July 18, 2004; Noon, satire Sunday
_WHEW!!! I'm really beginning to swelter now since the "real parts" of summer are showing. anyways, the Bay Area is extremely nice all around, so it can't get any hotter than a triple digit. so... YESTERDAY, Tom and I spent some time at Jack London Sqaure in downtown Oakland by the dock. it was a sunny day with about 75 degree weather. we ate at TGI Friday- the first time i EVER ate there! ive heard a bit about it b4, but they ARE devil's apprentices... their food is $20 each. and its not really much of a big platter either. sheesh... i ate a whole medium sized 1 ft long juicy ribs. i was concerned about the blackish parts of the meat which cracked sometimes and sometimes i ate em and THEN i wish i hadnt, but hey- it was a $20 expensive ass lunch/brunch for each of us. totalling up to $40... i ate fries, clam chowder (soup) which tasted just like Sizzlers clam chowder. Tom and a few other people including this african female waiter were astonished by how much i could stuff. i was almost a glutton yesterday, pahah, SHOWS YOU!!! sometimes i have the most terrifying voracities. there were some other pro sides- the restrooms are surprisingly clean in the restaurant, and if one notices around Jack London- there are bathrooms nearly everywhere. Jack London Square was named after a man of the Bay Area, Jack London. He used to write a ton of books involving wolves. in fact, i even took some pictures sitting on a stone wolf. tom actually took em, and he even had one with Cheemah (unless im mistaken on how to spell that)... this monument/statue showed a bronze woman standing on a big, big falcon- and the woman held a peace torch while the bird was flying thru the air. i reminisced near the waters of the dock- when i was about 11 when my 5th grade class of Lincoln Elementary School went on a ferry as a field trip. much to my delight, the ferry was still there yesterday- i spotted it on the other side of where i was standing. the ferry as i remembered it, was pretty huge... although it was rocking like crazy at moments... when i glanced outside the ferry, i saw some magnificent views though. hey- the AP English project is still incomplete... im 3/4 of the way done though!!! maybe im gonna slack off till the end of august again, liek everyone else always does. marius rotaru, da asshole, asscrack, class 1 idiot? he came yesterday and stayed for about 4 hrs... 4:30pm to 8:30pm with david at our house yesterday. he grew a lot since i last saw him at another earlier time this year, but he's still chubby and man, if he wants to win david OR me at anything- he better have some more coordination, speed, and DAMNIT, he CANT win anyways. he's a true vegetable. im not all that sure why david and him are "friends"... i try to persuade david, my little brother, all the time to reconsider his crappy pals. owell at least marius is "rich". tom and i watched I, Robot yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we watched it at around 1:30pm at Jack London Cinema... and i guarantee u- i've rarely watched movies when it's all filled up with noisy crowds. pshh, we both had to sit in the middle row. the back rows have always been the best goddamnit. gotta get there earlier next time. so I, Robot was about a homicide detective, Spooner, who's the only person in the world paranoid and suspicious of robots in Chicago 2035. he's obviously correct, as there's a robot revolution that's occurring near the ending of the movie. AND there's this "unique" robot who named himself Sunny. Sunny's unique because he's killed the first human EVER in the history of machines. Spooner turns out to totally hate robots and dislike machines to intense extents. Sunny eventually becomes Spooner's "friend", and Sunny's evolved to become so humanlike, he even learns how to wink!!! this action thriller most likely wont land in MY movie collection, but hey- it was well worth it. they say Spiderman2 is STILL the sizzling flick of the summer. the movie lasted 2 hrs. i did some research on the errrmm... effects and history of Slurpees aka Slushees. the say Slurpees, cold, flavored, revolutionized ice cream, DO cause brain freezes. ive heard alotta people say b4 that cold thing ice ur brain, and some say its good, some say its bad. welp, ive been slurping a Slurpee once a week since i have a curiosity for it. also, i've found it to be a depressant and it sorta calms me... as they say, "Everything in moderation." ill try to apply that rule furthermore to foods and drinks. and THEN, since im such a fan of positively exciting shows, Inuyasha and Wolf's Rain were OFF the HOOK!!! both continue elevating, and with each new episode, even more is revealed. the two shows were awesome with the funny antics in them. Both were so unbelievably tragic... i nearly cried. i feel the sadness, and empathize and sympathize with them. Im supposed to get a fucking haircut today (summer's gonna bake me if i dont)... but NO ONE if freaking taking me!!!! when i get a damned car, i'll be HAPPIER. Yup, July 17th was definitely a pro. I'll miss rare, superb days like that. i heard that my 2nd uncle's/cousin's wife finally arrived yesterday from China!!! after all the hassles and peace disturbance... man, im pretty proud of that event. im somewhat edgy to meet her- relatives said she's tall and incomparably beautiful. damn good looks, shit. my mom's family is sickeningly huge, ya know. Tom and I went to my mom's parent's ramshackled house to pick up their 5-7 year old harddrive to repair and modify it, if Tom can. he can surely make it better than the garbage it was before- and he'll return it next Sunday if he can, and THEN my mom's 1st cousin/uncle questioned if Tom can bring them to shop for a printer and computer and that sorta hoohla. tom agreed; next Sunday he'll take them, hreh. Oh yeah, NukeZone began yesterday!!! this time the 13th round(?) is gonna last be from July 17th-October 2nd. and believe me, the unity of the Clan, Brothers Of Sanctuary will prevail!!! my little brother and i and some other dude are in it. we 2 make a formidable team unlike ANY other. ya know what?! the FAWKING links to my May pics aint working at all (the 3 links i posted in #8)!!! the site says i need a pass to enter it. dont worry though... ill try to fix it by changing the link to the correct site, cuz the wrong one screwed everyone over.
