i am fucking intolerable

she speaks from culture not the heart
at the heart is a lack of trust.
unsteady hands can't repair damage done.
you made these cuts. what do you want?

we don't. we do. don't cry. you knew.

she calls me every morning, to remind me
what i am destroying.
she's giving lessons in self-hatred.
can't we please discuss this later.

it's all my fault, don't you know?
i am fucking intolerable.