by his apparently unharmed presence. Relatively unharmed, she corrected herself as she ran her eyes of his features and saw the dried blood from the bullet that had creased his head. He maneuvered her upper body into his arms, biting his lip as he did so, as if the action hurt him as much as it hurt her. Knowing Mulder, it probably did. Their eyes met, and she croaked out, "Is...he...dead?" with troubled breaths, already knowing the answer, but needing to have it confirmed. Her back ached, along with her shoulder, and talking had brought a need to cough, which she did, squeezing her eyes shut on another wave of pain. When it passed, she re-opened her eyes to find Mulder watching her worriedly. She wanted to sooth that worry from his brow, but her good arm was trapped against his body, and her injured arm seemed to have gone numb. She was barely able to curl the fingers of that hand, and shook with the effort of trying to do so. Mulder nodded then, finally, in answer to her question, and then told her in those soothing, croon-like voices people automatically used when someone was hurt that he needed to turn her over. She told him yes, and tried to prepare herself for more pain, understanding his need to find the source of the bleeding, belatedly realizing she should have been more concerned about that. Only Mulder grabbed her shoulder, right over the bullet's exit wound, and she was not prepared at all. This time her moan was much louder, almost a scream, and her entire body stiffened in reaction. She could hear the remorse and pain in Mulder's voice as he said he was sorry, and that he had to do this. She nodded, her breaths panting in and out, and was not even sure if Mulder had caught the slight movement of her head, the silent permission she was granting for him to continue the necessary torment. As his fingers felt along the edges of the Kevlar vest, Scully bit her lip to hold in another moan, and blurrily wondered what had made her decide to wear the spare, tailor-made for her smaller size vest that she kept in her apartment, and to bring a back-up gun after she had decided to follow Mulder to the warehouse. She was still not in the habit of always carrying the little 32, which had been a gift from Mulder the year before after a case where they had both had their weapons taken away from them, and usually only did so if he reminded her to. She remembered the odd little feeling she had gotten while in her closet searching for a pair of dark jeans, and how it had prompted her to grab the vest from the uppermost shelf, and then get the gun from one of her dresser drawers. She was extremely thankful she had listened to that little feeling. As a doctor, she knew had she not been wearing the vest, the bullet in her back more than likely would have caused serious damage, if not killing her outright. She also knew if she had not jumped in front of Mulder and taken the bullets in his place he would definitely be dead, and she would be the one cradling his body in her arms, keening with her grief. Her eyes, which she had scrunched tightly closed during Mulder's examination, slid heavily open as she heard his loud sigh, and Scully blinked a few times to clear her vision to see his face. As if he had sensed her looking at him, Mulder met her eyes, and then brought one hand up to caress her cheek. She could see the worry he was trying to hide, although there was no trace of it in his gentle voice when he spoke to reassure her. Or maybe to reassure them both. She didn't have enough energy to smile, and in fact thought she was close to passing out. She was very cold, the dizziness had increased, and there was a strange buzzing in her head. Definitely in shock, she thought to herself, and could not find the strength to tell Mulder. She held his gaze for a moment longer, and then let her eyes close once more. Over the sounds of Mulder's loud, and most likely panicked breathing, she thought she heard noises coming from the doorway. Was somebody coming to help them? Had Mulder in fact actually called for back-up? When she heard a deep, male voice, sounding surprisingly like Skinner's call out Mulder's name, she decided he must have. Above her, Mulder whispered, "Thank God," and then yelled out. "We're in here! Scully's been shot." If she hadn't been so close to oblivion, she would have asked him when he had found religion. For some reason the thought struck her as being really funny, and she laughed, or at least tried to. The sound that came out was more of a choked cough, which made her back and chest ache. This in turn brought about the need to really cough, and she did so, raggedly and painfully, her upper body lifting from the floor with the force. Mulder sucked in a noisy breath as he tried to hold her, and she knew he had felt the warm gush of blood from her shoulder when she had moved. He yelled again, the panic obvious in his voice, just as she caught the sounds of footsteps running across the floor. "Skinner! She needs help." A second later Scully felt a heavy weight settle on her legs, and opened her eyes to see Skinner spreading a blanket over her. His eyes, worried behind his glasses, met hers, and she saw the infamous jaw muscle twitch rapidly. She let her lids