June 18, 2002
My body is tired. I ache in every joint and bone in my body. The very skin that covers this shell aches to be touched. My clothes cling to my skin as if it were my skin. Every move I make feels like razor blades, scraping my skin, my bones, my muscles. Slicing through me. The cold rain against my skin, freezing me as it hits. Muscles clenching, tendons tensing. Sleepless nights, no wrinkles in my sheets, why can't I sleep? This tired body and soul, want rest more then breath. Endless, aching pain. Subside please.