Class Dismissed

To all whom it may concern, for those who feel in doubt.
This just seems like it might be the only real way out.
I don't believe that you love me or that I will be missed.
Put me out of your misery.  Is this class dismissed?

I just wanted you to know it's not your fault.
And if angels find the soul, I'm sorry.

I'm as clean as another useless damaged soul.
With a void for a mother, and a comfort hole.
I never thought you would notice.  That, or even care
That the pain became hopeless, an open wound to bear/bare.

I just wanted you to know it's not your fault.
And if angels find the soul, I'm sorry.  Forgive me.

When you're reaching for stars, you can't see past your own hands.
And your pride let me fall.  I wanted to be something...
Important and special.  I fall apart on cue.
And just know that I don't blame you.

You said the world could be perfect and I'm the one that's flawed.
I'm just triggering moments, watching angels fall.
I just assumed you could love me, just for who I am.
Or the person I could be.  Your sacrificial lamb.

I just wanted you to know it's not your fault.
And if angels find the soul, I'm sorry.  Forgive me.
You could see it from the start, I'm broken.
But if angels have a heart, I'm sorry.  I'm sorry.  I'm sorry.
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