flutter shut, feeling herself slide away. Faintly through the swirls of black mist, she heard Skinner say, "Ambulance...on...way. She'll...okay, Mulder." Her last memory before she succumbed to the beckoning of nothingness was the feel of Mulder's arms tightening spasmodically around her as he rocked them both on the floor of the warehouse. *** Skinner's car, Enroute to Zeus Warehousing Saturday 2:20 am Skinner was glad that Agent Andrews had the sense to remain quiet as they drove through the darkened Washington streets, heading towards the docks, and the warehouse where they could possibly find Mulder and Scully. He had been silent since Skinner had first rounded him up outside Mrs. Scully's house and stated their destination, as he rode shotgun, staring out of the front windshield, the elbow he had propped on the door's edge acting as an effective wedge to hold him in place as Skinner often took the corners at speeds not recommended. It was as if the young agent had realized his superior's need to concentrate only on the drive, and not on small talk or other distractions. Skinner ran his thoughts about his initial theory that Elliot Andercott had returned to Zeus Warehouse and somehow lured Mulder and Scully there over and over in his mind until it became the only possible situation. That surety sent tension humming throughout his body, resulting in hands tightly clenched around the steering wheel, teeth grinding so hard he thought his teeth would shatter and fall out of his mouth if he opened it, and an even wilder and reckless handling of his car. And for a brief moment he was back in Vietnam, sneaking through the jungle on a midnight patrol, heart thumping and nerves snapping as he and the other members of his team approached their target. Beside him Andrews made a sound filled with alarm, a half-grunt, half-gasp, and Skinner wanted to apologize, to explain, but could not. Instead he took the next corner a little less aggressively, and eased up slightly on the gas pedal as he drove down the street. He realized sharply and suddenly that they were only seconds away from the warehouse, and yanked his foot completely off the one pedal so fast in reaction and automatically hit the brakes. The car shuddered to a jerkingly abrupt halt, throwing them both forward against their seatbelts. Skinner swore ripely and richly as his forehead nearly made contact with the steering wheel, and then shot a look at Andrews, the adrenaline rush making his voice harsh as he asked, "Are you all right?" The other agent had both hands braced against the dashboard, and was panting slightly. He turned his head slightly to look at Skinner and merely nodded before straightening and sitting back in his seat, one had readjusting the seatbelt until it was once more snug against his body. With a slight shake of his head, Skinner did the same with his belt and then gently tapped the gas again, guiding the car slowly down the street. The moment he pulled into the parking lot of Zeus Warehouse, he shivered, remembering the day he and Mulder had arrived in the van with the SWAT team and found Kathy O'Neill hanging from the rafters in the main warehouse. Pushing the memory aside, he scanned the area carefully for anything remotely suspicious as they drew closer to the building, peripherally aware of Andrews rolling down his window and doing the same. Just as he spotted the car parked close along one wall, he heard the faint sounds of two gunshots. He was positive they had come from within the warehouse, and that his two agents were in deep trouble. "Shit!" he exclaimed, and slammed the brakes on, deliberately this time, but at least they were both prepared. Seatbelts snicked off almost in tandem after he turned the car off, and then both their doors were open and they were exiting the car. "Wait!" he hissed to Andrews, and the other agent stopped at the front of the car, watching him with a tense yet curious expression. Skinner pulled out his cell phone and dialed 9-1-1 and quickly stated his name and badge number, along with the warehouse address before requesting back-up and an ambulance. After disconnecting the call, he tucked his phone back in his pocket and exchanged it for his gun. Looking at Andrews, he saw the young agent also had his gun out, held at the ready. Skinner nodded at Andrews, and they carefully approached the open door, a few meters from the car he had determined with a glance to be Mulder's. Coming up flat against the wall to the left of the door, he heard Andrews thunk into place beside him, the agent hitting the wall rather hard. Skinner held up three fingers of one hand, tucking his thumb and pinkie down, so that Andrews could see it, the signal that they would move on three. He shot a glance over his shoulder and caught Andrew's affirming nod. Message understood. He lowered his fingers back against his palm, arm still bent at the elbow and raised, and took a deep breath to ready himself. He would have felt better if there was a large number of agents slowly surrounding the building and preparing to sweep in en masse, but there was no time to wait for the police or other agents to arrive. For all he knew, those two gunshots he heard could have been the deaths of his two