Ok, here’s the last piece of Part Two. If anyone out there is still enjoying this, please, let me know.
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Part Two- Concluded
* A time to sow, and a time to reap.
A time to gather stones together, a time
to run like hell.
She who has ears to hear.
How beautiful upon the mountains are the
feet.
I come to bring not peace but a sword.
I knew I needed him, I
just didn’t expect him to actually appear. But to my surprise -and happiness-
he was there. He was there for me.
He took away my fear.
His strong presence, as assuring as a person like him can be, it was what
I needed. I will never forget that moment -before, during, after. I will
never forget Trunks’s birth.
But now... I’m scared.
The anxiety is tearing away at my gut... And I’m not sure why.
_______
"Bulma." Vision filled
by a hazy darkness, my body is being shaken. "Bulma." He whispers again,
stronger now.
I jump, my eyes scan the
room quickly -my heartbeat thunders in my head. I don’t.... understand.
He sits up and faintly
touches my arm. I turn, his eyes are clouded in confusion and I can see
he is not used to this. He was the one who had nightmares.
"Are you...alright?" he
questions me quietly, conflicted in how to react. I burst into tears, only
to notice that my cheeks have been wet for a while now. How is it that
I’ve cried so much, why is it that I’m so terrified that I can’t stand
to be alone? As much as I want to, need to, at the moment, I’m not strong
enough to console myself and I’m not nearly as calm as I wish to be. I
throw myself at Vegeta, pulling him close and sobbing into his chest. My
stomach gets in the way. I cry even louder.
He stiffens, but in a
moment, relaxes, and his arms rest at my sides.
"You dreamt about her
birth." he murmurs and shifts slightly, adjusting his position.
I choke, my body trembles incessantly.
"So beautiful....she was
s-so gorgeous. She was in your arms, she was so quiet, she..." I drift
off, I can’t seem to find the right words. "I wasn’t there." I stop and
pull back, while he quickly lets go. "I wasn’t there." The images are too
clear, my confusion, his pain, I’m bombarded with tears again, my vision
completely blurred. "It hurt so much...I couldn’t hold her, I couldn’t
be with you." I look up, I can’t read his expression -his eyes, for once,
tell me nothing. "Vegeta-"
"Sleep." he cuts in, wrapping
his arm around me and pulling me down.
"I can’t!" I push him
off as he looks at me in irritated anger. "I-I can’t. What could it mean?"
"It means nothing." he
growls, and tries again, this time keeping a firm grip until my body is
pressed into the mattress. "Sleep. In a month, it will be over and you
will not bother me with petty worries."
I close my eyes and sigh.
His words offer hollow solace.
______
I’m ready. I am prepared
for anything that comes my way. The nursery is set, so is the medical center
-I have the crib and the clothes and thhe safety equipment. Trunks is as
anxious as I am, and Vegeta looks as disinterested as usual.
But I know different.
He’s quite nervous, even
if he won’t show it. This is another person to our family, and I think
the fact that it’s a girl gets him more nervous than he should be. Maybe
he thinks that he’ll have to be caring -though I doubt he’ll display any
affection- or maybe he’s disappointed because he won’t have another boy
to train. In any case, I can’t wait.
I want her to be born
already. I want to hold her in my arms and watch her sleep. I want to name
her, see what she looks like -is she more like me, or Vegeta? I wish I
could dress her up in little pink frilly dresses and take her out for a
stroll in the park. I want to hear her first words (I know it’ll be my
name) and watch her first steps -I want her to exist in this world. I don’t
want to be pregnant anymore...I want it to be over with.
But I have to be patient.
No one knows when Saiyan babies are supposed to be born -the ones here
on Earth have been born at different times. So I’m not sure whether I’m
early or late; if I measure by Trunks’s birth, I’m late, by Gohan’s, I’m
early. Vegeta can’t say squat.
My feet are now twice
their size -like everything else on my body- and are swollen up like huge
mangos. My back hurts, I waddle too much, and I feel like I am proof that
whales can live on land. I whine, complain, scream at the drop of a pin,
and last night, I cried for hours because my favorite team won the championships.
I am the happiest miserable person on Earth.
"Yes you are." I don’t
bother to look up, I know it’s him. He stalks in with usual stance, our
son close behind.
"Mom, are you brooding?"
"No." I currently sit
on the couch, but in a moment I will begin struggling to get up. I lean
back and lunge myself forward, using the momentum to kinda have my body
roll forth, until my feet land on the floor. I grab the cushion and push
up, glaring as my son steps forward to help. "Don’t.