5pm; pshhh, why do some people, especially asians, say such gay things like "Pretty boy!" or "Pretty girl!" to nearly everyone?! first, the repetitive action of that is weary; secondly, people basically feel more uncomfortable because of what those words may implicate. SOOO... 2nd uncle's wife is gonna visit our house tomorrow. i dunno when, but i sincerely doubt i'll be here to enjoy their company... HOPEFULLY... a shiver in my soul, ohhh i think im gonna go. alright, ima tell the whole world THIS right now- I'VE NEVER GOTTEN A DECENT HAIRCUT at ANY stinkin barber shop by any barber; in fact, it doesnt even matter if anyone cuts my hair since it's most content being long in its lavishing ways. i really dislike (& almost hate) when i have alot of hair on the back of my head... its despicably uncomfortable._
July 20, 2004; 4:15pm, twirling Tuesday _DAVID/DAVE AKA SHORTSTOP, WTH HAPPENED?! THERE WAS NO ZHOU YU'S TRAIN ON FRIDAY JULY 16, 2004!!! I GOT ALL PUMPED UP ABOUT FUCKING NOTHING! anyways im not sure what the hell happened, but i was roughly 99% sure that the great movie was gonna show... but it's sik wit it when it didnt freakin air. i think i pissed off 2 or more people i told to watch it and my excitement's drowned in madness... sooo no quiz for Conversational Spanish at Laney yesterday- Professor Sweenie's gonna review all day tomorrow for the grand Final Exam on Thursday. theres an oral part included in it as well. my pictures from KURT BURTON PHOTOGRAPHY finally arrived!!! BUT my freaking long ago Spring Choir STILL motha fawking didnt arrive!!! WTH'S THE MATTER WITH PEOPLE THESE DAYS!!! arhghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! everything u gotta do ur way, urself. its whats so fucked up these days. i said b4 i never or rarely look even half decent in pictures or something that captures my image... it's so true. and if there's something im renown for to be in the GUINESS BOOK OF WORLD RECORDS for, it's my dubious, atrocious, worst look with haircut. THAT's GUARANTEED. so my 2nd uncle's wife came yesterday along with the whole mom's side family crew, and for a second on the 2nd floor balcony as i stared down at the 2 uncles... those 2 couples looked like a decent marriage... UNTIL i evaluated closer (I know, i know, im EVIL!) hrmmm... streetball moves are FUN!!! but they're also degrading because they're so fucking unfair, and that's why i devise my rules and set of standards to ball. pshhh. people act like all they do is favor the offense, and sometimes, if someone looks close enough, NO, EVEN CLOSER, then he/she would see that the same lame move would cut up a defender, but that's so damned totally unfair. basically 99% of unfair moves in balling consist of passes to yourself or using your opponent in an offensive way, and THAT's why i'm shifting more & more into an odd spectrum between bored basketball and sleuth streetball. hrmph, maybe i CAN mix both haha! Xian's not evil. at least not naturally and/or generally speaking... i dont really remember if i've said this b4, but i used the slash- / to mean and/or. that slash only represents OR, geez... i think im so contumacious that i defy society in... every way(?) My younger bro's NukeZone Clan that im in is going decent, and the Clan War we Clan Members are all in? its nothing, in fact, it's garbage. "Don't worry if you don't have patience- because patience is always waiting for you."