favorite agents. He could admit that now, that Mulder and Scully were his favorite agents, after all they had been through. His index finger came up. One. Skinner could sense Andrews gathering himself behind him, just as he was, his body tense, his muscles coiled into tight springs waiting to be sprung. To leap into action. His middle finger was next. Two. Before he could lift his ring finger, they heard yelling from inside the warehouse. "MULDER! GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM HER NOW BEFORE I KILL YOU WHERE YOU STAND. GET UP! GET UP! GET UP!" Skinner had never heard Elliot Andercott's voice. The calls had always been to Mulder, and they had never had a chance to record any of them. But he knew without a doubt it was he. The words sent a chill through him. As did the next sound, which had him dropping to a crouch in reaction, Andrews mirroring the action. Rapid gunfire that seemed to come from only one gun. Followed immediately by dead silence. Skinner rose to his feet as quietly as possible, flinching when his shoe scraped noisily against the pavement, and risked a peek inside. Faint moonlight streaming through windows high up barely illuminated the interior of the warehouse, but it was enough to show him huge double doors leading into another room, the room where they had found Kathy O'Neill. There was no reaction to the noise he had made, or his quick look inside, and the silence continued. Skinner took a chance and called out, "Mulder?" A moment later he heard, "We're in here! Scully's been shot." Relief set in, and immediately on its heels, worry. He ran back to the car, jabbing the trunk key into the lock. He snapped his head back to avoid being hit by the trunk as it sprung open, and then reached inside to pull out a wool blanket he kept there. He slammed the trunk back down and headed back to the entrance. He quickly told Andrews to wait for the police, and ran inside the warehouse, just as Mulder yelled, "Skinner! She needs help." Skinner followed the sound of Mulder's voice, barely able to make out the dim outline of two huddled shapes, and found Mulder cradling Scully's upper body in his lap. He knelt beside them, unfolded the blanket and spread it across Scully's legs, smoothing it at her waist. She opened her eyes briefly before they fluttered shut. Skinner looked at Mulder and saw the panic and worry on the agent's face. He reached out and squeezed Mulder's shoulder. "Ambulance is on its way, Mulder. She's going to be okay." He didn't know how badly she was hurt, and hoped like hell she was going to be okay. After everything that had happened to these two, it could not end on the dirty floor of an abandoned warehouse. Mulder nodded, never removing his eyes from Scully's face and quietly said, "Andercott's dead. I shot him." He lifted his head briefly and jutted his chin to show him the direction of where the body lay. Skinner squeezed Mulder's shoulder once more and then got to his feet to go check on the body. He found Elliot Andercott lying on his back roughly twenty feet from where Mulder and Scully were, staring sightlessly at the ceiling. He bent down on one knee, and reached one hand out to search for a pulse, to double-check. Not that there was really any doubt, he thought to himself, eyes spying the bloodied bullet holes spread over the man's chest. With a twitch of his jaw muscle, Skinner rose to his feet, just as the sounds of approaching sirens filled the air. *** Walter Reed Army Medical Center Washington, D.C. Saturday 3:45 am He hated hospitals. The smell of each one, subtle differences in all, but somehow still the same. The white antiseptic look of them no matter what city or state he was in. The brusqueness and almost coldness of the medical staff who bustled about dealing with their patients, sometimes having no time for the worried family member who had accompanied said patient. Or him, waiting anxiously for news on Scully. He had always hated them. As a child who feared the unknown and mysteriousness of that place where Mommy had gone with her belly as big as a house, or so he had thought then, and later came home with a squalling, red-faced bundle named Samantha, and where he had been taken to have his broken bones or deep cuts fixed, where white- coated men and soft-soled women swished in and out of doors. And more particularly as an adult, due to the frequency of his injuries and illnesses, and the times spent there for Scully. It was worse when he was there for Scully. A hundred times, a thousand times, it was beyond imaginable how much worse it was when he was there for Scully. As he once again was. Mulder sat on the edge of the hard plastic chair, thankfully along a hallway off from the emergency area and not in the very open waiting room, his elbows on his widespread knees, hands dangling into space. His gaze moved up, from the ugly linoleum floor he had been studying for an unknown length of time while his mind wandered, to his fingers, and he gave a start as his eyes focused on the blood that had dried there and caked beneath his nails. Scully's blood. His mind, and sometimes he cursed his perfect memory, that allowed him to recall each and every detail clearly and concisely, flashed back to