Thoughts

//Current Thoughts:
I am the most misunderstood person there is. Everyone says they want to get to know me, what makes me laugh, what makes me cry, what makes me happy. But everyone always judges me too harshly or too quickly. People don't try to understand me because they just want to try and figure me out, that I follow a set pattern of things. I don't. I just do whatever I want, and feel however I want. Everyone just wants too see one side of me, and say that they have seen it all. People don't care about what's inside, they just pick a 'shell' stick me in it and say that's me. Everyone says, I'm too nice, too forgiving, too arrogant, too vain, too cocky, but I don't care what they think. People are always going to say whatever the hell they feel like saying. If I cared about what everyone else thought of me, I would of dyed my hair blonde a long time ago to fit in with the rest of the Asians.

//Quotes to Live By:
"He who asks is a fool for 5 minutes, but he who does not remains a fool forever." -Chinese Proverb

"I`m scared to fall in love...I`m afraid to love so fast...cuz everytime I fall in love...it seems to never last."

"Assumptions often lead to misunderstandings; so never assume things you before you make a fool out of yourself."

If you judge people, you have no time to love them.

You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.

When life throws you a lemon, make lemonade!


Don`t Make Assumptions
Too Often, people jump to conclusions.
We hear one thing and then assume a bunch of other things.
Don`t always think you make the right assumption.
Because most likely it will lead to misunderstandings and problems.

Little Things In Life
Too often we don`t realize what we have until it is gone;
Too often we wait too late to say " I`m sorry;I was wrong"
Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones we hold dearest to our hearts
And we allow foolish things to tear our lives apart.
Far too many times we let unimportant things into our minds;
And then its usually too late to see what made us blind.
So be sure that you let people know how much they mean to you;
Take the time to say the words before your time is through.
Be sure that you appreciate everything you`ve got
And be thankful for the Little Things in life that mean a lot.

//Lessons learned in life
-Not to be so forgiving in some situations
-Always follow your heart
-Trust your instincts
-To accept the truths
-To be patient
-Whats meant to be will always find a way

//Goals:
-To heal my pains
-Save up money
-Try to be a better person than I already am

//Quotes:
-You can close your eyes to things that you don`t want to see, but you can`t close your heart to things you don`t want to feel.
-If my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn`t jump with them...I`d be at the bottom to catch them.
-A sad thing about life is that when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let it go.
-The greatest challenge in our life is to find someone who knows our flaws and differences and yet still willingly embraces us with so much love.
-Don't let your situations change you. You have to be the one that changes it, even if it is at the cost of time.
-Fate determines many things, no matter how much we struggle.
-Don't say what you don't truly mean and don't make a promise you can't keep."


I Miss You
My heart lingers for a second of your affection
My knees shake at the sight of your perfection
Obsessing ofr your soft, pleasant, tender caress
You tingle me with your sweet, caring finesse
To let you depart was extremely intricate
Long sad nights alone, I did not anticipate
My thoughts, words, and simple blues
Could not express how much I Miss You

NO ONE WAITS FOREVER
Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and yet you can never have them, when the moment you can’t feel them under your fingertips you miss them? Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don’t be afraid to tell someone you love him or her. If you do, they might break your heart but if you don’t, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn’t. You can’t tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own when you least suspect it, or even when you don’t want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled because we are too afraid to care too much for fear that the other person does not care as much, or at all. Have you ever loved someone and they had absolutely no idea whatsoever? Or fell for your best friend in the entire world, and then sat around and watched them fall for someone else? Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because you fear of rejections was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid afraid of what we don’t know,afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie the things we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it required you to jump. Don’t be a person who has to be looking back and wonder what they would have, or could have had. No one waits forever.