TITLE: Beliefs AUTHOR: Kichi PAIRING (if applicable): none RATING: R for dark themes WARNINGS: angst NOTES: challenge 24 [Beliefs]
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www.geocities.com/kichisama666/drabble.html SUMMARY: A belief of life and death
Once she's dead
that's it. I'll never see her again. Even if hell is just something made up. Wherever she
goes when she dies, I will not be going there. And for as long as I
could remember, It never bothered me. But now it does. The thought that even
when I die, I'll still never see her again… It affects me in a way I never imagined.
The pain is nearly unbearable. The regret is staggering. The guilt is
incomprehensible. The other day I
realized this when I saw her lying in bed. She looked so beautiful there, I felt like a knife
had split my heart in two as I stared at her. I lay down next to her and pulled her
close, and the realization hit me like a wave. My throat tightened and my eyes
burned. I held her as close as I could and suddenly she woke. "Shh… it's ok."
She whispered slowly rubbing my back, and I wasn't sure why at first, but then I realized
that I had been crying harder than the day I died. Hiccupping gasps were coming from me,
and she tried to tilt my face toward hers, but I couldn't move. I
held her for dear life, my head pillowed on her shoulder, as if she would be snatched
away then and there. And one day she
will. Forever. Aww! That
makes me soo sad! And I wrote it! Waaaahhh! Poor Veggie! I'll take care
of you when that bitch is dead! lol Back Home
