Oh, Me
By: Kichi

DISCLAIMER: Akira Toriyama created Vegeta and Bulma, made them have a kid together and didn't explain a damn thing.  That's where us fanfic authors come in.



 

Chapter 3 - Love Island

 Bulma made her way to the lab with a confused frown on her face.  What was going on with Vegeta?  He had been two-thousand miles away when she asked what he wanted her to do.  He almost looked annoyed for a second when he finally snapped out of it.
Then the realization hit her, it wasn't that she dreaded it, she really wanted to do whatever he asked.
"Why?" she asked herself aloud. Stopping in her tracks.  It was true that she was attracted to the rude Saiyan, but why the hell was she so willing, let alone eager, to do whatever kink he could come up with.
Something happened in her capsule car when he kissed her.  A door opened in her mind and though it she could see her future.  And every aspect had Vegeta in it.  The thought scared her.  And it was all started by a tiny peck on her cheek.  She almost blushed when she remembered that it was her that kissed him on the lips first.  They had Trunks together, but that first time he'd never kissed her.  Or the second time.  But that was right after being in the Hyperbolic time chamber for two years.  It almost took her a week to recover after that night.
But throughout the whole thing, he'd never, ever kissed her lips.  Everywhere else, yes, but it wasn't the same.  The kiss in the car had been different.  It had been wonderful.  She had always wondered if he was a good kisser or not.  He was almost shy at first, but that was over quick enough.  And he wasn't a sloppy kisser like Yamcha.  She almost had to wipe the drool off her face every time he'd kissed her.
At first it had been kinda cute, but after awhile it disgusted her.  She liked how Vegeta kissed.    His lips were soft, and the more she'd kissed him the more she wanted to.  She felt herself growing aroused.
"Stop this!" she commanded and quickened her pace.  As soon as she got some work in front of her she would be able to forget Vegeta for awhile.

Vegeta sat up, blinking in the sunlight.  The sheer, white curtains billowing in the warm breeze did little to keep the light out.  He looked at the clock.  7:30.  damn it.  He cursed.  He'd slept almost three hours!  He had training to do…
He sighed and rose to his feet.  What was the point of training again?  He wondered.  There was none.  He climbed over the window sill and floated to the ground.  He refused to spend the rest of the day in bed.  There were several rural islands surrounding Japan.  He could find one and not be bothered by anyone, but there were humans there none the less.  He scratched his chin and tried to think.  Bulma had mentioned a few places on Earth that were uninhabited for the most part but many were on the other side of the globe.  Flying that far would take up too much energy.  And he wasn't really feeling up to flying to the other side of the hemisphere.  He walked back inside and into the kitchen and quickly made himself a huge sandwich.
He wanted to go someplace far from any ningen.  He didn't know why he'd kissed the onna earlier.  He'd never kissed anyone before.  But at that moment it had been the only thing he'd wanted to do, she'd been crying because of him and for some reason he felt.. bad about it.    As soon as she threw herself in his arms he had reacted instantly and embraced her and kissed her!  And then she had kissed him, and then they had their tongues practically jammed down each other's throats as they attempted to tear their clothes off.
But then she stopped him.  She still had difficulty grasping the concept of Saiyan healing and made him go to the hospital so they could stitch him up.  It was revolting.  And he was still angry about it.  And then she had asked him what he wanted like she was doing him a favor!  That had really burned.  He was pissed off, and confused.  Did she want him or did she just want.. what?  What the hell did she want exactly?!
He growled angrily and took off into the air, not caring where he would go or how long it took to get there.

Bulma was engrossed in her new collapsing worker-bot module.  She was trying to perfect the design that allowed it to collapse in on itself without destroying essential functioning parts.  So far it was more difficult than she had expected. And as absorbing as her work was she was still thinking about the Saiyan no Ouji.  She wondered what he was doing.  He obviously wasn't training.  The gravitron always made a loud humming noise when it was being used not to mention the groaning steel cause by Vegeta's energy blasts.
In fact, she was having trouble remembering the last time he'd been in it all day long.  She sighed and brushed her hair out of her face.  She couldn't concentrate as long as Vegeta was in her thoughts.  With an exasperated sigh she got up and began to search for him.  But when I find him.. what then?  She wondered.

The kitchen was empty, his room the same.  No one in the living room.  Not in the GR.
"Where did he go?"  she wondered aloud.  Was he upset about something?  Was he mad because they didn't just screw in her car?  She growled in irritation and stomped back to her lab after fixing a small dinner.

