Break My Heart 3: Sanctified
By: Kichi


 Dragonball Z belongs to Akira Toriyama and "Sanctified" belongs to Trent Reznor (I LOVE YOU TRENT!!) I used this song because every time I hear it I think of Vegeta!


 Vegeta sat on the couch in front of the TV.  He had been at the Son house for a week and he already felt like he was going to snap and kill everyone who lived there.  ChiChi was always trying to cheer him up, Goku was always trying to talk about dumb shit, at least Gohan had the sense to stay away from him.  But Goten was another matter.  The boy was constantly annoying him and asking ridiculous questions.  He didn't know how Trunks could stand him.  But he figured it was the part of him that was human that gave him such tolerance.  The only thing that made him feel better was that he got to see Trunks, but after seeing him every damn day, even that was getting on his nerves.
ChiChi was cleaning the house and made him move every five minutes so she could clean the spot he just happened to be sitting at.  Goku insisted he come and spar, and then Goten and Trunks ran inside screeching like the devil was hunting them down.
"SHUT UP!!" Vegeta screamed, jumping to his feet.  Everyone stopped what they were doing and gaped at him as if he'd just killed a puppy.  He stomped to the door and flung it open and there was Bulma, her hand raised to knock to door.  They both jumped back, startled.
"We need to talk." Bulma said as soon as she was able to speak.  Vegeta growled but he then nodded slowly, the sight of her bringing a sharp pain to his chest.  She turned on her heel and quickly walked away from the house.  Vegeta slowly followed.

It's still getting worse after everything I've tried
What if I found a way to wash it all aside
What if she touches with those fingertips
As the words spill out like fire from her lips

 "Get in." she said motioning to the hover-car.  Vegeta hesitated, not liking the vehicles.  He had no use for them, he could fly.  Bulma noticed that he wasn't getting in and sighed.  "Please." She said her face forlorn. He felt the annoying pain again and briefly wondered if he'd caught the heart virus that had infected Kakarotto.  He growled again and plopped into the passenger seat wondering why he was obeying the bitch's commands.  He was supposed to hate her, wasn't he? But as they drove in silence he realized that he didn't, he couldn't even if he wanted to.  He was angry at himself for being so weak.  But at the same time he felt that her love made him strong.  He lowered his head into his hands, he was so confused.
"Are you okay?"  Bulma asked, a worried expression on her face.  Vegeta ignored her and continued to dig deeper into his mind.  ::Did you really think you could be without her for the rest of your life? That you could never forgive her?  Did you honestly think that you could forget about her and find someone else?  Who have you thought of ever since you were betrayed?  Her!!  Bulma!  And you know why she betrayed you, don't you? How many times have you broken her heart? How many times have you left her alone? How many times have you lied and said you didn't care about her?:: . ::But I never cheated on her..::.  ::You might as well have.:: (If you think this is weird, then oh well, cause I do this ALL THE TIME)
Vegeta sighed and clutched his hair, tugging the thick spikes.  Bulma glanced at him repeatedly, concern twisting her delicate features.  ::She said it herself, it was the only way to make me hurt, to make me feel the pain I've made her feel a hundred times over.  Wouldn't I have done the same thing in her position?:: he thought for a moment and actually tried to put himself in her position.  She couldn't hurt him any other way,  so he had to admit, he would have done the same thing.  But it still seemed wrong.
The car pulled to a stop and he realized that they were back at the Capsule Corporation.
"I didn't want to stay at Goku's.  They don't know how to mind their own business sometimes."  Vegeta smirked.  She was right, and he felt the urge to hold her close and kiss her, but he held still and said nothing.  Bulma got out of the car and walked inside, again motioning for Vegeta to follow.

If she says come inside I'll come inside for her
If she say give it all I'll give everything to her
I am justified
I am purified
I am sanctified
Inside you

 He reluctantly followed, wondering what she planned.  Once inside she sat down on the couch and patted the cushion next to her.  Vegeta declined and sat on the floor in front of her, his black eyes boring into hers.  She did not flinch, she merely stared back.
"I've missed you." She began.  He said nothing, but continued to stare.  He wanted to hold her, the urge was almost overpowering.  He didn't realize how much he'd missed her until he saw her at the Son's door.  He felt like a weakling and a fool, he should make her beg for forgiveness.  But he didn't want her to.  But yet, his pride would allow nothing less.  She sighed and continued.  "I know what I did was wrong and I don't expect you to forgive me, but I just want to know.. do you still care about me at all?"

