GRASP

I sit and wait for You to find me

And yet I know that You already have

I listen for the approaching storm

And I hope that it will never come

I reach out to You in despair

And I feel nothing

I don't know what I am doing here

And You seem to be gone

The church bells clang in the harsh night

And I cover my ears

I try to escape You and Your iron grasp

But I can not move

I know that You alone can keep me here

But I fight against You anyway

They say that You don't exist

But I can see Your finger prints

I don't deserve Your embrace

And I have trouble feeling it

I love You for what You have done

And I hate You for what You have not

Please rescue me from myself

I can't ignore You anymore

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