The starlit sky shines brightly in my eyes lighting up my soul with foolish fantasies about you and me
maybe its not just a foolish fantasy maybe its really happening but I dont believe it
Sitting under a stary sky thinking about you an I talking about sweet love then I gently pushed my lips onto yours then ending the night with a sweet kiss.
i dont want to bleed anymore because it just hurts so much i feel like im being drained of my life
i wonder how pale iam now how much blood have i lost how many times have i been hut? i feel like the devil is pulling me down into the dark pits of hell
why do i hurt so bad? i think i can make it go away if only i can leave this dark place i shall try to seek my faith and i speak to God and he will save me from this pain
i make up things when i feel down to make me come up. or so i use to not anymore iam who iam and not a single soul can change that if i wanter to i could keep hiding everything and just live with it. but when i feel like letting people know the real me then they will all see it they will see me.
my body and mind arent letting me rest everythings going so fast going so so fast and i cant slow it down, i think i really need to get away and let me catch up with myself