Title: Confession Time
Author: Khylaren
Rating: PG13
Fandom: Anita Blake
Pairing: Jason/Asher

A/N: A/N: This is a little drabble written in response to a LJ Meme: 
1.	Comment and I'll pick one of your LJ interests and write you a drabble.
2.	You have absolutely no say in what I make.
3.	If you do partake in it, please put this in your LJ so I can do the same to you.
Written for Alexcat

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I mentioned to Anita once upon a time that I’d been Jean-Claude’s Pomme for so long, I no longer was quite as certain where my preferences lay when it came to sex. I’m pretty sure that I still like women best, I mean, given a choice, I’d pick a woman, every time. Ok, most of the time; there are one or two exceptions to this rule. One is Jean-Claude, though I know nothing would ever happen like that between us, and that’s fine. Really, it is. It’s enough to feel the thrill of his bite.

The other exception? Ok, I’ll confess, if I have to. It’s probably really obvious anyway, to anyone who knows me at all. 

It’s Asher. 

Given a choice between fucking him or fucking a woman, I’d pick Asher, though I’ve not yet had that particular opportunity ever present itself to me. Unfortunately. 

I doubt he’s even aware of how I feel about him – he’s so tied up with Anita and Jean-Claude right now. Hell, I’m sure he just sees me as Jean-Claude’s property and a willing, breathing snack in a pinch. But man, I tell you, if I ever got the chance…well, I’d do my best to make him forget about Jean-Claude and Anita, though I know I’d be asking the impossible. He’s loved Jean-Claude for hundreds of years, and Anita, well, she’s special. 

But if I had the chance, I’d make him see that it’s not just Anita who sees him for the beautiful creature he is; its not just Anita and Jean-Claude who love him. And for the chance to have Asher…hell, I’d give up women forever just to be with him, and that’s saying a lot. 

But its never gonna happen. Not in my lifetime, anyway. Dammit.