Heaven's just a rumor she'll dispel
As she walks me through the nicest parts of hell
I still dream of lips I never should have kissed
Well she knows exactly what I can't resist

If she says come inside I'll come inside for her
And if she say give it all I'll give everything to her
I am justified
I am purified
I am sanctified
Inside you

 He lowered his eyes, unable to look at her any longer.  He was torn with conflict.  He knew he couldn't lie to her, but his mouth felt as if it was wired shut.
Bulma saw him look away and her heart dropped.  ::So it's true, he doesn't love me anymore.:: her eyes filled with tears and she began to cry, silently at first, but a sob caught in her throat and she began to shake.  Vegeta heard her sniffles turn to sobs and he felt the pain in his heart again, and he realized it was because of her.  He couldn't bear to see her in so much pain.  He wanted to touch her so bad, to comfort her.
"I'm sorry I've wasted your time then." She gasped.  She brought her hands up to her face and choked with sobs, her body quivering uncontrollably.  She stiffened when she felt a hand on her shoulder.

I'm just caught up in another of her spells
Well she's turning me into someone else
Everyday I hope and pray that this will end
But when I can I do it all again

 She raised her head and stared into pools of ebony.  The passion in those eyes startled her, but what shocked her even more, was that for the first time she thought she sensed love in the midnight depths.  She gasped as his lips met hers.  His tongue slid into her mouth and she felt his muscular arms wrap around her waist.  ::Thank Kami.:: she thought. She'd missed him so much, she'd feared she'd never feel his touch again and that scared her more then she thought it would.  She melted against him, her arms encircled him as well, her hands roaming over his body.

And if she says come inside I'll come inside for her
And if she say give it all I'll give everything to her
I am justified
I am purified
I am sanctified
Inside you

He picked her up and carried her to their room.
"You forgive me?" Bulma whispered.  Vegeta shook his head.
"No.  I never will.  But.." he trailed off.  Bulma stiffened as soon as he shook his head but then she understood.  He would never forgive her for what she'd done, but he couldn't bear to be without her, just as she could not live without him.
"I'm sorry." She whispered, more tears falling.
"Shh.. forget about it." He said as he kicked open the door.  He threw her down on the bed and smirked down at her.  She smiled up at him, her blue eyes so full of love it made Vegeta's heart clench.  He pulled his shirt off and kicked his shoes across the room, and dove onto the bed.  Bulma giggled and squirmed as he reached under her shirt.  His mouth eagerly sought hers as he ripped her shirt in half and pulled it off.  He gently undid the clasp of her bra and removed it, his hand gently kneaded one breast as his tongue drew circles around the other nipple.  Bulma moaned, her fingers buried in his stiff, spiky hair.  His unoccupied hand undid the zipper of her pants and tugged at the jeans to get them off without ripping them.  Bulma giggled and yanked them off as he removed the rest of his clothes.
As soon as they were both unclothed he kissed her from her lips down to her navel and then continued down until his face was buried between her legs.  Bulma moaned, her back arched as he lapped her juices. She was about to come when he stopped and climbed on top of her and thrust into her.  Her cry of pleasure made his ears hurt, it was so loud.  He grinned and quickened his pace and almost laughed as the sound of squealing bed-springs was almost blocked out by her cries.  He bit down on her neck, lapping the blood with a soft groan.  Her cries became short gasps as they reached their climax and then she wailed loud enough to break the windows, totally downing out his groans.  Her nails dug trenches in his back but he didn't even notice.  He smiled as she lay there gasping for breath.  He kissed her again before rolling onto his side and pulling her close.  He listened as her breathing went back to normal and sighed.  He knew all along that he'd somehow end up with her again.  He just couldn't see his life without her anymore.  And even though he would never forgive her fully for what she'd done, he knew he'd always love her.

As sure as the blade's course is run
Maybe my kingdom's finally come..


 Well, that's it.  I hope you guys liked the end, and I hope you see why I think of Vegeta whenever I hear "Sanctified" by Nine Inch Nails.  TRENT REZNOR RULES!! AKIRA TORIYAMA RULES!!

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