drowning

i float in a dark ocean of doubt
alone

The only sound is the faint beating
of my broken heart

the ocean is gentle, cradling me
and yet it will not let me go

"you hav lost him forever"
this the dark water whispers

this dark ocean of doubt
that sprang from the tears in my soul

a black rain marrs its mirror
i begin to sink into this darknes

the surface is so far
i vainly stretch my hands towards it

and with my last thougth i wish that
you would find me and pull me out

tell me....

do you?