Vegeta landed in the middle of the desert.  The arid, hot wind blew stinging sand at him but he didn't care.  He sat down with a grunt.  He had to figure some things out before he went anywhere else.
What is my problem? He wondered, thinking of Bulma's earlier question.  Was he really upset about being the last Saiyan?  He sighed as he thought about it.  A hollow ache filled him and he realized that he did feel very alone.  It wasn't that he'd never known loneliness.  He did practically every day of his life.  But now it was different for some reason.  He was the last Saiyan no Ouji.  The last Saiyan.  His planet and people had been gone a long time.  He had dealt with that fact since he was ten years old.  Why did it bother him so much now?  True there had been Nappa and Radditz and finally Kakarotto (who really didn't count anyway) and maybe because they had been around he hadn't felt so alone.  But now they were all gone.  And he couldn't wish back Radditz or Nappa.  The dragon balls only resurrected someone a year after their death.  Nappa and Radditz had been dead at least four years.
There was nothing he could do.  And there was no one who could understand him.  He gave the onna credit for trying, but she'd never really be able to.  What was the worst thing that had happened to her?  She hadn't gotten beaten nearly everyday for years and years.  And she was surrounded by people who loved her.  Did she ever have to face hatred, racial prejudice, and mockery every day?  Did she ever have to fear that each day was her last?  Did she ever have to guard everything she said?  Did she ever have to bow down to someone she hated and feared?  If someone had killed her whole family, what would she do?  What if the same person held her life in its hands?
He sighed.  She would never know how he felt or what he'd been through.  He wasn't even sure she would be able to survive such a thing.  Not only was she weak but she was female.  She'd probably kill herself if she'd had to put up with all he had.
But she tried to understand.  And no one else did.  No one else gave a shit.  At least she did.  She didn't pity him and if she did she never showed it and for that he was grateful at least.  He knew that the "Z Fighters" hated him and he didn't doubt that they talked shit about him behind his back.
But he really didn't care about them.  They were a pack of fools.  Yamcha he hated the most of all.  He was such a coward it made him sick.  Why he ever trained to be a fighter he would never know.  Krillin was almost as bad, but not quite.  He at least showed courage at times, few as they were.  Tien, the three-eyed freak.  He hated him with a passion.  He was the only ningen (or whatever he was) who had enough balls to tell Vegeta what he thought of him to his face.  He admired that quality, but nothing more.
In fact he was suspicious of Tien on a whole for the sole reason named Chao Tzu.  What the hell was it anyway?  It was horrifying actually.  Its face was a white mask with rosy painted-on cheeks.  It was a worthless fighter but the triclops had acted like it was the end of the world when it blew itself up.  He shook himself all over as a shudder of disgust raced through his body.
Kakarotto's mate.  Now there was a woman he absolutely despised.  She had to be the stupidest bitch he'd ever encountered.  Loud, mean, belittling, demanding.  What was her purpose?  Sure, she'd given birth to Gohan, he was almost worth the name Saiyan.  Almost.
Kakarotto was pussy-whipped to take her mouth.  Vegeta wanted nothing more than to smack her each time he saw her.  Every time she raised her voice he wanted to scream: "SHUT UP!!" just last month he'd seen her too.  The stupid bitch was visiting Bulma and SHE had the audacity to look at him like he was scum.
"It's YOUR fault my Goku is dead." She said, with accusing, hateful eyes.  Surprisingly, (especially to Vegeta) he smiled. A real smile, not the usual sneer.
"It's YOUR fault he didn't want to be wished back.  Bitch."  And with an almost sweet smile he turned his back, ignoring Bulma's horrified gasp. He heard the chairs scrape and stopped in his tracks.   He turned to see her reaction and she was in his face.
"HOW DARE YOU!!" she screamed.  "Goku loves me!  It's YOUR fault Cell got so strong!  YOURS! You and your pride!  What the hell do you have to be proud of, murderer?!"  Vegeta felt flecks of her spit hit his face as she screamed.
And suddenly the world was red.
He heard Bulma screaming and felt someone punching the back of his head as hard as they could, and surprisingly, it hurt.  His hands were wrapped around ChiChi's throat and her face was almost purple.
"Let her go!" a familiar voice screamed.  Then his vision cleared, feeling came back to him, and he almost flew through the wall as an even more powerful punch connected with his skull.  The pain was enough to weaken his grip and ChiChi slumped to the floor gasping.  He realized that his attacker was Gohan and the boy had gone SSJ.  Vegeta could feel blood leaking down the back of his neck.  He went SSJ and it was all he could do to keep the rabid demi-Saiyan off of him.
Vegeta though for a second about how humiliated he would be to get beaten by the brat a second time, but that anger wasn't enough.  He could still hear Bulma screeching like a dying cat as her home was being destroyed.  He could do nothing but block the incoming blows.
