2. the serpent
But in an unintentional
Chance
And it seems that you
are toyed with
By time
You will be introduced
And at first sight
Feel true love.
"Ikaw Sana" by Ogie Alcasid
Translated by silrayn silverwolf
Crawford remembered the day
Schuldich brought Fujimiya Ran a.k.a. Abyssininan of Weiß. It had
been the that Weiß had disbanded…
***
"Schuldich, don't be so noisy
in there! You're waking up the whole house." Nagi had said loudly outside
in the stairwell of their small apartment.
"I can do whatever I like,
Nagi-chan, we're not on a mission. Besides we're celebrating our freedom…"
Schuldich said gaily.
"What is he doing here?"
Nagi demanded in a hiss.
"Easy, I can explain…" Schuldich
said.
"Really now. How do explain
bringing one of our enemies in our safe house?" Nagi asked in a cutting
tone.
That had Crawford bolting
out of his room and into the hallway. He bounded the remaining steps to
confront Schuldich.
"Now Nagi, you've been hanging
around with Crawford for too long…"
"Nagi, Nagi…"
"Yes, explain to me. Why
bring Abyssinian here?" Crawford said as he loomed over the stairwell behind
Nagi. In the weak halogen glow, he could see the distinct red that he had
seen only in battle.
The man was clearly uncomfortable.
He was wearing a tight T-shirt and leather pants with boots not his usual
assassin's gear.
"Well, you said if I was
ever going to have a permanent lover I could trust, I could always bring
him to live with us didn't you?"
"Aa." Crawford said, his
forehead was scrunching up with the beginnings of a headache. He knew what
the German telepath was getting at.
"I've found him."
"But Weiß…"
"Weiß has completely
disbanded, Kritiker has completely let them go. We're legit now anyway."
"Okay, as long as he doesn't
cause any trouble." Crawford said finally, toning down his glare.
"Thanks, Crawford. Come in,
kitten." Schuldich drawled.
"Hn." Ran replied as he climbed
the stairs to go with Schuldich in the German's room.
At least, he isn't going
to be noisy as some of Schuldich' lovers. He also isn't likely to be indiscreet…
***
The Weiß redhead had
merged with Schwartz' household with the minimum fuss. Doing the same chores
as the others did with his usual efficiency. He studied at a local college
and practiced kendo at a dojo. He waited up with Crawford on the nights
when Schuldich had bodyguard duty with Farfarello.
That's what started it
all…
***
Crawford still didn't trust
Abyssinian much, though the man seemed to be truly devoted to Schuldich
in his own quiet way. It was probably because they had fought so long and
so hard. Schwartz murdered the man's family and he wasn't known for being
the forgiving type. Besides, the man seemed hell bent on opposing his command
decisions for Schwartz.
Like right now…
"Hn." Ran glared at him.
"Fujimiya, it's my decision.
It's not going to harm any for Schwartz to have two employers at the same
time. I'm a precog remember." Crawford explained patiently.
"Hn."
***
A mission night…
They sat on couches on the
living room waiting for the rest of Schwartz to go home. Crawford hadn't
been on the mission since he judged that three was enough for this night's
work. He sat on one of the chairs with a newspaper waiting for warning
vision that might come. He kept half an eye on the Weiß redhead.
"Ran, we're home!" Schuldich
said, rather like a child in his enthusiasm.
Ran looked up to meet Crawford's
eyes briefly as he got up to fall into his lover's arms. Purple eyes rolled
in exasperation and a silent understanding passed between them. Crawford
read the fond affection from that gaze and knew that Ran would not do anything
to endanger the German telepath and by extension Schwartz. From then on,
they had managed not to fight over inconsequential things. Crawford knew
that they had found agreement in common ground of Schuldich. The waiting
silence between them became comfortable, betimes too comfortable.
Crawford found himself wishing
that he could spend more time with the quiet redhead that didn't need to
chatter to fill the silence like Schuldich, or have need bustle like Nagi
and moreover different from the stir craziness of Farfarello.
It's nothing but a friendly
quiet… Nothing any different from what I would share with Schuldich if
he could be still…
***
Still Crawford found himself
looking at the scarlet haired man with new appreciation that was hard to
deny.
One morning, Schuldich couldn't
fetch Ran from the local dojo. Crawford was the only one free to
go. He had entered the dojo with trepidation. Then he found
himself looking at the fighters with very little interest. He had
often heard from Schuldich that Fujimiya could get so involved with his
sword work that he could forget the time. When he came into the second
room same room he saw the man turn with subtle grace of an athlete, red
hair waving lightly into place and his breath caught.
