there is a part of me that hates me.

there is a part of me that loves me too much.

there is a part of me that wants to die.

there is a part of me that wants to kill me.

there is a part of me that has so much to live for.

there is a part of me that loves him.

there is a part of me that fears him.

there is a part of me that controls him.

there is a part of me that takes care of him.

there is a part of me that is so unsure.

there is a part of me that hides all the time.

there is a part of me that sings like a child and dances always.

there is a part of me that never, ever says no.

there is a part of me that refuses.

there is a part of me that is a little child.

there is a part of me that is so grown up.

there is a part of me that is very, very scared.

there is a part of me that knows what she wants.

there is a part of me that has nothing she wants.

there is a part of me that fears and rejects my body for everything that it is.

there is a part of me that wants to take care of me.

there is a part of me that sings in the shower.

there is a part of me that sleeps all the time.

there is a part of me that wants to keep moving.

there is a part of me that needs love.

there is a part of me that wants to push love away.

there is a part of me that hates all the time.

there is a part of me that can't hate. That won't hate.

there is a part of me that doesn't know what to do.

there is a part of me that knows exactly what to do.

there is a part of me that is a kitten.

there is a part of me that is a slug.

there is a part of me that is so ugly.

there is a part of me that is beautiful.

now, which part will come out to play tonight?

We shall see . .

NEXT YO