"DON'T YOU EVER TOUCH HER AGAIN OR I'LL KILL YOU!!" Gohan raged.  And then Gohan screwed up.  He spit right in Vegeta's face.  Vegeta still couldn't remember what happened after that but after the bloody mist dimmed for the second time he felt needles over and over again.
Whatever had been in them had him so out of it that he was comatose for the rest of the day.  And toward the end of the night, he got his first experience of being violently ill.
Maybe it was the combination of the concussion he'd gotten from being punched in the head and the drugs, or maybe it was the fact that Bulma had given him way too much.  But whatever it was he came to himself with his head in the toilet.
It had to have been the worst moment in his life.  His guts felt full of writhing snakes and no matter how many times he vomited, his stomach still would heave.  Around dawn he was still lying on the bathroom floor gagging.
Then next day he slept in the bathroom.  Still in the same spot.  Still in the same, bloody clothes, still out of it.
He almost woke during the day to someone slapping his face.  He remembered trying to open his eyes, but it just was impossible.  For two weeks after that Bulma avoided him.  In fact everyone did.  And amazingly, it angered him to be treated so when he didn't even know what he'd done.  He barely could remember what he did to ChiChi.  He should have warned Bulma that it could happen.  That his tolerance snapped at times, he went crazy, beat the shit out of anyone close, and never remembered a thing about it when he finally snapped out of it.
After another week of being avoided like Typhoid Mary he spotted Bulma.  She turned around and began to walk the other way as soon as she saw him.  He growled low in his throat and phased out to reappear in front of her.
She flinched away.
"Get the hell away from me!" she screamed, cringing in terror.  And his heart sank.  He was hurt, he couldn't believe it.
"I don't remember!" he cried in exasperation.  "Tell me what I did!  I can't remember!"  She gave him a look that clearly said: "Your full of shit."
"Liar!" she hissed trying to go around him.
"I'm not!" he screamed in her face.  "When have I ever lied to you?  Why the hell should I?  I'm telling the truth!"
"How can I believe that! I saw what happened!  You’re a fucking psycho!!"  more pain.  Right in the center of his chest.  All the anger immediately faded and he could see the surprise on Bulma's face.
"Fine."  He said and turned away and headed to his room.  He searched through his dresser for everything that he'd had on him when he came to Earth before he realized he'd had nothing.  He sat there for a moment in defeat.  The only person who gave a rats-ass about him now hated him with a flaming passion.  And it hurt.  And he wanted to be angry, but he couldn't.  he didn't care about what he'd done in all honesty, but to see hatred for him shining in Bulma's eyes hurt incredibly.  He didn't even notice her walk in.
"You really.. don't remember?"  he didn't look up.
"Does it really matter to you?" he said softly.
"Yes." She said, equally soft.  He sighed, raking a hand through his stiff locks.
"I should have warned you better I guess." He said.  "It doesn't happen too much.  In fact it hasn't in a long, long time.  Let alone twice in one day."
"What happened?" she asked still standing stiffly in the door.
"I saw red."
"And-?" she prompted.  He turned to look at her at last.
 "And what?  I saw red.  That's it.  I saw red then Gohan spit in my face." He frowned deeply at the memory.  "I saw red again.  That's it.  Then I was sick all night.  That's it."  She was silent for a long, long time and during that whole agonizing silence they stared into each other's eyes.
"I believe you." She said.  "You almost killed ChiChi and Gohan.  And me.  And my parents.  And almost half the people on the block.  I really wish you would have told me about this.  This whole thing could have been prevented."  Vegeta snarled in anger.
"If that stupid bitch hadn't said anything to me NONE of this would have happened!  And don't try and pretend you don't know it!" he snapped.
"Your right." Bulma conceded.  At last she seemed to relax and sat down next to him.  "I'm sorry I gave you too much tranquilizer.  I didn't think you had any head injuries, though I should have.  But at the time it didn't matter.  I had to stop you.  I'm sorry you got so sick."
"Don't apologize.  Just stop acting like you have.  I don't like it anymore."  He almost didn't catch the look of surprise on her face.
"Vegeta," she began, her voice just shy  of teasing.  "Did you miss me?"
"No!" he snapped feeling his face grow hot.  "It just-" He was silent for a moment.  "It reminds me of things."  She mercifully didn't question him about it.
"Dinner is at six."  She said, standing up to leave.
"I know."
"I know you know."  She walked to the door and stopped, turning to look at him again.  "Please Vegeta.  I really can't take this if it happens again.  I don't want to be afraid of you."  And then she was gone.
"I don't want you to either." He murmured.
 
 

TBC..



Yeah I know..  Vegeta's still thinking, but he's got lots to ponder, ne?  BTW: incase anyone noticed, the chapter titles are all songs that have virtually nothing to do with the fic.  Good idea, huh?
 

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