that moment in the warehouse, when he had felt the bullets impact into Scully's body as if they had hit his own. Sitting there, he fervently wished it had been his own body that had taken those bullets, instead of only a minor wound to his head. The replay continued on, to the next moment when they had fallen to the floor together and he had lifted his hand to find it covered in her blood. Mulder lifted that hand and its twin now and brought them closer to his face, looking at how the blood was cracking and flaking off, how the lines on his palms and the whorls and arches of his fingerprints stood out against the faded brownish color. Staring at the evidence of her life staining his skin, knowing how easily it could have been drained completely from her body if she had not worn that vest. This time the picture in his head was not from memory, but from a mixture of imagination and memory. Memories of the layout of her room, the placement of her clothing in her drawers and closet. He imagined her, he saw her, rising swiftly from the bed after he had left to get dressed, having maybe been awakened by Elliot's call on the cellular or even drowsing when he had thought her deeply asleep, and striding into her closet, picking out the dark jeans she had worn. Saw her hesitate and then reach for the Kevlar vest guided by some impulse or feeling, one of dread or danger, and then exit the closet to get dressed. Clad in dark, loose clothing that concealed both the vest and the gun she had also grabbed on that same impulse/feeling. Moving through the darkness of her apartment with ease and the comfort borne of familiarity to pull on boots, jacket and cap, all also dark colored, and out the door. Here he slipped into further projection, not really knowledgeable with the layout of her apartment building and its back alleyway, and imagined her leaving through some fire exit, jogging through the alley onto another street all to avoid the Lone Gunmen stationed out front. She wouldn't have been able to get to her car, so she had probably taken a taxi. <> A voice, a deep, male voice, pulled him from his mental visualization, and his eyes snapped open, hoping to see the doctor who had seen Scully on admittance, when he had been forced out of the examining room by a large, robust nurse with a tight, pinched face. But it was not the doctor. It was only Skinner standing over him, watching him with lines of worry etched on his face. Mulder blinked heavy, tired eyes at his boss, and waited for the inevitable words. The words that asked how Scully was, for Skinner had stayed behind when the ambulance had arrived, to deal with the police, and he supposed the removal of Elliot Andercott's body. And the questions that body had probably raised. Skinner surprised him though, and instead said, "Why don't you get cleaned up, Mulder?" as he gestured at Mulder's front. "Mrs. Scully is on her way, and I know you don't want her to see that." Mulder looked down again, taking in his sweatshirt, just now noticing that it too was covered in dry blood. Somehow it had gotten on him, either from when she had been shot and fallen into his arms, or when he had cradled her against him on the warehouse floor. "Here," came Skinner's voice again, and Mulder raised his head to see Skinner was thrusting something, it looked like it could be a cotton tee shirt, in his direction. He lifted his hand, grimacing at the blood again, saw peripherally Skinner grimacing as well, and took the offering. Rising from his perch on the plastic chair, he swayed a little, closing his eyes tightly at the feeling of dizziness the action had brought about, and felt Skinner's strong hands grip him by the upper arms. "Easy, Mulder," the AD said, and did not release him until Mulder had reopened his eyes and nodded that he was okay. Mulder had nearly dropped the item Skinner had given him, and it had unfolded to hang loosely from his hand. He brought his arm up a bit to look at it. It was a tee shirt, a white one that looked large enough to cover the AD's far broader shoulders. Skinner saw his glance at the tee shirt and said, "I keep a change of clothes in my trunk." "Thank-you," Mulder returned, and after a deep breath to test the waters of his stability, walked slowly and carefully towards the sign dangling from the ceiling that said 'Washrooms'. He pushed the heavy door leading into the Men's open, and seeing that it was empty, stripped off his leather jacket and laid it and the borrowed tee shirt across the one chair that was pushed up against a wall. The soiled sweatshirt was next, and without hesitation he threw it into the large plastic garbage can next to the two sinks. There was no way in hell he was going to keep it, for even if the stains came out, it would forever be tainted by the memory of Scully being shot and by her blood that had marked it. Looking at himself in the large rectangular mirror that ran most of the length of the wall over the sinks, he saw with distaste that some of the blood had soaked right through the fleece of the sweatshirt and dried on his upper stomach. He closed his eyes and immediately regretted doing so as his mind cheerfully and disgustingly supplied him with another picture - that of the pale