You come into the world as a perfect Rose. But you don't like what you are, you want to be a tulip. You might want to be a tulip because of many things, such as you are not liked by some people and you want to change so that you can be accepted. But always remember, though there are people who do like tulips, there will also be people who don't. You can't always transform into what people like or want. So yes, you can be a tulip if you wanted to but remember: if you decide to be a tulip, you would be a second class tulip, on the other hand you will always be a perfect rose. Well the message is plain and simple: "BE YOURSELF", though some poeple may not appreciate you but there will always be poeple who are very glad to know that you were born into this world!
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10/22/03 - Emotion have the power to move the heavans...not when they are trouble. Twisted and confused, it will can cause trouble. Once true love is found. Once it exist between two people... it will have the power to last forever. One momement in their life will remain forever in time. Even if they are no longer together. That moment still will last.
"If you cry coz the sun has set in your life, your tears will only prevent you from seeing the stars"
Hmmm, my views on this quote? I say yes, these are inspiring words. If you cry coz something bad has happened in your life and you continue to sulk about it, your sympathy and sorrows will only dig a deeper hole into your heart. And becoz you're so lost in this sad world, you might not realise the new opportunites which arise.But if you tend to look on the brightside of things, hmm, maybe your tears will make you see the stars. A much more beautiful star becoz your tears are gonna make the stars shine and twinkle in your eyes!
"I'd rather be hurt by the truth than be pleased with your liez"
Something many people take for granted and should really think about. Say if you didnt want to tell the truth becoz you're afraid of hurting that someone. Well in the short run maybe you'd get away with it, but in the long run, the person would suffer more knowing that you lied to them and it'll make them feel worse becoz they actually believed your lie. You might think this: It won't hurt them if they dont find out, but believe me, THEY WILL. So basically if you do consider the guy/girl as a friend but nothing more, you should tell them if u really do care! You dont have to love them in return but it's better to know the truth than to be lead on right?
"Do not go where the path may lead, go instead where there is no path and leave a trail"
Be a leader not a follower? Hmm, makes sense BUT I think there's more to it. Do not follow others, instead go your own way and start a new trail. It's your life, so be yourself and do what you want, not what other people want. Umm, that sounds right, but still it sounds wrong. I'm indecisive here, hanging on the edge of the cliff!
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There is no one who does not have scars on his heart
if there were someone like that he would be a shallow bastard
There is something I'm been trying to tell you.
I never had the chance to say this to you
or maybe I just never made the chance.
But it's something on my mind for a long tine
too long to even remember how long.
But I do remember it's something I've always wanted to say
But for reasons, I don't know, I can never say
Even now I'm stalling just to try to find the words
The words that I want you to hear.
Understand that it comes from my heart
and echo through my soul. The longer I keep it inside,
the louder it screams to get out.
So...now...I'm...just...going....to..... say.........
You are the one I've been dreaming off
But like a dream I must wake up
My time with you has come to an end
Althought I refuses to get out of bed
I know that I can't stay here forever
Thinking about the dreams I had
The dreams that you were in.
Hoping that the next time I sleep
I'll be dreaming of you again.
You are the one I've dreamt about.
The one I dreamt about since I can remember
But they are just dreams.
Nothing but an escape from reality.
A child's dream searching for hope
a young man's dream running from life
You are the one why my dreams exist
I know it's too much to ask for my dreams to come true
But still I hope, I wish, I dream that it will come true.
10/16/03 - Life is strange. It will always be strange. YEt it's suck and can be wonderful at the same time. Hmmmm I'm a little strange, wander if that is a good thing or bad thing.
10/09/03 - I"m nothing but a fool. The more I learn the more I realize that I'm just a fool!!! I haven't felt the worse pain yet. And right now I'm scared. To believe that something worse can exist... I'm not ready to face it. Not yet... But I can I even think to understand what other must have felt. Why they are the way they are... I wish I never really have to truely understand...
9/28/03 - I don't get it. Why does it hurt? It make no sense. The heart... it suppose to be an organ that pump bloods throughout the body. How does it become the center of emotions? If you go to the doctor and said it hurts. And they check it and there is no physical problem. How can it hurt? Can you talk some pain killer to make it go away? Why does it hurt? I don't understand. I know it just does. If I cut myself, I know why it hurts. It's damage, the body need to know that it's damage inorder to repair it. Stop the bleeding and create new tissue. But the heart... how can it hurt? How can it be fix? Like any wound you are not suppose to mess with it. It will heal if you leave it only(TIME). But people forget, it still need to be treated first before you leave it alone. How do to treat something like this? Can't just forget about it without treating it. It's like breaking a bone. If you don't get it fix right it will be mess up. Fix it, put a cast on it to protect it. And leave it alone until it's fully healed. So what's the steps to make the pain stop?
9/28/03 - Take a walk with me. If I can write my thoughts out through a computer, I have to go to the next step. Someone take a walk with me. The destination doesn't matter. The journey will be through my mind. Ask no question, just listen to what is there. But I do'nt think there is anyone around who will walk the distances with me. Nor someone who can understand what they hear.
The things that goes through my head are crazy. Even I don't understand most of it. And no normal person would be sane if they heard the things that are in there. hahah even I'm a little bit crazy.