***
Crawford found himself looking
for Ran constantly as the redhead continued on his business. Cooking,
cleaning and even studying, he found the Spartan movements to have a certain
grace of their own.
I must hide this from
everyone. It will not be good for the team…
***
Another night of waiting
and watching…
Suddenly, the room tilted
and blurred. He saw another place and time. It was their current employer's
house. He saw the Schwartz formation how it could go wrong and made note
to call Nagi to move his position to the other corridor. When it cleared,
he was staring into luminous purple eyes that made his breath pause. His
heartbeat loud and uneven and for a few seconds he forgot what he was about
to do. He was very conscious of spare muscular arms supporting him.
"Hn?" The questioning grunt
snapped him out of the dazed reverie he had fallen in.
"Vision. I have to call Prodigy."
Crawford said as he rose, backing away slightly from the tempting support.
"Hn." Slender fingers grasped
his cellular phone, handing it over. An electric tingle not unlike static
came up Crawford's arm when their fingers brushed briefly.
I must call Schwartz…
I must not think of such things of this man. He is Schuldich's. I must
not think him…
"Nagi go to hallway C and
back up Farfarello and Schuldich…"
All throughout the conversation,
Crawford felt purple eyes watching his every action. He felt a stirring
within him. Something he hadn't felt for a long time.
No, he is Schuldich's
lover. He can't be mine. Schuldich is a teammate. I will not try to disrupt
the team's effectiveness by causing such a rivalry.
No matter what reason, Crawford
tried to give himself. He failed to loosen his gaze on the redhead. He
was acutely conscious of the inches between them. He found himself, secretly,
in the cover of the newspaper, observing the graceful lines of feature
and body that made up Fujimiya Ran. He even found himself warming up to
the thought of embracing the redhead. He bristled ever so slightly when
he saw how Ran's eyes lit up when Schuldich walked into the room.
Schuldich is my teammate.
More importantly, we have been teammates for so long that we are closer
to being friends. I can't do that to him. Besides Ran loves him, not me…
How do I think to replace him in Fujimiya's affections? You have done so
many crimes, killed, tortured many innocents but you never did that… Sinking
to a new low aren't we….
Still it didn't hurt to dream…
And while you're at it
why don't you wish for the moon to come down and talk to you.
***
Crawford sighed as he sat
up from his bed. He was wet and sticky and felt disgusted with himself.
He remembered all too well the details of his dream. Red hair fanned across
his pillow, purple eyes glowing with desire only for him. Soft white skin
under his hands, pale slender fingers returned caress for caress. He was
hard with incompleteness and almost against his will he found himself listening
closely to the sound that came from the wall he shared with the two lovebirds.
Moans and sighs came through faintly but still audibly and for a while
he could pretend that they were for him. He lowered his hand down to his
boxer shorts.
***
Still another mission night…
Crawford sat comfortably
at the couch, happily contemplating the redhead through the newspaper as
always. He had found a certain acceptance towards the situation. He assigned
himself most often to stay home more often just so he could let his thoughts
unguarded for a while.
And to admire the lovely
Ran from afar? Definitely. Face it, Crawford, you're too smitten to be
objective about this…
It was almost relief when
Crawford felt the familiar vertigo of his visions. The vision was eerily
clear this time, as if he was in the same room with Schuldich and the guards.
One of the guards drew and instead of shooting the attackers, he shot at
Schuldich. Blood, there was a lot of blood and Crawford saw Schuldich so
still on the floor. It was the stillness of death. He came to, in the supporting
arms of his teammate's lover. Still dazed and disoriented, and for one
tempting moment he thought of not calling.
I don't even have to do
anything… No, that wouldn't be right…
Crawford struggled for a
moment with selfish desire and professionalism, savoring for the moment
the forbidden touch that embraced him. Then he took the phone from the
redhead's grasp and called Schuldich' number.
Bring…Bring…Bring…
~TBC~
Author's Notes:
If you folks have guessed
which biblical reference I'm talking about, you'll know what happens next.
Here's a clue, it's the most famous love triangle in the Christian Bible
that I know of. And it's not Adam, Eve and Lillith, that was a modification
of someone!
As an old song goes: "Di
ba't ako'y tao lang na natutukso rin" (Isn't it that I am just human and
can be tempted too)
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