11:30pm; WOOHOO!!! WHAT IS IT? AND WHO THE HECK SAID I CAN'T PREPARE FOOD/MEALS, HRUH?! OH, BABY!!! THESE PICS IS IT!!! FROM KEY CLUB VOLUNTEER SERVICE BACK WHEN I WAS A JUNIOR... LIGHT IT UP!
July 22, 2004; 2:30pm, tumble Thursday
_I finally obtained some frank feedback about my 2nd uncle's marriage. him and his wife met 7 years ago. they dated for 2 years and stayed married for 5 years. they're both around mid 30s, and they have a daughter around 4 years old. His wife was introduced to his photoshop somewhere in China where she met him (Wei Yan). i thought of her English name as Lorrie/Lory or something like that , but im sure she'll get a different name instead. i still dunno about 1st uncle's marriage, hah! i know that my father chased my mother everywhere in China and finally he made the ULTIMATE proposal to her- he'd take her to America, and back at that time,30 years ago, America was still the raging, glorious dream maker of all places. the two have been married for a shtinking 19 years!!!! and to think Im not gonna ever marry, hreh. many times, my mother and i would ponder our present existence here in america... the final result of what my father aka the devil's apprentice did about 30 years ago: America, the field of dreams come true. I forget if i ever spoke about it, but because of that past act my father decided on, this family lives better than anywhere else in the world. my father's began on english lessons somewhere in Oakland a few weeks ago, and he attends it Thursdays from 3pm-4pm. he hopes to achieve greater english fluency than my mother, and most people's first thoughts would be LOL! but hey, i think he actually has some good chance of enhancing his english. today's the last day of any my College career in High School- it ENDS today!!! A horrendous test including an oral questions part is awaiting me at Laney. good luck, Charles!!! its been strange taking all these (hahahah) third rate courses, but hey- all things must come to an eventual end. Xian said he got PlayStation2 last week, and he might let me go over to his place. he also wants to borrow some games of mine. remember this: hard foods WILL grind your teeth to an ugly halt. anybody who DOESNT believe it can go lick Satan's ***!!!_
July 23, 2004; 5pm, freaking Friday
_u know how it feels when one day becomes the LAST day you'll really ever be in a certain place ever again? memories... comical was Spanish class yesterday when Deborah got everyone into saying "Bit the bait." people were all cracking their funny bones; damed great times... im inputting my daily entry w/ one frickin hand AUGGHHHHHHH!!!!!! im eating simultaneously.... i finally decided im gonna get Senior picture copies of my 2 poses- 1 in a blue gown & the other in a black tux. i look mighty suave in both, GROWL! however, the pix decisions will be ridiculously lengthy for me... what a hassle. FINALLY IM BACK TO BEING MULTIHANDED!!!!!! aka i finished eating. im just overwhelmed and excited and DOWNRIGHT ECSTATIC because of tomorrow. I'm watching The Producers with Tom. it's supposed to be an extremely witty, charming, hilarious comedy musical with a ton of fashion and taste in it. it's in San Jose, and ive become coerced to watch The Bourne Supremacy, an action thriller type of movie with a load of death and carnage. Main character, Jason Bourne, is an expert assassin who has more lethal, mind wrenching ties than my former government specialist father did. it's the second movie series because there was a first one about Jason Bourne was before this. I continue being plagued by splintering nightmares. the most common way i have nightmares is if i wake up and then go back to sleep. godamn those are 95% my life the only ones i remember, and that's true for my dreams too. In the nightmare, i borrowed some papers from Samantha N Stettler to help me for something. when i was done with the papers, i couldnt find them anymore!!! the scene was blurry, but im sure Samantha was irritated... to an extent. THEN, as if my ass wouldnt get blown off, the nightmare shifted to me being in my house. my father was getting angered just because i was eating chips (im sure). that fool gets angered so easily at anything. No/little temper control- some people really need anger managament, hrah! i used to have the incomparable furies of the Devil himself, but hey- i've changed greatly. you know what?!!? people need forms of ID EVERYWHERE, I SWEAR!!! i went to Laney Bookstore to return my Conversational Spanish book for 50% money refund, but they say i needed some sorta school ID, most preferably a college one. then i goto the SLUSD Administration office ITSELF in plain person because the Adminstrators summoned me there... thru all this mother freaking bloody hell i STILL HAVENT FUCKING OBTAINED my $96, the RESULT OF MY JUNE COMPUTER JOB AT SLHS?! i thought it would've arrived in my mail, but nooo: "Society wants to be a piece of feces, as always." my father and i went round and round in gagging circles for basically NOTHING today. ill have to return on Monday to both locations and finish my freaking businesses there. i need my Social Security Card!!!_