I can do it on my own."
He avoids my gaze, murmuring
something to his father. Vegeta nods once and he looks at me. His lips
tilt slightly.
"Stop feeling sorry for
yourself." I grunt.
"I’m not." He cocks his
head to the side.
"Then why are you being
so bitchy?" I hear Trunks inhale sharply, taking a surprised glance at
his father. Vegeta only smirks, his eyes stare me down and my son hastily
retreats out of the room.
I answer his telepathic
inquiry bluntly and aloud, seeing as our son has escaped. "Sex."
His eyebrow raises in question.
"The more sex we have,
the faster this baby is born." His eyes widen a bit, his smirk grows proudly.
"Alright." I can see he
is very pleased with my proposition. He steps forward and grabs me, preparing
to carry me to our room.
"TRUNKS!" I call out,
waiting for an answer.
"WHAT!?"
"I think you need to pay
Goten a visit!" A blur passes, and in less than a second, he’s out the
door.
__________
Ow.
I shoot up, clutching
my stomach and rolling to the side.
"Ow, oh, ohhh-holy mother
of-!" I look up, gripping the sheets in a vain attempt to channel my pain.
‘Where is he!!’
"Vegeta?" I try to yell
and instead groan his name as I notice that in place of his body is an
empty mattress. "Where the fuck are you!?" Ohhh! Another contraction hits,
my nails dig into the pillow, forcing the fabric apart. In a moment the
pain is gone and feathers float around me.
"VEGETA!" This call is mental and
unrelenting, I want to see him -NOW!
Another wave strikes and
I hear a loud bang in my head. Turns out, it wasn’t me, but him, who had
just slammed the door on his way in. Can’t notice much now, it’s hurting
like hell and I need something to hold. "OOHHH!!!!!"
"What’s wrong with you!?"
He stares in horror as I roll again, shredding even more sheets along the
way. I wait for it to end and look up, panting.
"Ba-baby." I push myself
up, using him as support and reaching for the phone. I hit a button and
the phone automatically dials. "Doctor? It’s time." I hang up quickly and
meet Vegeta’s distressed expression. "Medical room."
He nods, lifting me into
his arms.
"Don’t ever do that again."
He looks down.
"Do what?"
"Scare me. I thought you
weren’t here." He knows what I refer to and says nothing more as we leave
the room.
______
"Here, put me down here."
He places me on the medical bed. We are in Med. Room One -a room specifically
designed for this baby’s birth.
He looks around in interest.
He has never been in this room before, but I know he’s more confused than
anything. By the fifth contraction, the doctor has arrived and Vegeta seems
more comfortable with what’s going on, although his hesitant behavior still
remains.
"Ow ow ow oowwhhhh!" Another
one, the most painful so far.
I start swearing under
my breath and I glimpse at my husband. He is pensive, but after a moment
he approaches and leans down to my swelled belly. "Breathe." He says and
stands back up, looking to me expectantly.
"What?" He walks over,
almost towering over my body. "You must breathe deeply, exhale with your...contractions.
It will lessen the pain."
"I know that!" I snap,
lashing out and snatching his arm. Yet another hits, my nails digging into
his flesh, the blood trickling down my fingers. I look down at my tainted
palm, stained by what I did to him. There is a moment of uncomfortable
silence before I apologize. "I’m sorry." He looks down as well, but doesn’t
seem to care.
"It’s fine." The doctor’s
voice breaks in.
"Bulma?" We both turn
to her, seated at the edge of the bed.
"She’s ready."
I nod. I can do this.
______
She is beautiful. My angelic
baby girl, my Bra. After ten hours of pain and frustration and of almost
breaking off Vegeta’s arm, she’s here. She’s finally here. Her bundled
up form rests in my arms. She sleeps on, cuddled into my breast, as her
breathing falls lightly on my chest -more proof that she is alive and mine.
Or more like it, ours.
And he stayed. As much
as I did to drive him away, he remained by the bed, watching, making sure
I didn’t give up. He did yet again what took so much of his courage long
ago and stayed by my side, made sure I wasn’t afraid, although he knew
I was -as much as I tried to hide it. And when I wanted his hand, he gave
it to me. When I felt so tired and weak and simply wanted to give up, he
murmured words of motivation. Just like all those years ago, when I thought
I was truly alone, he made his presence known. I’ve never felt happier
or more at peace.
So she lays in my arms
and I look to the open window. As sleep begins to subdue my body, and Vegeta
goes in search of something for us to eat, I find the open space in the
night sky where the full moon is supposed to be.