I lost Kieran on the 20 November 2000 - he was 16 weeks old. I found out that my son was very sick - he had heart problems the doctors didn't know if he had his intestines.   Kieran was also diagnosed with Downs. The doctors didn't know if he would live when he was born.  If he did it meant many heart operations and  I couldn't bare to see him suffer to be sick all the time so I ended his suffering. After 12hours of labour he was born and  lived for a couple of minutes.  I miss him so much. I love you my darling son - those few hours I had with you mean so much. I will always carry you safe in my heart forever.

Sarah also misses here brother - she had so many dreams and plans of helping me look after you.  She loves you very much.
Love,
Mummy xxxxxxxxxxx