so i am just sitting here thinking....

about David...

about Ben....

about Alpha Sig boy....

about boys....

and how much they piss me off.

and how much they make me sad.

and how much they make me happy.

and how much they make me uncomfortable.

and how i don't need them

and how they scare me

and i want one

no, actually i don't want one.

i just want to be loved.

and talked with.

and have someone to laugh with.

but more.


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