July 25, 2004; 2:30pm, Sunday
_Alright, i have a dental appointment in early August OR the end of this month AKA this week sometime!!! ARGH im still hella busy like EVERYBODY ELSE. godamn, that's common... heh... so The Producers was not as close as i envisioned it- it was so full of comic fluid and humorous actions that i was almost rolling on my knees! the audience generally laughed the whole way thru, and as one of the songs says, "Keep it gay." YOU ALL know what i mean, ahahah. damn it was a beautiful, witty musical... it lasted from 2pm-5pm and was most likely the most grandeur, largest, most crowded theater i've ever attended. there was a mini fountain outside which wasn't spouting water, and the theatre was supposed to house a maximum of 500 occupants. anyways im still frantically trying to repair my music mayhem and Allen STILL didnt mail me the CDs for "compensation". The tickets to the Broadway musical yesterday were $77 each, at least for me and Tom... THAT WAS BARBARICALLY EXPENSIVE, considering we were sitting on the left most spots of row 5. The musical included Nazi topics, musicals within a musical, legs, wings, and *gulp* gorgeous ***. haha dont even laugh! it was all in all a great time. we all finally decided on a vacation plan- 4 day trip to LA Universal Studios, Disneyland, and .... hmmmm i think thats basically it. It'll cost us around $2000 total, but those expenses include everything except food, which will severely affect Dave. I'm still up for the one week stay with Tom at his place in Gilroy, BUT... certain circumstances need to be checked and verified. Don't I sound so PhD? hruh, i guess so... im scheming of sending a mysterious letter to Samantha sometime since i obviously know where she lives, ROFL. i was dreaming in the morning today about something containing racing. I won a big 2nd place prize/medal, and as part of my celebration, i was about to do it with this 30ish/40ish year old woman, but just as i began, she somehow disappeared from my sight. hmmmm.... odd things i tell ya. one of these days ima visit England, I swear it. picky picky!!! which damned sonofamule picture WILL i finally purcahse from the stinking Kurt Burton Photography?!!? help me, Lord... (0_0)_
July 26, 2004; 4pm, mangy Monday
_Has Annie been doing her confessions when there's nothing left to do? Charles really, really wonders at moments if she does. In the morning Annie noticed me walking out of the cafeteria and she hollered "Henry!!!" for like 1 sec i was totally bewildered, but then i turned halfway and waved meekly. as many people know, one of my fears constantly haunts me; if not ALL... but Annie, that lovable beauty of an Angel, she's kept the grand pinkie swear we did in April... OR was it March??!?!!! ~,` she's such a purrrrrrrrrfectly purrrrrtieeeee person(!) i thought a lot about what tom said last week- "Buildings rot worse w/o people than with people residing in them." I glance at all sorts of buildings as im driven around, and MAN oh WOMAN, that is so true. I CANT get NBA Live 2005 outta my head at ALL. constant updating is still occurring concerning that exquisite game. when it's out, it's definitely going to become THE BEST, MOST PLAYED, MOST COMMON, MOST IMPROVED BASKETBALL GAME EVER!!! the producers even input Slam Dunk Contest, 3 Pt Contest, Rookie Contest, and all sorts of other mismatched, laced up crap. but THAT crap is the bomb. so i finished the Computer Moving job during June at SLHS, and now i finished all the money retrieval steps at the SLUSD Administrations office itself at Juniper Street. damn, ive been on that Wicks Boulevard SO many times. ive been on it for the Cancer Volunteer in May, the Anything Goes Preview, SLUSD Adminstration office, and even to go to Jean's house. LEAN BACK, ALL! the SLUSD Adminstrator told me i should receive my 90 something dollars in my mailbox by Thursday!!! Now i need to get the CA ID from DMV, & that'll be sent to me in 2 weeks from now. im so freaking IMPATIENT, i cant wait. being human's hard on the boulevard. "It's not about anger- it's about peace. It's not about power- it's about grace. It's not about them- it's about yourself."_
July 27, 2004; 3pm, turned Tuesday