skin of Scully's stomach instead stained with blood. One he had seen in his head over and over again as he had raced to another hospital, in New York this time, after learning Scully had been shot by Agent Ritter. Lurching forward with the resultant surge of nausea, Mulder turned the cold water of one of the taps on and first splashed it on his face, not carrying as it dripped off his chin, and then grabbed a handful of paper towels, soaking them thoroughly before scrubbing roughly at his skin. Tiny rivulets of cold, brownish water ran down towards the waistband of his jeans, making him suck in his stomach in reaction. He quickly discarded the one handful of paper towels, and grabbed another one to swipe at the water. Finished with that, Mulder looked into the mirror again, turning his head slightly to one side to study the bandage that covered the crease from the bullet Elliot had fired at him, now slightly damp from his face washing. Once the ambulance attendants had gotten Scully's stretcher settled into their unit, and she was relatively stable, the one riding in the back had turned to Mulder and taken care of his head wound. The woman, who had introduced herself as Mary Anne, had cleaned it professionally but gently with an antiseptic before applying the bandage, while keeping up a steady stream of soothing chatter. He had barely heard her though, or felt her ministrations; his whole being focused entirely on the pale figure of his partner, his best friend, his lover, lying strapped to the portable stretcher in yet another ambulance. He had sat as close to her as he could be, without getting in the way of Mary Anne, who continued to monitor Scully's vital signs and periodically check on the IV they had started in the warehouse. Mulder grimaced at his reflection as he remembered wanting badly to hold one of Scully's hands, but being unable to do so with them strapped down at her sides beneath the bright orange blanket with the blue cross emblazoned on its front. So he had contented himself with stroking the strands of her hair that were not flattened under her head on the small pillow. He realized he had been in there for too long, the doctor might have already come out to talk to him, so he quickly squirted a large puddle from the liquid soap dispenser into one hand and vigorously rubbed his hands together. He worked at his fingernails, but knew without a scrub brush of some sort, he wouldn't be able to get all the blood out from underneath them. After rinsing them thoroughly, he splashed water all around the sink in order to flush the splatters of blood down the drain. He dried his hands and face and scrambled into the tee shirt, which was definitely a size or two too big, before re-donning his jacket and exiting the bathroom. Looking down the hall towards the row of chairs where he had been sitting, he saw Skinner had taken one of them, sitting in much the same position as he had, only the AD's hands were not dangling but propping up his chin. Skinner looked up at the sound of his footsteps, and Mulder asked, "Did the doctor come out?" His boss shook his head negatively, and Mulder sighed harshly, his nerves jangling again. Despite what Mary Anne had told him when she and her partner, whose name he could not remember, had first examined Scully in the warehouse, that the gun shot to her arm looked to be a clean through and through wound, he was still worried. He could not forget the enormous pool of blood on the floor after they had lifted her onto the stretcher. And the doctor had been in there for a very long time. Unable to relax, he chose to pace up and down the hallway instead of sitting again. On each pass when he reached the end farthest from where the doctor would likely emerge, his steps would speed up until he was closer to that door, and then they would slow again, almost lingering there. It was at one of those passes when he was almost at the far end that Mrs. Scully arrived, accompanied by a far kinder nurse than the one Mulder had dealt with, who pointed her in Mulder's direction. His steps lagged this time, reluctant to bring himself to her, now beside Skinner, who had risen at her arrival. Before Elliot Andercott had made his unwelcome presence known to them, Mulder had not seen Mrs. Scully socially in quite a few weeks, and that last time had been an accidental encounter as she had lunched with her daughter in a small Georgetown coffeehouse. She had graciously welcomed him to join them, and he had done so, and ended up spending a pleasurable hour with the two Scullys. Now he had seen her several times over the past week and a half, and most of those meetings had been in the hospital either by Scully's bedside, or waiting for news of her condition. He knew she had to hold him responsible for these visits, and dreaded the day when she no longer greeted him with kindness and love. However, this was not one of those times. As he drew nearer, Mulder saw her eyes light upon him with compassion and understanding, shared worry and fear, and yet still her love. She held out her arms, and he rushed into them with gratitude, sighing and fighting the urge to cry as he felt those same arms wrap around him and squeeze him tight. *** end Part 26 of 29