She told me today to stop
holding a grudge. But I can’t. Not
yet. I can and will hold a grudge for years.
I have before. I really think there are some
people I’ve known who I will never stop resenting. But
she wants me to stop hating him because he’s her friend. It
won’t happen. I hate him, I
utterly despise him. I probably won’t even stop
hating him after I kill him.
How could she possibly understand?
Has she ever strived for something her entire life only to have
some dipshit beat her to it? I doubt it.
And if I know her at all I know she would be brilliantly pissed
if something like that DID happen.
The only difference is that she has the capacity to
forgive and forget as she puts it. I do not.
I will not. It seems like weakness to me.
How can I just forget it as if it never happened?
I cannot. I will not forget.
I will grind it in his face along with my foot when I ascend to
Super Saiyan and crush that stupid smile off his idiotic face forever.
And I will not forgive him.
Ever.