_The lighthearted gal softly yells out "Henry!" once again. Charles slowly, almost fearfully approaches the lovely individual. Charles, the ever so friendly, peace loving atheist, hands Annie a (RED! colored) Starburst at the front curb of SLHS school grounds. Annie nearly immediately responds with "I LOVE YOU!" and Charles turns halfway and replies "DON'T SAY THAT IN PUBLIC!!!" and he half runs, half stumbles away from her. Annie, oh Annie, WHY IN HEAVEN DO YOU TORTURE ME SO?! Anyways, after school I finished the Senior pic order form, and the woman at Kurt Burton Photography (aka SLHS photography center for MANY many years) showed a ton of respect for me. Well actually, if I critically evaluate her, she must've just been bloodthirsty for the $80 father had to pay for my damn expensive pics. I ordered two 3 by 5 pictures and 8 wallet types. I questioned her later on the phone about my Choir picture which I STILL haven't received. WHAT THE BOOZE IS THE MATTER WITH SOME IDIOTS?! Tomorrow father will bring me to the Oakland DMV by the Oakland Coliseum so they'll shoot my photo for my CA ID. FINALLY I have some proper form of ID; what a drastic hassle. I might be overtly optimistic, but I continue eyeing the never ending pros for NBA Live 2005. That Slam Dunk Contest and all the other Contests are just heart stopping!!! I have to remember to let Xian borrow Final Fantasy 10. Frankly? That game sucks- I'm really unsure why people luuurve it so damn much. It might be some higher power up there or my friends guidance, but if anyone ever even glances at THIS entry, they'll think I'm somebody else. Yet I can assure you that no one but Charles records his life here. The big, wireless, gray and black mouse Tom got me about a month ago? It's STILL freaking consuming batteries like insanity rids sanity of its stability. My, this entry has really been eye popping. Look at the neatness of it!!! If mother ever understood this, she'd love my neatness and preppiness or whatever the hell anyone would call it. This has been the FIRST EVER journal entry with sincere neatness and "normal" structure. However, it might be my last as well- who knows? I'm hopefully going to receive my Senior pictures in the mailbox in eight aching weeks. Cheerios to you all out there! PEACE. "I never thought the little things were trivial. They always mattered to me."_
July 28, 2004; 11pm, wretched Wednesday
_REMEMBER the computer capable Logitech camera Tom got me a long time ago this yr? it WORKS like a wonder (not a one hit one ty very much). i can take pictures with it hooked up to my comp OR wireless- either way, the pics always turn out blurry and a bit color blind. i tested t out a couple times today, and the camera can record, snap shots, and... hmmmmm.... thats basically it. No film camera, how "fun".. Kevin Lee Yi is peculiar. he is freaking odd, and i dont like it very much. he's not committed and he's really impatient, two values that i have as well. but hey- he's moral in a good way. Me? im so incomparably peacekeeping... BUT i have an infinitesimal evil spark inside my soul so deep down u cant even begin to wonder about my yin and yang. a musical for next year still hasnt been chosen, pffft... GUYS & DOLLS is the shiznit, geez!!! what a buncha indecisive people. shheeesh..... HEY I FINALLY GOT THE INFUSION BASKETBALL YOU KNOW!!! it has an auto inflater inside of it, and believe me- its quite effective. ohyeah, in case u dont know- hover the cursor over each pic to read about it._
July 29, 2004; 7pm, thoughtful Thursday
_Final decision made-we're going to Great America on August 8, 2004!!! How right that we're inviting dad's parents and mom's side of family to go WITH us there!!!! it'll be like a rare, never b4 happened family reunion!!! which is EXACTLY what is seems like... hopefully both sides wont be hating each other like their deep, rivaled past counterparts. My cousin Jessica, now about 20, is attending UCLA, & she wants to become something involved w/ medical stuffs. i hear it's a nagging occupation which requires so much dedication that i for one will NOT even attempt it. ANYWAYS, today i realy pondered in depth about what Kevin and I conversated last night on AIM. He's impatient, confident, careless, caring, honest, jovial, and disloyal. That's basically how Kevin Lee Yi sums up; and since he's "dating" and/or having a relationship with Annie, i questioned him so many times about it yesterday.. i know, i know, i really seem like a depserate a hole for pestering him so insistently on that topic. but hey, he's not mad at me, so all's well that ends well, and that's what counts. i tortured him constantly about the fact taht i know whom he likes/loves. even he himself isn't sure about it, so how the HELL should I know?! geeez some people are so fucking naive and dumB it becomes horrifyingly terrifying. and im honestly joking about the whole "I know who you like" thing- it really catches onto people in the worse fashions.